why only me?

ok b4 i start doin my work i juz wanna complain..i juz rcved an email from iic n there's more research for me to doo!wat irritate me is that im the only one who is doing it n i donno y!!it's like am i the only who is in charge of the hospitality n i do all research meh?wahlaoo!unfair lorr..i mean,at least hv anor person to do with me laa..

ok la,maybe they are short of ppl,or wat i donno laa..but it's unacceptable..arrggghhh...anw,i will TRY to do..heng ar thr's xiao zhu's beautiful voice to accompany me..haha!

oh ya,n u know his new album,is creating much news..saying that hotshot's mv copied rain's mv n his album concept followed robin thicke..sheeesh!who cares mann?lolol!anw,who copy who or whther he did copy in the 1st place,the album is gg to be a blast..period!woooot!=)


him n coco..i love coco mann!when i started watching hotshot,i was like..damnit!this lady damn dead gorgeous...lol!kawaii nehh! =)

HEN BANG!

ystd was quite a day..soo many things happened at the same time n i was overwhelmed by it,but ya,there's nothing much i can do abt it..

so let's start with my sunday morning..woke up in the morning to get ready to attend 2 weddings..skipped my madrasah so that i could catch up with the couples to take pics..heh..so met nurul at clementi at 11plus n went to bt merah 1st for kak yati's wedding..then we waited for her for quite long coz she was still getting ready..so we waited i think abt 30min or so..baru die da siap.then snap here n thr,wished her congrats n all..then we chiong to fizah's place pulak at jurong west..

the bus is freaking slow n i was like cursing...haha!serious man..then when the bus was on brake,the bus will create a lot of noise n it's super unbearable..arggghh..it was getting on my nerves..zzzz..then reached liao,we thot that the pengantin masih ade,but then don hv..a bit sad laa..but ya la,it was alrdy near 3 at that time,so obviously the pengantin da go over to the guy's side..so we juz salam the mother,then ate,then wanna salam the mother to go hm,THEN,UNEXPECTEDLY,the pengantin appeared!we were shocked!so actually,the majlis is only one side..the guy's side tk uat,so ya..they were on girl's side all the while..heh..happy laa!so when we salam the mother already,we walked over to the pelamin to take pic with her..she's beautiful..so is her hubby..the hubby looked v diff from the photos ive seen..haha..more handsome..heh..i feel so happy for her laa.. =) alhamdulillah u know,she finally settled down with a guy of her dreams..congrats girl!so we snapped snapped n chiong home!

i kept chiong-ing on that fateful sunday..haha!initially,after the wedding,i don hv any plans..but poor ms tan wanted accompany..so since i was free,i told her i can meet her but i needa go hm to chg 1st coz i cant possibly walked ard town in baju kurung n heels..hahaha!damn ma fan..so ya,i chiong-ed hm n splashed myself with water coz im freaking sweaty,then from head to toe,i wore all my new clothes yg blm cuci..bau kedai siol!hahah!

then reached liao n met her..we walked ard raffles sc 1st,then she decided to go orchard instead coz of more variety..then ok lorr..headed thr..shopped n shopped..she wanna get xmas presents for her rjt..so ya..

then since we were at town alrdy,i told her i wanna get xiao zhu's dvd..hahah!so we went to hmv 1st b4 we had dinner..haha!n yes!i got it!wooohoo!SHOW ON CRUEL STAGE..cool or wat???don need to think twice,JUZ BUYYY!hahahah!indah is happy once agn!2 days straight,i bot his stuff..haha!crazyness..but ohwells..i like!!so im very very very determined to save money when sch starts..woot!

then wanna pay,i was a bit shy.haha!coz im a malay but buy chinese a bit weird..then she jokingly juz point at this mly dvd n said to me 'ehh indah i wanna buy this,help me pay.'haahaa!idiot!n the dvd she took is cicak man..haha!LMAO!so ya,i wanna ask wq to help me pay,but cant coz i don hv cash n needa use nets..so bo pian i pay myself..then that stupid wq act in front of the counter,'ehh indah,thx for the dvd..'haha!pretend that i bot that for her for xmas..LOL!stupid..

then we went to hv dinner at ayam penyet..heh..her treat..thx ehh..hahahah!yummylicious..but coz i was quite full n not really hungry,i juz had mee bakso..n also jus alpokat..which is avocado..yummy!!loves! =)

oh ya,since it was xmas,we took a lot of pics..stupid pics..tourist pose..hahahah!will upload once i hv all the pics..heh..mann..im gg to hv a hard time uploading all the pics all at one go..

n on that fateful day also,my cousing passed away..Innalillah..yes my cousin..due to cancer..i fgt what cancer it was..she passed away in the noon,when i alrdy left for wedding..but i didnt hv the chance to melawat coz i was away at the wedding..when i called my mum to inform her that i was outside with wq,then my father told me..the last time i saw her was raya,n she was chit chatting as per normal..but ya,a while back,we got to know that she only has 2mths to live by..it was sad..really..semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatnya..Amin..

so ya,from the entry,many things happened rite?wedding n death on the same day..ppl close to me..

all that aside,so i was freakingly sleepy today..i woke up only at 11+,then had breakfast,n i was very sleepy agn n slept all the way to 2+..haha!soo buruk!spent the late noon reading twilight..quite bored..then watched bfb..hahah!coolios mann!i love bfb today..

here's the story..the fans were asking xiao zhu,if xiao gui called his gf ah bu jiu/chiu,(ok don ask me hw to spell,but i think thats it..hahah!),wat will xiao zhu call his gf..he said he will her bibi..n he is called nini..coz the gf is baby(bibi) n he is honey(nini)..omg!!FAINT laa then??hahah!he's like f-ing sweeet n lam man cannn?hahah!i had goosebumps when he said that laa..hah!i wish,i reallly wish i am bibi..hahahha!n of course,he is my nini..lololol!FAINTTTTT!!!

hahahha..other than that,they were talking abt aaron's concert i think..hahah!they were saying he was damn freaking shuai..from his dance moves n poses n all..they were like droooling i think..hahahah!sooo cute laa the 2 of them...oh ya!then they were asking,coz the 2 of them are xiong di mah,so wat happens if xz went out with xg's gf n vice versa..hahah!but i don quite get their reply..hahaha!n yess!the word is HEN BANG!hahah!finally i know..thx wq..lol!


xiong di forever..i think i spell correctly laa..hahah!soo cute ritte!like really blood bros.. =p

ok..these are the pics that i wanted to upload yonks ago but didnt hv the chance to upload coz i only got the pics from aisha 2days ago..heh..the day the gals went out to break fast tgther at madjack n went cruising in mar's rav4..cool!


nice or nt?i think damn nice..hahah!i hv license,but don dare to drive,so i can only pose at the driver's seat...hahahah! =p


omg!haha!we were bored to death while waiting for nani to knock off from work,so here went our crazyness..hah!stop it sakk tiq muka!


ok..i was unglamorous too..haha!mcm monkey bergayut pat pokok pun de..hahah!


the 4 of us minus nani who is still working..zzzz...hahahahah!


pose pose!let's pretend I WAS the one driving..hahahah!=)

ok still got anything or nt?oh ya!the dvd i bot ystd,show on cruel stage..watched liao..hahah!ystd night jugak i watched..hahah!damn nice..i love his dance moves..i love it when he went ooohh! ahhh!! hakk!! woooo!! while dancing..hahhaha! FAINT! freaking sexyyy n hot n too irresistable..lol!

ok la..anor long post..heh..i wanna donno wat to do..haha!maybe youtube him..heh..til then..ciaoz! =)

don speak mly..hah!

yooohooo!super fun dayyy today i cant help but alwayss laugh at the thot of it n i juz told the story to wan qi..haha!freakinggg funny..

ok so actually i went to jb juz now..let's juz assume that now is still sat,i/o sun..hahah!i was a bit late,so aisha went in 1st coz i think not very nice to hang ard at the immigration n wait for ppl..n so i queued to go thru the immigration..the funny thing is my passport is actually biometric,so i can choose to go thru the faster lane,like no need go thru the manually one..if u get wat i mean..but coz i donno hw to use the biometric thingy,n i was shy to go thru the counter if the officer is a mly guy..so i was actually walking ard to choose the counter which is a non-mly officer..haha!reason being is coz i shy..n i think too much,later the officer will thot i noob,passport biometric then still queue..hah!i think TOO MUCH laa..hahaha!so i ended queueing at the counter where the officer is indian..hahahahha!noob!

then went thru the msian immigration..wah the immigration new liao n it's nice!a bit like spore.but the minus pt is that it's too complicated n hv to travel quite a distance juz to reach the counter..the path or route is snaking,not like spore,juz travel up the escalator,the counter alrdy..then u leave the counter juz travel down the escalator to board the bus..but the jb one,wah seh!u walked thru the immigration alrdy tired..u haven even start shopping,u tired liao..so ya,the stucture a bit bad..if u go jb n experience urself,u get wat i mean..hahah!

ok so we reached city square,we went to buy movie tix 1st..since aisha got her bonus,she treated..heh..thx ehh..then went to secret recipe for lunch..when we wanna pay,the waiter asked us are we from jb,then aisha replied we're from spore..then he shouted to his fren,anor waiter,"ehh,diorg org spore laa.." then he went away,then gave us our chg..then also said to come agn nx time..but i walked in front n exited 1st so i didnt hear wat else he talked to my fren..then only she told me that got a guy kirim salam to her..hahah!n then asked if im attached,then aisha said yes..haha!anyhow..coz she was also lazy to layan them..i was lmao laa,i attached..then the guy sangkut on her alrdy..hahahah!but i said to aisha,correct la i attached,married with 2kids..hahahah!

then nvm..thats nt the end of the story u know..we went to auntie anne which is juz across secret recipe..then after we bot our stuff,suddenly the same waiter that served us passed aisha a pc of paper,saying that this is the no of that guy n that asked her to call him..i walked way ahead 1st leaving her n started to laugh to myself..hahah!then aisha caught up with me n said that y i left her,nvr wait for her..she paiseh..then seh said wat kind of fren am i,leaving her..hahhaha!creating opportunity for her mah..hahhaha!damn freaking funny ar!give number ehh!asked her to call that guy..the guy is called fiq..haha!fiq konon!then we donno which guy is it..so far all we see not handsome..typically msian guy..haha!ok im bad..lolol!i lmao laa at her..hahaha!eewwww..pikat mat jb..hahha!takmo siooll!hahaha!

then still got a bit time b4 the movie started,went to watson coz i wanna buy handyplast..hahah!crazyy rite?cheapp mah!99cents only ehh for 25pcs..hahaha!ok laa,damn auntie..haha..then bot pimple cream..then aftr that we went to watch movie..let's skip the movie part..haha!

after that,shopping!this one also damn funny!coz hor,we jus practically forget that we're in jb,n that in msia,ALL KNOW A BIT OF MALAY,esp simple basic mly..haha!here's the story..so we were in this shop n i like the top very much n wanna try on it,but the salesgirl,sombong-ly said in mly,this one cannot try..then i told aisha",aiya,cant try"..then aisha said "ahh,u go n close her eyes then u try.."i was lmao like shit!hahhaa!reallly!!then suddenly she came over to me n said,ehh i fgt we're in msia,all these ppl understand mly...ahahhahaha!then i was like asking aisha,whther they got new stock,then the other salesgirl replied saying that all stock over here..a bit of an angry tone..hahah!ooppps!i think they're offended..hahahha!paiseh la seh!we seriously fgt they understand mly..i mean we're so used to talking in mly,esp in spore whereby the chinese don understand mly..haha!i was like saying laa,speak english also they know,mly also know..hw to talk like that?hahaha!

then nvm..anor one was in the lift..we wanna go lvl 3 coz wanna go fos then go home..i was inside the lift,rite inside whereas aisha was at the front..there were some ppl in the lift,i think at that all chinese..i was looking outside the lift,u know they type can see the outside one..then i had a bit of headache n said in mly.."ehh i wanna vomit sia.."then aisha nvr reply me..n i turned at her n said "ehh y u nvr reply me sia.."then she juz kept quiet,facing the front..then reached lvl3,we exited then she told me wat happened..hahah!the thing is when i said i wanna vomit,all the ppl,yes,i think most ar..looked at me when i said i wanna vomit..hahah!thats y aisha turned away n ignored me..i think she paiseh ar got a fren like me,crazy one,suddenly say i wanna vomit..some more in the lift,the other ppl muz be worried if i really vomit n the lift will stink..haha..i super wanna know wats their expression like when i said that..hahaha!stupidd..damn freaking idiotic siaa!hahahah!agn,the thing is i fgt all these ppl understand mly n it happened that in the lift are chinese.hahah!

so,in short..when in msia,don talk in mly in the presence of other races,esp if u wanna say sthing censored or gossip..hahahah!

then ya la,the mat thr super irritating,disturb ppl only..flirt only..spore pun tk mcm gini..hahah!klu handsome tkpe..ade ke pat dlm shpping ctr kai shades?gile pee?mate tembil?hahah!kental sak..klu superstar tkpe gak..aku fhm skt..hahah!

then ya..shopped n shopped,browsed n browsed..out of the all the things i wanna get,i ended getting 2 tanktops for 16,a vest which is 9.90,a tube which is rm5,my toiletries..cheap kann?it's in RM eh..shiok!he things i didnt get are bodyshop face wash coz spore cheaper,n black spag strap..haha!

n since i hv soo much cash,it suddenly came across my mind to go cd rama coz i happened to see it then i asked aisha to go in for a while..guess wat i get??LOLOL!BINGO!

SPESHOW!!!

it was after much browsing n searchng laa then i found it!coz it was quite some time,the album,it was hidden at the back..TSK!haha..then there was 3 of it,one speshow,one 舞所不在,n anor one i fgt..i didnt get the 舞所不在 coz the dvd is juz mvs of the songs..so i jz grabeed speshow,n also converted to SGD,very cheap..20bucks..heh..woot!!the amazing thing is that this morning,when i woke up,i went to search for the dvd,took a pic of them w my hp..coz they hv mnay versions..coz who knows if i happened to wanna buy it if i saw it or hv extra cash..n yes true enough,i hv!!hahah!woot!this is FATE!lolol!ok watver indah!woohoo!!HAPPY INDAH!!

n yes ive watched it!lolol!irresistable la deyy!woot!actually i watched some of it in youtube alrdy..but hello?watch on tv very diff..hahah!big screen,clearer pic n sound..wah seh!hen pap/bab..ehh..ok i donno hw to spell that word..but it's a word or lingo that taiwanese use to say sthing that is power,gerek..u know that kinda description..hahah!

FAINT ar FAINT!!im like melting la watching him..hahah!love him soo much now!he's my idol,i like him as much i like n crazy over smap..woot!hahaha!

nx,i wanna get the cruel stage dvd..that one also,damn nice..faint!heh..

ok..after all this spending,i super seriously need to stop spending..n i alrdy hv tonnes of clothes,n can last for the semester,so pls to stop buying clothes indah!tsk!irritating..but i donno if i can guarantee that coz bugis is arrgggh!hahahah!ohwells..i think to ctrl myself,don go out..hahaha!2more wks to sch reopens..so try as much as possible not to go out..sheesh..a bit hard..haha!

i took pics using my sis's camera..but the thing is..i cant upload coz i fgt the bloody usb port!arggh!irritating eh..last time i borrowed from her,i took the wrong charger,n now,i nvr take the usb port..sianzz..hw to transfer pics?shhessshh..anw,ya i took tourist pics agn as usual..hah!tis time really tourist ok?lolol!

ok la,quite a long entry..tired from typing..hahaha!all i wanna say is i had a lot of fun today..heh..thx aisha for the treat..n thats all!happy!byee!

tmr,or later,are my guardian colleague,kak yati n my sec sch fren,fizah wedding..their big day..congratss! =)

EVERgreen

ok i dragged myself juz now,set alarm at 6am,after tossing n turning,i woke up at 6.15..haha..no bad la hor..then got ready n went to my sis's house to accompany my niece to her new sec sch..wah the sch is very nice..i super felt as if i was back in sec sch like 9yrs ago?hahaha!mann..i sound damn freaking old..

anw,the uniform is soo funny..haha!i cant help but laugh at it..lol!


the shoe is damn interesting ar..u can wear any black shoe,but muz hv the super striking green shoelace n the shoelace has prints of Evergreen,the name of the sec sch..haha!funny kann?also gt socks..omg laa!if nice nvm u know..haha!


haha!i asked her to pose..lol!the uniform is in green,checkered grey n black skirt,with her new brown adidas bag..i told her that she looked juz like a tree..hahaha!


freshie..lol!she's all grown up now..i miss the young riana..heh.. =)the skirt cant get any longer sia..lol!

then bot all her books liao,headed hm..n i zonked out..haha!super tired plus bored..then my sis took half day leave,so she reached hm at ard 2+..then i left at ard 4 to catch bfb at home..heh..rushed here n thr..

anw time check 2+ i wanna sleep leh but i cant coz thr's abundance of xiao zhu to be watched..haha.damn tempting la thenn?tsk!anw..thats my day..later gg jb..woohoo! =)

shi bu shi?

super FULL!

ok im like so sleepy n tired,out today..went to hv buffet at sakura with natasha,xing zhen n yufen..heh..that was our post exam outing actually..heh..fun fun!but i ate quite little leh..donno y..i didnt even ice creamm laa!i even had to ps la!super cant tahan..chet!hahah!but ok la,satisfying..heh..

then went ps coz i wanna go spotlight to get this glue for my top..then went home..jus like that..i was super sleepy sia seriously,donno y..then juz nice reached hm watched bfb..shiokk!ewww!u know derrick?that derrick from np,then he joined superstar,then he is now quite big in taiwan..n they called him luo zhi xiang spore...???haha!omg laa!nooo!eewwww!thr's only ONE luo zhi xiang ok?haha!anw,he was the guest jz now..hmm..it was quite a funny episode..like finally coz the past 3days were quite bored..

ok ya soo..basically thats my day..haha!at night,as usual,u tube laa rite..heh..n im still quite pissed with IE..chet!

ok still got wat?donno siaa..haha!oh ya,later accompany my niece her new sec sch for registration n all as my sis cant get leave..so ya...pagi siak!830 ehh..so muz leave hse at ard 7..zzz..n now it's like 2+..im tired la deyy but don wanna sleepp..heh..padan muka..

anw,i hv so many anw..haha!i came across this pic n it reminds me of takuya!haha..n also one of the recent epi of bfb,whereby xiao zhu n xiao gui were talking abt takuya,then talked abt takuya is the 1st male or only male to advertise for lipstick yet it was soo WOOOO!haha!ya takuya endorsed kanebo i think..then now xiao zhu..haha..i donno if this is a photoshoot or advertisement..but damn nice!super like takuya,shi bu shi?hahaha!oops! =p


damn mann!haha!ok laa..i siao liao.tsk..haha..i wanna listen to my songs 1st b4 i sleep..heh..wooot!byeee!

A for Aaron..A for Alan..LOVE!

dang itt!im so frustrated laa then???irritating!i juz read today n mypaper today stating that IE is having probs now..such that when u open IE,u will kena hack,sthng like that laa..arrrgghh!then i became scared n paranoid..wahlaoo!microsoft really damn freaking lousyy lor..they better know that a lot of ppl are using their explorer and hw they can let such a big dangerous thing happen?wtf!wah f!i tell u im damn angry n pissed..tho it was said that so far in spore,no reports of such yet,but it's still better to take precaution by switching to other explorer temporarily..omg laa..i cant even bear to use other explorer for even a second..sheesh!but pls indah,don be stubborn n endure with it until the prob is resolved..sheesh!really getting on my nerves..i save all my fav links in IE,so that easy to access,esp to access my xiao zhu..haizz..damn SIANZ!anw,coz of this,i think i better don go IE for a while,then don see xiao zhu..that way,makes me miss him more..haha!meanwhile,i gotta bear with it..make do with ipod to listen him sing n watch hotshot in replace of his mvs n bfb..n ctinue doin IIC,get it done n over with..n i hope,i REALLY hope that tmr,or at the soonest,ething will be back to normal..haizz!damnit!

anw,that aside,i went for the 1st meeting juz now..heh..ok laa..the intro game was interesting..there's a qn that asked who is your idol..haha!i wanna way xiao zhu but i shy,donno y i shy also don ask me,so i juz say takuya kimura..heh..thr's this indon gal who asked me my name..i said la indah,then she asked whre u're from..haha..da ku agak mesti she ask me that..then i replied im local,n yeahmnay ppl thot im from indon..heh..then anor guy,msian..asked me for my name..then he say ooo indah..indah means very beautiful..haha!ok la,im not beautifully..it's juz an adjective more to describe scenery..heh..anw..ya..nice..i love this committee..n i hope gd things n times are coming in..

i love the student advisors..they learn names very fast so i feel really home n belonged..indah here,indah there..heh..woot!anw,im in charge of hospitality n delegates' affair..a lot of things to do ya..different ppl approached me n told me to do this n that n research this n that..i will try my best then to do it..i wish it was more organized coz rite now e'one is doin ething,then will overlap..then like waste time n all u see..sheesh!thr's this guy by the name of jonathan,we think alike..maybe coz we've experienced event planning b4..which is gd,at least i hv someone who shared the same sentiments as me..heh..anw,i feel super society..haha!the feel is alll coming backk..

n yes..more xiao zhuuu!wooot!u rmb the day when he was promoting his upcomng album n he fgt his lyrics?he said in his blog tat it was because he went for aaron kwok's concert the day b4 n the images of the concert still playing inside his mind n a bit cant focus..hahahaha!damn cutee lorr!omg!


oh soo much love!they look a bit like bros sia..haha!cutteee!i love aaron kwok..yes i was soo crazzyyyy over him back in sec sch days..para para sakura!hahah!i love xiao zhuuu!!!LOVESSS!!MUACKS!!

u know i saw one of his vids,during his performance,i criedd laa sialll!omg!soo damn freaking touching like wat!

takuya xiang..haha!

ehh sial laaa!my 2 super fav idol cann???FAINT!he went to smap's latest concert during their concert!n he said that it was their last concert!!ahhhh!!!!which means,die die also i have to get their concert dvd..lucky xiao zhu!

damn nice siaa the photos!aiyo faint!!!FAINNNNNTTTTT!!!my fav in 1 photo..damn coool!KAKKOI!!n juz nice,today their dvd outtt!!faint!!cant wait siaa!takuya sure damn great lorrr..his solo performance cfm POWER!hahaha! =))


i love xiao zhu..i love takuya..xiao zhu loves takuya..do the 2 of them love me?pls love me..hahaha!i love both of them LOADDDDSSSS!!!!MUACKSSS!!

ok so it's near 2am i shld be like sleeping coz i will be having the 1st AIS meetingh..shheeeshh!but i haven had enough of xiao zhu yet..heh..mannn..i love this man loads laa!how i wish i know him earlier..haha..anw,who cares?im gg to be fangirl..haha!not as if ive not been one..haha!

ok so abit of update..settled with my investment research,ive sent also..then a bit of xiao zhu also..watched a bit of hot shot juz now..shhesssh!i can nvr get enough of it..then nat called me n chatted over the phone,chatted abt ething under the sun..haha..damn funny ar her..meeting her,yufen n xing zhen tmr for lunch at sakura..looking fwd to it! =))

til then..ciaoz!I SUPER LOVE TAKUYA & XIAO ZHU!!!!FAINT!!!

lastly,happy bday to nurul n kak rau.. =))

little miss sunshine wide awake

time check it's 5.26 am..n im like doing investment thing..sheesh..nvrending..the thing with it is that there is no parameter..a bit disorganized..sheesh!it's getting on my nerve laa then..tsk!

anw,so wat did i do ystd?hah!i woke up only at ard 11..then lazed ard,cleaned the hse,then nothing to do,i watched hot shot..then while watching,i suddenly hv the urge to cut my fringe..haha!i guess im juz too bored so i went to cut my hair..initiallly i juz wanna but fringe..then she asked me wanna trim or nt..then i say ok lorr..wah lao!i felt that she nvr trim but cut ehh..hah!i feel that my hair is short now..sheeesh!a bit regret now ar..zzz..fringe,ok la.normal..my fringe can nvr go any difference..haha!boring..wait til my hair grows a bit longer n if i hv money,i wanne rebond agn n then cut bangs..heh..mayb only laa..one minute i wanna perm,then nx minute i wanna rebond.hahaa..indecisive..

anw,ya..then rushed hm to catch bfb..haha..but quite boring..so i multi task n clean my bags..i hv quite a few bags but i juz felt that it's nvr enough..haha!then i also clear my wardrobe a bit..then watched a bit of tv..then online to do investment stuff..

then i got a bit bored,n so i xiao zhu-ed a while..actually not a while ehh..ard 2-3 hrs..don ask me wat was i doin..haha!u nvr wanna know..when craziness n madness struck,i cant help it..haha!n now,my wallpaper,from lappy to hp is all him!haha!sorry hubby,but for now,im gg crazy over xiao zhu..heh!

n yess!hot shot mv finally out!omgosh!fantastic laa!damn cute laa!i like!!!wooot!n one of his live performances,he blooped!haha!he fgt his lyrics!damn cute ehh!he went la la la to the tune n laughed n then ctinue the nx line..LOL!damn funny!but still gd looking as ever..i love his clothes..faint!his mv got one clothes is blue clr,wah seh!same like my cardigan laa!hahaha!excited!n yes!im like learning his songs now..haha!i went to find lyrics of my fav..i told wq one i master it,i wanna sing k..hahah!123456!wooot!

anw,while cutting hair juz now someone just had to irritate me n i find oh so irritating n i was ranting abt it to wq juz now..sheesh!this makes me hate jc ppl more n hv a stereotype towards them..chet!

ok wat else?i think nothing ar..i wanna get this investment over n done with n enjoy my remaining hols xiao zhu-ing coz i wont hv the time when sch resumes..n also,since hi working girl still not uploaded,ive decided to rpt from ep1..hahaha!wooot!til then!gd morning all! =))

you cant catch me

aiyooo so bored can do all those stuff agn finding caterers n so on n so forth..zzz..ohwells..im juz oh so bored n here i am blogging..heh..

went shopping with oh who else but tan xiao jie..hahaha!a bit bit pity her coz she stayed over at jenny's til 6 plus then still needa go back to work for some work..aiyoo..but her fault also who ask her stay at jenny's house for so long..siao..heng ar i nvr go..they all etime say say only wanan go home early,but ended up sure nvr go home or go hm late..ish!aku da cukup masak tul dgn bdk2 society tu sume..hahhaa!bingit pun de kadang2..byk hegeh hegeh,kelemer!chet!really ehh..haha!

anw,ya..we went to gio warehouse sales..ohwells..auntie..initially didnt wanna get anything coz really nothing to get but when i saw the black skinny n the actual px is like 100+ now become 30 n the skinny is not like those at bugis which will go belapuk..haha!so i grabbed..heh..happy!=)

then went to bugis..we ate at zam zam 1st coz wan qi wanna faint from hunger..haha!then walked at bugis..oh mann!it's so like sinful to walk at bugis coz once u go thr,u cant help but juz buy something..haha!wan qi bot like 2tops,i juz bought one..heh..blacky!xiao zhu loves black..haha!oso i chose black over pink..the pink too bright..heh..happy agn!woot!

then went to suntec..along the way,wan qi explained to me the my paper article that was reporting on xiao zhu..damn funny!yet touching..mann!im so oh like donno wat..haha!then wan qi told me that one of the songs from his last album,got ghost voice..haha!really ehh i hear properly hv..haha!n im now hearing that album,i unmark that song..da mlm siul..jgn cari pasal..haha!it was said that at the pt of time his father juz passed away not long ago,n hence maybe that one is his voice..eee..donno laa..maybe thats juz some marketing strategy?chey!mcm fhm sia!hahaha!

anw,out with wan qi is always shiok..haha!gg crazyy n we met quite a few ppl we know n tried to avoid them..haha..then wan qi was damn freaking sleepy she said she wanna really sit down n take a nap so we went to one corner with empty seats n then she zonked out!haha!n thr i was entertaining myself watch ppl passed by..but heng ar that area not many ppl walked..then got this canon photographer kept taking photos..haha!damn funny..he had his model then the model kept posing..faint!i wanna laugh but i can ctrl..hahhaa!it was abt 15-20 min i cant stand the boredom,i woke her up..haha!

then ctinue shopping for a while n then had dinner at pizza hut..hhaha..then talked cock as usual..

oh!i bot cardigan from cotton on also..heh..wah seh..1top,2 cardigans coz it's 2 for 20 so bo bian buy 2..n one skinny..hahah..faint!my wardrobe will hv no space soon..faint!

ya,there's photos,will upload once i get from her..heh..

anw,getting quite bored now coz really no more drama for me to watch..actually thr is but juz that mysoju still haven upload..aiyoo..sianz!i wanna watch hi working girl sia..damn nice eh xiao zhu..sheesh!tgther with jolin who is like so toot..hahaha!

ok la..til then..im like gg to quarantine myself at home coz i spent quite a lot this wk..hopefully saturday can go jb..then sunday will b gg to weddings..so ok..i think wont spend so much..heh..hopefully..

ok i talked a bit too much..heh..let's get back to work n accompanied by sweet voiced xiao zhu..heh..it's raining now btw.. =)

bash!nice one..

hu hu!im back from dixon's 21st bday..woohoo!i think it was nice..of all the 21st bday ive been so far,his is like WOW!i love the food..the deco..the live performance..perfect!

i will upload the photos once i get from auntie wan qi..haha..b4 dat,we went to get his present,tgther with wan qi n christina..it was a long present searching..haha..n we got him a watch box,then some other stuff..i think the present damn interesting ar..heh..woot!show u the pic..i like siaa..heh..

anw,too early too sleep..i wanna xiao zhu-ing..heh..wooot!

oh yes!i got into investment club special project team,under hospitality n delegation..haha..don ask me wat is it..most prob i will be gg back to sch nx wk for the 1st meeting cum orientation n they already assign stuff to do..FAINT!i will do my best..this is like a big event..it's Asia Investment Summit..chimimology hor..hahah!faint!im gg to be part of the organizing team for that,cld u imagine that?i cant..lol!wish me luck siaa! =)

i can foresee a busy semester tho im taking only 3 modules plus maybe an elective..then i think i better take an easy elective so that i wont stress myself..

talking abt my new sem,i cant see baoc!!!cry!mat juz told me that baoc is mid apr,n mid apr is my exams!haiyooo!faint!sad leehh!very sad!but ohwells..i know it's gg to be a bang!wooot!

ok laa..i wanna xiao-zhu..hahah!

m-e-m-o-r-y..wat does that spell? MONKEY!hahah!thats wat xiao zhu said..faint! =p

engelish ar..

hu hu!i ended up spending my afternoon xiao zhu-ing and had a gd laugh at his antics n his english..haha!omgosh la!LMAO!then went je n imm hoping to get a white top but to no avail n ended up with just a bubble tea..choc milk tea as usual..haha..then went to collect my jumper from the alteration..even so,i still needa my own alteration..chet!not easy sia..my sewing is ok only..haha!all coz if dixon's 21st bday,i needa dress up..if not,i cant be bothered..lol!this took up the whole of my noon..

then later at night,ctinue with my xiao zhu..haha!wah seh!faint!damn hot can?gorgeous!lololol!n i cant seem to sleep laa see him..TSK!

n yes!like i said ystd,ive finished ms no gd..haha!14 epi in 2days..crazy or wat?damn nice..haha!damn cute..lol!

for now,i think no more drama liao..i juz watch xiao zhu shake his bon bon aite..lolol! =p

damn sleeeeeeeeeeeek! =)

hu hu-ing!!

hu hu!miss no gd damn nice!im not at episode 13..haha!n then episode 14 n im done..hu hu!

other than that,i hv to hv a dose of xiao zhu eday..at least listen to him serenade to my ears..hahah!wooot!faint!i think i didnt tell u that i dl-ed all his 5 albums in 1 day,hogging in front of the pc doin nothng but dl his albums..haha!2 albums i got from wan qi n the other 3 i dl-ed myself from the cheena website..yes the whole website is in chinese..wah kao!i think im damn smart siaa navigate the cheena website n find all his songs in chinese..yes in chinese..not hanyu pin yin..haha!hu hu!im so proud of myself..n so tats me ya when i get crazy over someone...heh..hu hu!

ok ctinue with the last episode..it's 3am sia..faint! =P

indahlicious finger cheeeeeseee!

n so i went for my interview just now n i can say that it went smoothly,at least for me..haha!but i donno wat they think of me..all i can say is i think society's interview has more qns..haha!anw,wish me luck..whther i get in or not,im happy with both results..lol!

after that,went jp for a while to get stuff to bake my finger cheese..woohoo!


before baking..


after baking..

suddenly,it came across my mind to mould this out..

if u know wat i mean..i miss him..

taadaaa!1 bottle of finger cheese for snacking..yummylicious! =p

n now i wanna ctinue watching miss no good..i tell u,muz watch!damn nice!i love dean fujioka!he has definitely improved eversince corner with love.. =))

sheeeesshhh!sleep la!

bleah..i shld be like sleeping now after watching xiao zhu in corner with love n hotshot,n also considering that i hv investment club interview later at 1130..zzz..aiyo..donno laa,i juz don wanna offline n wanna listen to xiao zhu serenading me,tho i can just like plug my earphone with my ipod n go to sleep..hahah!i donno siaaa..k thats stupid..

anw,ystd was hari raya haji n yeah i was reminiscing quite a lot ystd n coz of that,ive been doin a lot of thinking,n how i wish i wasnt even thinking abt such things..sheesh!life's tough huh..all i can do is pray i guess n berdoa to ya maha Esa that all will go well..insya-allah..

ok laa..i donno if im enjoying my hols now..haha!all i know is i wanna do a lot of hafalan if can,n also bake cookies..hahaha..finger cheese,here i cooommmmeee!!

sat will be dixon's 21st bday party,donno if im looking fwd to it..nx wk 2 of my frens' bigg day,that's their wedding..til then..ciaozz!

pics pics

my posts are always words..haha..no pics..so these are the pics i took when i went for the charles n keith warehouse sales ar paya lebar..soo ulu..haha..but im willing to go n got gd bargains..woot!
=))


happy indah.. =) tourist pose 1..


haha..the van..or lorry..or watver u call it..


the building..damn nice..heh..

ok..tan xiao jie's turn..haha!noob!

the queue..it's snaking..u cant imagine it..FAINT!

then headed to marina square coz wan qi wanna buy this watch..i also ended up buying coz it's nice..heh..then cant find dixon's bday present.then v late liao plus hungry we went to eat at secret recipe..yummy..

wan qi didnt like her tom yam..hahaha..coz not nice,plus the parsley is use chinese not english parsley..hahaha!

this is marvellous..damn nice combination..woot!forgot wats the name of the cheesecake..

the deco at marina square..damn nice..i like the balls..

the toilet deco..i think damn cikopek..the breast so bigg..haha!but the white girl damn cute..poking pimple..hahaha!

at bugis..haha!huge candy cane..

this one pig..hahaha!

tourist pose 2..hahah!

i heart u!

usss...we decided to be specky that day..=)

all these happened just the day before he left..

ive been online all day chatting with wan qi n yue shun..haha..n got songs from wan qi..who else but xiao zhu..hahah!damn nice..faint!

n so tmr is hari raya haji..so selamat hari raya aidiladha.. =)

ssssthing like that

kidss..finally i hv some peace at home after the unbearable noise these kids created at home n nvr fail to quarrel..haha..

so it was their last day at my home,i brought them to the playgrd coz they wanna play the swing..im trying to be a nice auntie..heh..

til then.. =)

ssssthing like that..gosh!i miss that!it juz came across my mind juz now.. =(

occupied

u know,am still thinking abt him every now n then..i smsed with aisha n we wld talk abt him..those days..she was telling me wat im experiencing now is like some indon drama,whereby the gal likes the guy,but doesnt dare to reveal her feelings to him but can only watch from afar,until in the end,he left the world n her feelings still unknown to him..ya Allah..i cried when i read her sms..u may think that im so drama mama,but reality,yes thats wat im feeling now..i wont reallt say regret,but hw i wish i was brave enough n let him know abt my feelings,let him know how i actually get to know him because i know him way b4 esporte where he helped me with my event..haizz..i cant help but always recalling the 1st time i saw him coffee club in imm where he was working pt..tall n handsome..very much smittened..

u know,suddenly i logged in to friendster to see his acct,n saw his friend hanafi,actually put his profile pic malik's pic..i so feel for him..ya,they're best of friends,n i can feel that hanafi really felt the lost..then i saw one of his sis's shoutout,saying that she's missing him,n her profile pic also put her pic taken with malik..n the caption said sthing like wait for her,n see mummy there..

u may say im crazy,but i went geylang juz to get purple baju for hari raya haji..yaa..so that i will always rmb that i wanna wear the same clr as him during raya,tho now i don hv the chance anymore..his kematian still haven come out in bh,n am waiting for it to appear..

til then..hv loadsa things coming up..i may be sappy n all,but to keep myself occupied,im watching my xiaozhu..heh..

n dear wan qi is like trying to match make me with her colleague..ok la,not really match make,but make friends..maybe she pity me i don hv bf..hahahaha!donno laa..but ya the colleague she intro me not bad sia..graduate from ntu accountancy now in pwc as her but donno wat dept..heh..but one minus point..short..hahahah!i wan tall tall like malik.. =) missing himm!!

still very much missed,still a question mark

alhamdulillah,he was dikebumikan dgn selamat ystd..ain,huda n i went agn ystd to see him for the last time.we reached at ard 9+..the mayat was only brought home at 11+ n reached at ard 12+..

while waiting,we were reminiscing the days we spent together..n laughed at all the silly things we did at the sentosa camp..by the time when the mayat reached home,i cldnt help but cried at the sight of his clothes..his sis was badly affected n cldnt face the clothes,wat more the body..

then they mandikan the mayat n kapan n all..his father let family members n close relatives to see him for the last time..then his father instructed ppl to bring him out to let the other ppl to see him for the last..i got to see him for the last time..it was sad..really..aunts,grandaunts n all cldnt help but cry..n they kissed him..then later he was brought to the void deck to let his other friends to see him for the last time n that include his platoon mates from the police force..there was a big grp..n i saw some of his chinese friends,shld be either from poly or hua yi sec..

we went to see him agn for the last time n left when they were praying for him..n after that,they shld be bringing him to the kubur..not sure tho whr he is buried..but alhamdulillah all went smoothly..alhamdulillah i was given the chance to see him for the last time..

it suddenly came across my mind that i wasnt in hk..if not,i wldnt get to see him..i was telling aisha n tiq i was lucky enough that my hols was cancelled,maybe because there is a hikmah behind it n maybe it was this..imagine if only i found out abt it now,i wldnt juz cry but dumbfounded,wailing..haizz..i cant imagine that..but ya that wasnt happening..

u know,during that period when he was dimandikan,his father was saying how much malik missed his mother soo much,just soo much,n now,he's gone n able to meet his mother..his father was indeed very strong or maybe he wasnt showing it..at the sight of his father,he reminded me of malik..really..n i saw his soccer ball at his house in the balcony,agn,i was reminded of him..

when i reached home,my bro in law asked me wat happened..while telling him the story,i cldnt help but tears just flow..my bro in law said that maybe,he was speedng,n skidded,hit the head,n nothing cld be done to be saved unless at that pt of time,thr was some passerby..or if thr was a pillion..ohwells..ini sume kehendak Allah,only the Almighty knows y this is happening i/o the other..

i wld like to thx ppl who asked abt me n whther im coping well with it..thx ppl for the concern..u know hw much memories i hv with him..tho it was little n a short n brief one..

him gg away is still a qn mark..coz all of us are really curious whr was he really gg that day n wat actually happened..been thnking abt it..n seemed like things that ive been doin,somehow,will be reminded of him..when im juz dazing or spacing out,i will rmb those days when i secretly looked at him n even bumped into him unexpectedly..from ard the sch compound,esp canteen3 to bbdc,him sitting just beside me in the bus but we nvr talk coz only i knew him at that time..how i will fluster at the sight of him n then got so distracted from nt doing the proj..those days..

all i can say is that he will have a special place in my heart,in my memory,in my life..n i prayed that his family will be save n coming into terms with it..n semoga his roh dicucuri rahmat..Amin..

that aside,life has to go on..im gg to be busy with my cca if i ever get selected for the special project team..nx wed is the interview,wish me luck aite?=)

this song,reminded me of him..dewi by dewa 19..

Dewi aku mohon
Beri kesempatan
Tuk bisa menebus dosaku kepadamu
Maafkanlah aku yang menyakitimu
Aku tidak pernah menyangka bisa begini
Oh Dewi..Dengarkanlah

Dewi..Kaulah hidupku
Aku cinta padamu sanpai mati
Dewi..Belah lah dadaku
Agar kau tahu
Agar kau mengerti
Ooo..Ooo..

Semua terjadi begitu saja
Tak ada serius antara dia dan aku
Tidak cinta dan tak ada hati
Hanya karena aku lelaki dan dia wanita
Oh Dewi
Dengarkanlah

Dewi..Kaulah hidupku
Aku cinta padamu sanpai mati
Dewi..Belah lah dadaku
Agar kau tahu
Agar kau mengerti

i lost him..forever

astaghfirullah..i was at madrasah n syafi called me..i was thinking y wld he call me kan,some more at noon..i rejected the call as was still in class..then i smsed him asking wat he wants..subhanallah!i was shocked to read the sms.."wanted to tell u, my friend, malik, u rmb? he passed away this morning. bike accident.."

tears start to fall from my eyes..i cant help but cried.i showed tiq the sms n she was in shock..ive never lost a fren..nvr..this is my 1st time ive lost a friend.yes it may be true that im not close to him,n we know each other just like that,but thats long enough for me to be very much affected by it..ya allah..i cant believe it..

it was juz 5days ago,yes 5days ago,it was his bday..n i regret very much not wishing himm..aiya i shy laa..ya i like him..now,he's gone,just like that..n ard this time too,juz barely a yr,his mother just passed away,n now it's him..astaghfirullah..who can accept it?if i were his family members,i cant control myself..

i juz came back from melawat,visit his family..n i was soo sad n sebak,seeing his sis n father,who he loved very much dearly..u know,after losing a mother,u can only depend on the remaining family members..n his bro juz got married..

we were sitting down n his sis was telling hw he got into the accident..it happened jus this morning,it was ard 7am+..a paramedic happened to pass by PIE towards changi,the corporation rd thr,n thats whr they saw his mayat..it kinda tercampak,fly over..his bike also..they said that maybe hit someting,a lampost or sthing..here's the puzzling thing,coz just ystd,the whole family was sitting tgther n was chit chatting happily,n malik was juz as cheerful as his usual,n nothing seemed wrong or awkward with him..coz ppl always say that ppl who will leave the world will start to behave in certain ways..but his sis didnt see anyting weird or wrong with him..then,i think if im not wrong,he went out at ard 1+am,but i donno if his family knew abt it..then thats when they rcved a call jus this morning i think,saying they found him lying at the PIE..i think either the TP or who called..so,if based on this n my understanding,he left the hse at 1+,then otw to somewhre,he got into an accident,n nobody saw his body,as it was alrdy the wee hrs,so when paramedic happen to pass by this morning,saw his body n called the family..i tink if it was discovered sooner,he cld have been saved..tapi ini sume kuasa Allah,die yg menentukan ape yg akan terjadi,ape yg kite leh uat is accept it n redha..

his sis asked his frens ard when they last saw malik,coz b4 that,he went to play soccer with them n all..then he reached hm at 7+ til late nite chit chatting with the family..then after that he went out,but with donno who n who he wanna meet coz his friends that his family know,all not meeting him alrdy..so he mus be meeting someone else or gg somewhr,but cant figure out anything whr exactly is he gg..

wat saddened me the most is when i see his family..i saw his dad..his dad was strong..but he did say,he tried to kuatkan his iman,but hard to accept the fact that his youngest son is gone just like that..he said that he was too young to just leave the world like that..he just turned 20 5days ago..masyallah..when i heard his dad converse,i seriously cant tahan my tears..
it's true..his father also said how a gd boy malik was.i cant deny that..knowing him for a short while,i can see his baik n all..don think im saying this juz cause i liked him..but it's true..

another sad thing is that his other sis,didnt get to see him,coz she juz flew to egypt..his 2 sis are undergrads at the uni in egypt,specialising in islam teachings i think..her sis mus be damn sad now laa at egypt..then his anor sis also had to go back to egypt this thurs..haizz..im so sad mann..like i said,barely a yr ago,they lost their mom,n now their bro..it takes lotsa courage to face this kinda thing..

n i saw his baju police..at the sight of it,i cant help it but feeling sad..

all i can now is pray for them n pray for him that he will diberkahi Allah..Amin..Allah loves him more,n hence take him away..

his mayat is still in the hosp tho now coz cant bring home until tmr morn then can..so they will bury his mayat tmr..insya-allah,i will go his hse if i hv teman..

he was the one that helped my during esporte n ething went smoothly..he was the one who always sing the indah canggih menawan song whenever he saw me..he was the one that made me wanna sacrifice my 3days just to attend the sentosa camp..just 2mths back i went to buka puasa with him n the rest of the ppl..juz that same period,i wished him all the best in serving ns..haizz..=((

in memories of malik..i will rmb every little thing that we once share..tho it was just a short period of time here n thr..he's a great friend indeeed..

him helping me during esporte..his strong passion for soccer..admirable..

him..i coped frm his friendster..ya allah,at the sight of him,i cant help but cry,but at the same time smile coz i had a great friend like him..

Allah saje yg tau knp terjadi begini..sesungguhnya,semoga Allah memberkahi mayat die n sume akan berjln dgn lancar esok hari..Amin..

HOT SHOT

while i was filing all my notes neatly ystd,ive decided to take a pic of ALL my notes n textbooks that ive been using n learnt by hard most of the content for 3months n take the killer uni exam..hahah!ta dah!my notes n thick textbooks squeeeezed in 3 mths..fuh!i cant believe it..


4 modules..econs,stas,marketing n organizational behaviour..

nx sem,i will be accounting,biz law,IT,communication fundamentals & maybe take an elective..zzzz..

anw...wahhlaooo!damn faint can??haha!hot shot is sure damn nice laa!soo many shuai ges..im sure to drooooool..hahaha!esp xiao zhu!im sooo into him i forgt abt wu zhun..anw,wu zhun in the show also like a bit extra..hahha..im at ep5..so donno wats gg to happen nx..jerry also damn hot laaa..tho im not really a fan of him coz they equate him with my husband..tsk..hahaha!anw.damn nice showw..wooot!

more n more of xiao zhu!


ahhh...


woooooo...


ahhhhh...

wooooo....

ok..continue watching!!! =)))))))