one more day. nervous!

aahhh!!i tell u,i cant sleeep i think!coz im so excited,nervous,kanjiong,scared of getting my results tmr!!it said that we will get back on the 22nd,but i wanna know exactly at wat time of 22nd..0000 is 22nd liao rite??ahh!!i tell u,this results,is like make it or break it..tho im prepared for watever the result is,but at the same time,if i don get the grades that i think i will get,i will juz go ahhh!!like seriously..is not that i set a high expectation of myself,but i donno..somehow,i juz felt that i can better this sem,but somehow,at the same time,i don hv the confidence that i will do well..ahhh!mixed feelings siaa!damn painful!been thinking abt it day n nite..n after that,that's not the end of the story..i still hv to rank my specs!!my major!!n ive yet to decide my major!!i hv to choose carefully so that i wont suffer for the nx 2yrs..it's damn very impt n im oh so donno wat i wanna do..shit mann!ahh!!wish me lucks!!

ok so today i was hogging in front of my lappy coz i don feel like watching tv..and so i had a gd laugh..heh..oh yaa..n so mr kris allen won AI..hoho..no feelings leh..coz my AI is archie..hoho!but congrats anw..heng ar im not gg crazy over AI this time,if not,i will be a damn busy fangirl!LOL!like really siaa!even siti agrees with me..heh..

then i went to jog..n the weather is quite unpredictable today..yes it is..i was like running,then suddenly the sky turned dark,n the wind is like blowing quite strongly n i don wanna get caught in the rain coz if not paiseh sia run..hahaha!but then,when i reached home liao,tk hujan!!no rain!hah!tricky..tmr no plans..i thot that i will be meeting wawa tmr,but no..so can jog!! :)

ohya,u know,when i looked out of the window juz now from my room,i saw a grp shuqun sec students were walking at the carpark heading somewhr (obviously..haha!)..n it reminded me of the times when i always loooked out at the window to see if the boys were this guy's house who used to live in the same blk as me,4th storey..haha!or sometimes i will look out for them from my corridor..heh..for some reasons..lol!those days..nonsense n childish..sheeeesh!haha...somehow,it reminded me of the past a lot nowadays..

n even when i was reading TODAY paper,in the sports section,thr's this bruneian footballer who looks like him!omg..

lastly,beautiful song by him..really meaningful n so sad..LOVE!i love the way he performs..u know,his fingers will always be either strumming the guitar or playing the piano..ahhh!loves!

Konseki/Kako ~ Traces of the Past
Composed and Written by One & Only One KAZUNARI NINOMIYA

Not disappearing, only lingering..
The traces of the rains before summer of the tears that just won't dry up..
Unerasable, unerasable, that which appears in the darkness, the shadow of my beloved..

Walking by the river under the rays of the setting sun,
Together with you, our smiling faces leading the way..
What shall we have for dinner tonight?
Such a small, so very small and simple kind of happiness it was..

Even though you've died, you live on deeply embedded in my heart..

Even if i fall for another person,
they will never be more that just another person..
No matter how many seasons pass by,
I am really afraid that if i let go, you will just fade away..

Looking at the violet, what a beautiful flower it is..
But it'll wither away someday, won't it..

When time crosses the path of the crimson twilight,
it's just the two of us left behind on the water's surface..

Our shadows slowly overlapping to become one, and my lone shadow remaining..
That's what i'm afraid of..

When i belatedly realise this, it's just me left alone on the water's surface..

The seed in my heart that I buried on that day began to bud 20 days later..
My love that will never change even if it has taken a different form..
A kind gentle light..