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u know,am still thinking abt him every now n then..i smsed with aisha n we wld talk abt him..those days..she was telling me wat im experiencing now is like some indon drama,whereby the gal likes the guy,but doesnt dare to reveal her feelings to him but can only watch from afar,until in the end,he left the world n her feelings still unknown to him..ya Allah..i cried when i read her sms..u may think that im so drama mama,but reality,yes thats wat im feeling now..i wont reallt say regret,but hw i wish i was brave enough n let him know abt my feelings,let him know how i actually get to know him because i know him way b4 esporte where he helped me with my event..haizz..i cant help but always recalling the 1st time i saw him coffee club in imm where he was working pt..tall n handsome..very much smittened..

u know,suddenly i logged in to friendster to see his acct,n saw his friend hanafi,actually put his profile pic malik's pic..i so feel for him..ya,they're best of friends,n i can feel that hanafi really felt the lost..then i saw one of his sis's shoutout,saying that she's missing him,n her profile pic also put her pic taken with malik..n the caption said sthing like wait for her,n see mummy there..

u may say im crazy,but i went geylang juz to get purple baju for hari raya haji..yaa..so that i will always rmb that i wanna wear the same clr as him during raya,tho now i don hv the chance anymore..his kematian still haven come out in bh,n am waiting for it to appear..

til then..hv loadsa things coming up..i may be sappy n all,but to keep myself occupied,im watching my xiaozhu..heh..

n dear wan qi is like trying to match make me with her colleague..ok la,not really match make,but make friends..maybe she pity me i don hv bf..hahahaha!donno laa..but ya the colleague she intro me not bad sia..graduate from ntu accountancy now in pwc as her but donno wat dept..heh..but one minus point..short..hahahah!i wan tall tall like malik.. =) missing himm!!