my saturday

ahhhh....nice saturday for me..slept in til 10+...i don wanna wake up tho,but i hv to..coz i needa clean the house..so ya..cleaned the house..did a bit of FIT tutorial..then it was pouring in the afternoon..n ta-da!!!i slept agn..heh..

then only i woke up at 4,n got ready to go to cik yam's house for open house..yummy!!!food was waiting for me... ok..my bro-in-law doesnt really know the way to her house...haha!so we went round n round..n like finally!!we've reached!oh ya!!n u know wat??we passed by bishan!!haha!but i didnt see his house tho..sheesh!been thinking abt him lately..heh..

reached already,relax a while,then mkn time!!!ate tom yam!!mee siam!!ayam!!nice kuihs!!woohoo!thenn hor..still gt tulang ehh!!wah seh!bbuuuuuurrrrrpppppp!!haha!yeah man!damn full!alhamdullilah...rezeki byk..n now,all i can think of sleep is agn..hahaha!i don think i gt the mood to do anything at this moment now..hehe..

anyways...let me post some pics...pics from raya..enjoys...

~hari raya pertama

my mum,me n dad..=) love them lots..

me n my sis...do we look alike?heh..

~ @ nenek's house

all the anak daras..(ok..this is only like 1/30 cucus of my grandmum..)heh..oops!kak yani,u r nt gg to be an anak dara already..getting married in december huh?gdluck!*winks*

me n kak linda on the 1st day of raya...=)

guess whose room this is?yes!it's my grandmum's!gawd!her rm is like some teenager's rm la!i like!sooo,i pose..heh..

seee...sooo nice!

~ @ my bro's house in sengkang..

haha!they insisted i took their photos..haha!

mentel!!!haha!

me,shasha,wani n boyboy..wani has difficulty taking photo man!he always wanna pose like some superhero..sheesh!

me,rudy n riana...

me...n his pokok bunga..heh..

~ @ cik nin's house..

kak linda n me...kite tak janji pun leh kai green same2..=p

wooo!!all of us are soo green huh?all the diff shades of green..nice!
kak linda,kak diana n me..

~ @ cik yam's house..

me n syah...she looks damn chinese la!i wanna be fair like her can??heh..

aziemah n me...

me n my 2 younger cousins..all of us are grown up now..hehe..=)

haha!hw cool is this uniform!!changkat changi's sch uni..muahaha!gt tel no sia!haha!i think they purposely put there so that students wont tuck it out..but nah..students are nt stupid..they sew the uni like st marg's uni that type...u know..haha!i think u get wat i mean..

ok la..til here...aziemah,jgn byk ckp k?aku da upload sume pic..amek kau!!!muahaha!kk..tc peeps...3 words...i wanna princess-houring now!woohoo!

picsss

ok..let me post some pics 1st..hehe..

~my princess hrs sountrack..

the cover..

the lyrics...

disc 1 & 2..

the bonus vcd..damn nice!!

my precious...

~random pics...

yaqin eating ice cream..

he's damn cute rite???my cousin's son.hehe..

candid!!


buka puasa at swensens bugis...tell ya sthing...one of the crew damn hottt!!!heh..

my steak!!yummy!

ice cream timmmee!!i forgt the name of the ice cream,but its dman chocolatey..yummy!sthing chocolate sticky chewy or wat..haha!

hmm.sedap...sehingga menjilat jari!

meee!!having all the ice cream to myself..heh..

rudy kepo ar!!!i wanna take pic with the cherry also he wanna take..sheesh!hahaha!


~my shopping at atrium..

my new hp keychain...ever since i lost my INDAH keychain at SI finals result show..this bear looks cute rite?heh..juz like wilfred..heh..kk..im mad..i bought thir from work tho..1.90 only..heh..

my crown necklace..kk,the pic nt clear..zZz..coz i used my hp..

my new top!!nice??very sweet..heh..=)

another long day for me...after sch,work..aarrgghh!tired..damn tired...i slept at 2+ ystd juz to do a bit of the FIT rpt..manz...it's nt easy man..sheesh!then,juz now in sch,b4 i went for FIT lecture,vivian n i went shopping!in sch!haha..yeah..at atrium,there was a mini bazaar,selling clothes,bags,accessories n all...so,we went to withdraw 30 each n shoppp!haha!we bought a top each,n i bought a necklace,with a crown pendant..woohoo!how i wish i can get the crown necklace like the one in princess hours..muahahaha!damn nice la!i've always wanted to get myself the crown necklace,juz that didnt get a nice one,n this time,i gt it...n its nice!haha!juz for 9 bucks..the top costs me 15bucks..heh..im happy..weee~

then,went for FIT lecture..as usual,very sleepy..damn boring like shit!haha!then went to work..at work,i juz did cashiering..haha!then,read the mags there..i read 8days n lime...there's abt princess hr in 8days..woohoo!they were sort of sharing their views on princess hours,y ppl are gg ga-ga over it..but of course la!ji hoon damn handsome la!kk..i juz found out sthng new..i didnt know that chae kyung was from baby VOX..hyo rin acted in wishing stairs..i know baby VOX,yet i didnt recognise her..i watched wishing stairs,n also didnt recognise her..hahaha!no wonder they seem familiar to me,esp hyo rin..heh..that baddie..bluergh..muahhaha!oh ya..then they also said that the actors are not that great..ji hoon is nt the least kwon sang woo,none of the girls are like song hye gyo..but heyy!!all these artistes are getting older n shld settle down n make way for new comer la..zZz..ji hoon is hot ok??chae kyung also pretty la!haha..ok..to each his own..

then,i read lime..n guess who's in it??JOAKIM GOMEZ!!!hahah!they featured his room..heh..damn..i miss him la...miss SI la..miss the whole thing la..he will be acting in a play at NAFA..sheesh!i wanna go la!but no company..all are busy with their own stuff,jln raya..boo!i wanna go n support him la!i bet he's gonna be juz great man!aarrgghh!stress..sheesh!anyways...yup..i juz miss him..

ok la..til here..im nt gg for the you tube shooting tmr..lazy..lets juz say i gt work..now i wanna sleep..thot of doin a bit of tut..but my eyes cant take it already..juz leave it for tmr..still deciding whether i wanna go raya or nt tmr..see my mood n whether i hv the energy..til then..tc..3 words..

raaiiinnnn

ahhh....soo long nvr update huh?hehe..coz there's nthing to update abt...ok...tell u ar...sch been keeping me busy like hell..i kinda feel that i don hv time for myself..even i fu hv free time,i ended up doing sch stuff...aargghh!!stress la!zZz...i needa get cracking to many things man now!aarrgghh!omg!someone pls help me!!!

b4 i continue....FAT!!!SLAMAT HARI JADI!HAPPY 19th BDAY!!=)))smile always..

oritez..today is a fine day for me..the rain make me wanna stay indoor,but i ended staying outdoor..aarrggghh!wasted man!if not,i'll be dozing off man,at home under the blankie with heavy rain..heh..but to bad that wasnt the case...bluergh..

on the way from sch juz now,guess who i saw???yup yup!!i saw my long lost geog teacher mrs raja at bus svc 52!!!yeah!she taught me back in sec 1&2..she taught me a lot..n i did well for my geog..she has helped me develop the basic knowledge for geog..thx mrs raja!coz of u,i always wanna get high marks for geog n fight with wen jie n marinah..haha!yup yup!i was competitive back then.but now,nah..i don really care..so ya..we talked a bit here n there..hehe..she's still as heartwarming as ever..one of my fav teachers from fuhua..i miss fuhua sec veerrryy much!wonder when will i get to go back to fuhua agn..=))

then,i also saw yusman!ok,he's one of the tutees when we had our tution with abg fadriel..ok..y suddenly talk abt him?coz he's handsome la!!haha!

woohoo!!did u hear wat sing my blog is playing??YA!!another princess hours' soundtrack!!woohoo!damn nice la!n the lyrics also nice la!heh...i wanted the other song,but cant find..hmm..so,this will do too!wait for yet another OST..heh..

juz finished doin my FIT n EC quiz..ok..the EC quiz sux!hard!!arrgghh!i hate EC!!eee!i gt 18/25..haha!im happy that i didnt fail.18 is gd enuff..FIT...i re-do 2x,highest i gt is 23/25..ok..not bad..heh..i gt the answers..muahahah!ok..thats cheating..but i tried 1st b4 i looked at the answers..heh..so..that's nt considered as cheating rite?heh..

princess hr is gg to end soon...cant wait for the next korean drama..i hope it is...i don wan some cheena drama pls..chan8 has gt enough of it..hahaha!

ps:driving in the big rain was scary!but funn too!hahah!=p

u use this when u wanna hv ?????lol!

ok....im back blogging agn...i had a dream...when i woke up at 8am,i thot i was late for sch..i was kanjiong for a while..haha!then,after thinking n staring,then only i realised that it was saturday,which means no sch..haha!so i woke up,went to the toilet to hv a long pee,then got ready the washing machine ready to do the laundry,then went back to sleep...woke up at 10..haha!then i did laundry,swept n mopped the floor..then..rested for a while..n got ready for shoppping!!

i was looking to it soo much when i received bad news from vivian...sthing cropped up..i don wanna say here,coz im scared that she might nt feel gd abt it...n i was like..omg!wat the hell am i gg to do at bugis til 5pm alone???straight away,i called vivien n asked if she can come..thankfully,she can come..so,i juz waited for her...walked ard myself 1st n i felt weird walking ard bugis alone,for the 1st time omg!!!hahahah!then..finally she came..n we shopped..i wanted to buy many things..but due to time constraint...i ended up buying 2 bottoms...yeah!i gt it at last..vivien bought too also..heh...nice nice!!i like!=p..n ya!almost shops that i visited played princess hours' soundtrack!haha!woohoo!i like!then..we went separate ways..

reached work only,there were things for me to do..wah seh!buay tahan ar!tk leh kasi aku senang ar die!sheesh!then,i had this funny encounter..there's this angmoh,asking me this stuff,n i donno wat the hell was that...so i asked her wat was it for,so that i can go to the counter n hopefully i cld get her the thing that she wanted..n do u know wat she said? "u know,when u wanna hv sex..."hahaha!i was lol inside my heart la!hahha!so,i showed her the way..then,she still asked me which brand is the best..haha!i also donno la,but i know many ppl bought durex...hahahahahaha!somehow,at their ctry,i donno which ctry is that,they called condoms some other names...i donno hw to spell also..hahahha!then..another funny one...i donno la,whether she cuckoo or wat..this particular cream already showed very clearly the pic of a baby,showing off the butt,which means that the cream is for nappy rashes..she cld still ask if the cream is for face????hahaha!omg!damn funny la!stupid also gt la!hahahaha!soo many things happen at work la today..hahaha!damn funny...funny also,im still very tired...

i hv most of my tutorials undone,proj meeting on monday,n i still haven do anything yet...i better start cracking now man!go go go!!donn donn,where r u??our ec proj!!!kk...gtg..n start my tutorials...arrgghh!!!stress lvl is almost maximum!!=((

til then..tc peeps...3 words..

ok..it's 1+ in the morning..im halfway doin my proj..work was tiring..i stood all the way..it was very busy..kept running here n thre..oh my..total exhaustion!i only knock-off at 11,coz i counted the money wrongly..haha!kecoh man!reached hm at only 1210am..my mum started calling at 11+..haha!

oh ya!guess wat???like at last...i bought princess' hours' soundtrack!!woohoo!!nice!!!im loving it!!hehe.. ok la..nt much to blog...juz post some pics thenn..=)

SC OUTING PHOTOS...


the big family...the MCs..the SCOs n ASCOs,the SCs..all make up the BA SOCIETY!!

ussss....outside the toilet...heh..

usss...some of the MCs..

me n ms president...peifen is such a nicey!!!..who dare says she is nt strong enough??

girlss...

candid!!!

ok la..more pics coming up..will upload the next time...im still collecting them..heh...patience yeah?til then..tc..3 words..

ps:i gt sthing from my angel!!thx angel!!!i gt a new angel..heh..=))..time for me to do sthing for my mortal...=)

ca va?

ok....juz now was the 1st time that i was sleepy in french class..heh..donno y ehh..maybe im juz tired...had the meeting til late..reached home only at 1030 ystd..zZz...anyways,french was fun tho..we had sort of mini role play...i became the policewoman,while vivian was the witness..haha!funnn!!

me: bonjour mademoiselle.je m'appelle indah.je suis policiere.quelle est votre pre pnom?

v: bonjour. je m'appelle vivian.

me: pardon?vouz epelez,s'il vous plait?

v: v-i-v-i-a-n.vivian.

me: merci.quelle est votre profession?

v: je suis tres celebr couturiere.

me: vous avez qeul age?

v: j'ai dix neuf ans.

me: d'accord.hmm..decrivez moi le garcon.il est quel age?

v: il est soixante.

me: il est acteur?cineaste?

v: non.il est chanteur.

me: il est grand ou petit?

v: il est petit,mince,divorce et gris.

me: il est celebr?

v: non.il n'est pas celebr.

me: il est japonais?

v: oui.il est japonais,mais il'habite francais.

me: c'est lui?

v: oui,c'est lui!koizumi!

me: merci

v: de rien

haha!no wats it all abt?hahaha!go figure!!

after french,went for the SMU talk..it was fulfilling..now,i feel like gg to SMU..coz initially,i wanted to go NTU..hmm..we'll see how..i still hv like 1.5 yrs b4 i make my choice..=)..for now,study study n study..

the speaker,from NP,now an SMU undergrad,share with us this..ppl judge us according to the books u read,the ppl u mix with,the thought u choose to keep,whether diminishing or empowering..n how u manage ur time..hmm..juz think it thru..heh..he is a nice person..=) after the talk,we went to convention ctr to submit the evaluation form n get free ice cream!!woo!heh..i gt 2!!!coz vivien was sick n cant take ice cream,so i ate her share..haha!i ate 2 sticks of ice cream at once!woo!one choc n one red bean!yummylicious!heh..

after that,went to do FP with vivien..then home sweet home..oh ya!!n on my way to the sch's bus stop,my slipper broke la!damn!haha!i walked as if i was injured..haha!so unlucky huh?my plan to buy the soundtrack also cancelled,thx to my broken slipper..hahaha!reached hm already,donno y im sooo tired n sleepy,i slept for 2hrs til 6..haha!woke up only,start doin my tutorial..zZz..boring..n i only completed blaw..still gt fp,fit n cm..will do soon...=))

ok la..til here..im gonna my proj for a while b4 i sleep..til then...tc..3 words..

ps:guess wat?i've started watching princess hours' for the 2nd time..heh..woo!=pPpP

picssss

zZz...im still in sch now,discussing the next bAs event..im very sleepy...my brain cells are dead..all i can think of now is princess hours!!haha!i watched it ystd til 4.40am..hahaha!woohoo!!it was soo moving...soo touching...n as usual...i cried!!boohoo!!hahaha!yup2!!tmr,im gg to watch all over agn..heh..

n...ya..my projects are going on well...i hope that i can do well for it...praying very hard..=) wat else?hmm...im still collecting pics for raya to be posted...hmm..hehe..meanwhile,here are my pics for my precious dvd..woohoo!!heh..


see?still gt the plastic cover ehh...muz tc of it..haha!!

these are the dvds found inside the box..

aaaahhhhh!!!!my shin goon...!!!

ahhhh!!!yul-goon!!!he is sooo nice...but at the same time,baddd!!!aarrggghh!!haha!

this is mee!!!hahaha!oops!!bingung-mama...

eeee!!!baddy!!!but in the end,she became nice...at last...hah!

each case has gt 4 dvds..woo!!

close-up...nice!!!!!weeeee!!!!

nice???nice!!!!!Woooohooo!!!!weeeeweeee!!!....jgn jeles k??hahaha!ok la..til then..tc..3words..

i got my shin goon!!!!wooo!!

ok....it's really2 been a long time since i update huh?hehe...lazy la...heh..ok...1st things 1st..guess wat???woohoo!!like at last,i gt my princess hours dvd...woohoo!!got it from wan qi last frid..wah seh!damn happy la!but..the sad thing was that i cant watch it straight away coz of msa camp..ok..n that was sux...zZz...wat to do...on that frid itself,i went to buy dvd player also..hahaha!i juz bought akira la..cheap2 ones...no money...as long as i can watch my shin on my big tv can liao...heh...u donno how happy i was..woohoo!!!sooo...next,i wanna buy the soundtrack!!yeah!!!soon man!maybe tmr!!haha!i simply loooovveeeeee the song la!!hehe...

ok...msa camp would be fun if im not tired n sleepy...haha!after the camp,i didnt hv rest man!helped my mum coz there were ppl visiting us..from my father's side..then went to my aunt's house...one at tampines n another at pasir ris..omg!!can u imagine hw far is that from jurong???im damn tired...seriously...then,i had to do my unfinished tutorials also..aarrgghh!!!stressedd!!!tiredd!!!but nah..i already expected that..haha!

ystd was a fun day in sch..coz i had the 2nd meeting with red campers!woohoo!it was funn!glad that my green grp was fun too...thankfully i know charmaine...n she's in my grp..woohoo!!our cheer is cool!!we are coming out with more...next monday will be the next meeting..oh ya!!!n bryan or brian is wayyyyy handsome!!!!hahaha!!fuyooo!!!damn cute...seriously..muahahah!n i gt this np shirt...woohoo!!damn nice!!hahah!wee!!i like!!cant wait to wear it...coz im always proud to be an np student...wayyyy to goooooo NP!!!hehe..

ok...so now...time to get serious...ive gt my event coming up..there'll be meeting tmr...work on frid n sat..n as usual,tutorials to do n proj to start asap..til then..tc peeps!!!to aziemah...all the way yeahhh!!!juz do ur bezzz!!! =)))til then..3 words...

updates after a loooooong time

kk...it's like damn looooooooong i nvr update la!haha!ya la..im seriously damn busy n tired also..thats y..as much as i wanna blog,i juz cant find the time..haha!my time mgmt is getting poorer..sheesh!anyways..b4 i start anything..juz wanna wish...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN..
klu de tersilap terkasar bahasa,uat ape2 yg tk patut dibuat,kecikkan hati korg2 sume,minta ampum byk2..hehe..=))..hope its nt too late to wish..

ok..mlm raya...i was soo tired from sch..i was suppose to clean my room,but ended up sleeping for a while,then only i cleaned here n there...omg!the dust...cant stand it man!hahah!u can imagine it is dusty man!my study area..hahaha!but now,it's spick n span..(pat on my shoulder)..hehe..then..didnt help my mum..coz she don need help..she juz said u juz go n clean ur room..haha!yup!u can imagine..my room was untidy..muahahah!then..

buka time!hehe..ate n ate...while watching my princess hours..woohoo!then,helped my mum with the duit raya(green packets..)..then watched the special raya drama...then...the concert was boring...sooooo...i watched PRINCESS HOURS!!hahaha!til 3.40 am in the morning!hahaha!wooohooo!damn nice la!woohoo!im soo mad!yeah man!haha!the show damn nice la!hahaha!then,i also put henna on my fingers..heh..

next day...raya!!!woo!heh..got ready..waited for my sis to come..then mintak maaf time..part sini sume emo..heh..then we went to nenek's house...met most of my cousins..then...collection time!haha!yep!im still schling..so don forget me ok?haha!then jln2 agn as usual..

nah..nthng much tho..evry yr,raya is the same..juz that i got to wear my new baju kurung,pose here n there..collection..heh..so ya la..nthing..yg penting,kite sume jadi seorg insan yg lebih baik dr dulu..

raya one day oni,then back to sch...zZz..how boring is that man??zZz..whats more,i'll be having the msa camp from fri-sun!aarrgghhh!!there goes all my collection!cant go out to raya!cant get to meet all my cousins from my father's side that i only get to meet once a yr during raya..then beside my mum too!aaarrgggghh!damn stress ar i tell u!my father is gonna be a bit angry with me coz i wont be at home to welcome the ppl..wats more,my mum wil be doing the household chores ALONE,cook n serve n clean all by herself..i pity her man!but wat to do..i cant possibly absent myself rite?that'll be irresponsible of me.as much as i don wanna go,i still hv to..haizz..

ok...no use brooding over it..now..i gotta finish all my tutorial b4 i go for my camp..stresss!!!zzz...k la..til here...enjoy k ppl!!tc...3 words..

updates

ok...im kinda free now..or maybe not..haha!(i still haven start my rpt!)..ok...lets start with SC Outing..

omg!i had difficulty waking upp la!hahah!soo...reached already..waited for others to come..wait n wait..after briefing n all..we set off!!woo!!i took dixon's carr!!!for the 1st time!!i wan my own car too!!wait til i get my license...it's still out of reach tho..haha!then...winston,dixon n i carried all the 10 big heavy watermelons to subway n waited there for peifen to come...while waiting..chatted here n there...n to think of it,i made the rite choice by joining society...i admit,at some pt of time,i donno if i made the rite choice by joining...i muz slap myself for having that thinking!haha!jz because ba wk is a tough event to handle,that doesnt mean that i made a wrong choice...like wat winston said,it's the 1st time ba society is doin it...so all the more we shld work hard and make it a real success...n make ba soc proud..so yupp!!!i've decided to work hard,do as much as i can..nthing is impossible if i work hard...im trying...my very bez..

ok...im gg out of pt now...then..at last peifen came...haha!she is soo cute la!carrying bottles of water in her bag.haha!then,we carried the watermelons agn to the game station...then...when peifen n winston were hiding the watermelons,we realised that we were short of 3!!!omg!!all of us were kanjiong..haha!winston n i went back to subway...n thank god it was still there!!!hahaha!i thot that we took all already!imagine if they disappeear....wah!where the hell were we gg to find watermelon,at sentosa!!???!!hahaha!heng ar!phew...

then..the game started...haha!it was funny..seeing all of them breaking the watermelon..ate the flesh...drank the juice..then trying to piece them all back tgther..hahaha!we attracted lotsa attention!!woohoo!until the sentosa personnel or watver u call them told us to go to some ulu place to carry out our activity coz he said that ppl come here nt to see us,bt to see the attractions..arent we attractions too??duh!haha!like watver...altho we were at that ulu place,ppl still looked at us...haha!daisy's grp cheered damn loud!woohoo!n the cheer was damn nice!they cheered in unison n loudly..wah!heh..i like!so yupp..grp by grp came...seeing them eating the watermelon,i also wanna eat..but a properly cut watermelon..haha!wats more,i was fasting..wah..but...winston,peifen,christina hv been very kind to me..the rest of the mc too..=))thx yeah!haha!like im a sick person like that..hahaha!i juz felt thirsty only..the sun was scorching hot!luckily my station was shady..=)

after that,when all the grp had completed,we proceeded to palawan beach!wah!!damn far!i felt like breaking my fast for ur info..hahah!but no!im strong!!hahaha!

at the beach,they still played some games....then prize giving ceremony...then briefing time...then cam-whoring time...then dinner time..like at last!hahah!it was funn!!i reached home at almost 12!haha!my mum started calling me already..cant help it la...after dinner,there was a short ba wk meeting..then waited for bus n all..took such a long time...i was totallly tired man!

then..the next day,on sunday,went to geylang...didnt go jb as planned..zZz..so ended gg to geylang..die die also need to go coz if nt i don hv any clothes for raya..i don hv much time left..so yupp!!then break my fast at my sis's house..9+ then went home...wah!that sunday was suppose to be my rest day..but ended up...i gotta shop for clothes..haha!

as for today..EC lect was boring!omg!i hate modules related to computer thingy la!hahah!zZz..i don think i heard a single thing he said..heh..ok..im bad..guess im still in the holiday mood..haha!luckily my lect starts at 3 tmr...so at least i can sleep late n start my rpt..hahah!but until now,i still haven start..okok...thurs die die muz start,since my IS is in the morning..i hv the whole afternoon free..so yup!gonna force myself to sit down in front of my lappy n start typing the rpt..heh..

ok...i've received some pics already..will upload them soon!!hehe..looking fwd to friday...i hope all can make it...n me too...coz i hv ba ambass meeting on that day also..zZz...soo many meetings..so little time for myself..haha!

oh oh!!another thing!!i like princess hours!!!the new korean drama!omg!the prince is damn hot la!he's soo sweet la!hahaha!im mad!now,i feel like getting the vcd coz i missed 2-3 episodes already..heh..anyone care to buy for me??=p

ok la..til then..im very tired already..haha!i need someone to massage by aching body..boohoo!!til then..tc aite...the haze is on n off...so muz tc..3 words all..=))

HSM ROCKS

hmm..i've got lots to blog..from the sc outing..all the way to geylang..haha!bt i don hv the time...1st day already soo bz!!aarrgghhh!im all stressed up already..boo!

juz wanna say sthing...i know im a bit too slow for this long thingy...bt im in love with high sch musical!!!ahahahah!thx to riana..im addicted to it too!the vcd's with me now..i confiscated it from her so that she can study for her exams,while i enjoy myself n watch it..wats more..i juz gt all the songs from dearest wan qi!!thc girl!!waaa!!now...my mp3 is gg to play nthing but HSM..haha!n im gg to burn for riana..she's gonna be happy..=)))..this little niece of mine loves it soo much...her lil bro also..they can sing the song..rmb the scenes...the steps...haha!rudy even tried to imitate when they troy was singing one of the songs when they were practising basketball..haha!soo cute!!

n i've changed my blog song to HSM too!!weee!!nice nice!!!hahah!ok la..til here..welcome back to sch all..

in exactly 1 more wk..we r celebrating hari raya...hee~slamat hari raya maaf zahir batin...when the time comes,i'll hv a raya msg to all fellow muslims..=))

til then..tc...3 words..=)))

ps:i hate liars!!!

finally..woohoo!but..

like....at last...my 7wks of attachment is finally over...ok,seriously,i wanna cry..haha!soo touched when e'one wished me all the bez..
~kak cetia reminded me to complete my studies...that goes wout saying kak..
~kak odah gave me a choker...thats so sweet of her...
~phyllis too wished me..
~then,lye guat asked me how many yr do i still hv..asked me wat i wanna be..work in a bank of course..hee~she reminded me it's nt easy,n that muz work OT....
yup..then gave them the ferrero rocher..
hee~kathy didnt come...so didnt give her..haha!

after that..went to Seng Kee Building to rtn my pass..n also to give the mailrm ppl the chocs n biscuits...n also..wanna pass my roger his box of merci chocs...n damnit!arrgghhh!he was not there!!!die da blk!!arrgghhh!yyyyy????it's my last day!n i didnt get to see him for the last time??n i rushed to work for nthing today!i didnt get to meet him also la!it's either he's early,or he's late..arrgghh!zZz...wat a moment to end my last working day..seriously,im gonna miss him..grr..n i didnt get to take pic with him...aargghh!how??no memories of him!hahah!am i a lil too much??aarrggghhhh!anyways..think on the bright side..i saw him ystd!hehe..took the same bus as him..he went over to my dept...woooo!i love his scent..haha!he's such a gentle man...i cant stress that enough man!softspoken..awwww!i wld like to hv a guy like him la!heh..kk..anyways..i juz left the chocs on his desk n left him a note..haha!n the note is written on a pc of foolscap!haha!last min la..

hey roger..

i cant meet u on my last day here, n to pass u the chocs..so,i juz left it on ur table..thx for ething.if my job done is nt up to expectation,im sorry..all the bez..=)

from indah

muahaha!ok?aiya..ok la..hahahaha!ok..so i hope he likes it...n i will still brood over it for a few days to come..hahaha!

this attachment is ok la..like i said b4,i only like the ppl there...i don like my job scope..it's boring..spent most of the time dozing off..haha!ok..here's a list of wat i will miss,n wat i will not miss..=)

things indah will miss..

1)the rush hour to catch up with roger
2)the lunch hour..at com centre,along killiney rd
3)the dozing off moments
4)counting of hundreds n thousands of both incoming n outgoing mails
5)sat beside roger n he explained to me ething abt the whole motiong study
6)his sweet scent
7)his smile
8)his cute,funny faces
9)in short,ething abt him=)
10)writing long journal entries during my free time
11)the bus ride from somerset to AIG n vice versa
12)gg to the toilet etime when im sleepy..or when i need to pee..mind ya..the office is like an igloo!
13)one of the underwriters..he's hot..n also the other hot guy..
14)the it ppl..to name 1,charles...heh..
15)getting my paycheck!
16)the 7-11 guy...i think he recognises me liao!haha!
17)taking a copy of TODAY paper


things indah will not miss

1)the squeezy train!(mind ya,ppl dig nose,push here n thre,don wanna move in n give way,farting,omg!hw i hate that!)
2)the timing of the mailroom..(zZz..damn boring!but im doin it for roger..so,no choice,,anything for him..)
3)a few ppl from the CSG dept
4)asking them.."do u hv anything for me to time?"
"can i start timing u?".. n i will start getting all the diff reasons n excuses..zZz..
5)the coldness of the office..brrr!
6)my 1st day at work..it sux!i hate je****!haha!

ok..i thnk there's more...but i cant think of more...one thing for sure..i like roger!!hehe..ok la..now..muz concentrate on my:
-1500-2000 words of report which i haven even started yet!haha!2 wks to complete that..
then,
-get ready for sch..
-collect all textbooks n printing notes..
-focus on bAs n bA ambassador..n also astro..

til then..i need a lot of rest now..oh ya!n nt forgetting my baju raya!i still haven get 1!hahaha!damn!zZz..3words..tc always..

ps:will upload the photos soon=))

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ok...nthing to blog as usual..haha!life's boring...all i can talk abt is roger..haha!i hv like 3 more days to the end of attachment..yeah!at last!wooohoo!i can get out of lvl 4 of AIG!haha!one thing for sure,im gonna miss the beautiful ppl there..not all..some only..from both AIG n Seng Kee Building..haha!gonna miss roger esp..haha!was recalling the moments..hahaha!kk...im soo mad!haha!

oh ya!did u guys watched hikmah ystd?omg!!damnit!make my blood go upstairs sia!aarrgghh!!anyways...i watched that coz of adrian n arman..haha!i love ryan!!!gunawan looks soo macho in specs!!haha!i like!!woohoo!!

now nly recently that i find timothy cute..muahaha!i dont watch maggi n me only last few wks..then,in tonight's episode,he acted...then..somehw,i find him cute!haha!i don really like him,esp whenhe acted in this show where he became a paramedic...donno wat is it called...skali..when i watched him juz now,waaaahhh!suddenly gt attracted!haha!oops!he's the host for urban escape now..hee~

ok la...thats all for now..i wanna sleeeeeeeep!!!haha!til then..tc...the haze seems to come n go huh?so..juz tc..3 words..=))

in random

woohoo!!!i've recovered!from tiredness..heh..had such a gd rest these few days...slept like at 11plus eday...work has really tired me out soo much..wats more,sch will reopen next wk,all the more i shld rest..i've juz finished sahur btw..while waiting for subuh n get ready for work,let me juz blog randomly..

ok..so wat hv i been up to the last few days?nthing...work..after work,rest n sleep..heh..nthing else,only that..only ystd then i did some cleaning...cleaned my messy rm,which i think is worse than a squatters' slum..muahaha!n i hv only cleaned the outside part...my wardrobe,my drawers are all still in a mess..haha!maybe when it's near raya,then i will kemas..=)then,ironed my clothes...wah!nvr ending..2 wks of ironing..sianzz...watched some tv..sleep..wats more,i don hv any madrasah..so yup!spent the day at hm slacking..=)

fri was such a nice day to end another wk of work..hee~y?of course la coz of roger!woohoo!!=)

on sat,when to nenek maknah's house!woohoo!goodie foodie!there's soo much food such that i donno which to eat 1st!haha!i took quite a long time b4 i decide..hehe..there's roti kirai n kari daging,this soupy dish,asam pedas,goreng pisang,big fat epok2,both sardines n potato with egg,air kathira,(self-made one..yummy!)..all spread on the table,all ready to be attacked..hee~kecoh benar bile nk mkn sume..haha!my aunties all cute la!haha!super full already,all cant get up..=)after that,chitchat here n there..n my aunt was suggesting to go to sibu island...she asked my mum along..but my mum cant decide whether she wanna go or nt..zZz..i wanna go la!bt im still schling!wats more,it's the common test period..bluergh!so..back at home,i watched stuck on u...it was a nice movie..i liked it very much!=)..very sweet n touching..=)

oh ya!there is a rpt telecast of gaduh2 syg every sat n sun!woohoo!i love firz!hee~

another thing...i dropped my hp in the toilet bowl at work!!!aaarrggghhh!thx to tiq for this man.haha!luckily it's ok now...n yeah..i gt my bill..it's another 200+ over..haha!tk kene ptg tu slamt ar ehh..

ok la..til then..the haze has subside now..but still,tc..don stay out too much..drink lotsa water..n 3 words..=)

baddy hazy

ok...life is bored these few days..ppl whom i know also nvr update soo much..haizz..haha!been working like normal..it's boring!becoming more n more boring man seriously..sheesh!but today is funnn!!coz i saw roger!!haha!wooohoo!he sat in front of me inthe bus when gg home!!wooohooo!he was talking in chinese!haha!ok..thats nt a big deal..haha!woohoo!!u donno hw happy i was la!hahah!woohoo!i cant help but smile from ear to ear..thenn..as usual,sms-ed siti abt it la!haha!aku rase die sorg jek yg sanggup lyn aku..hehe..thenn...when i wanna alight,i alighted last with him..let all the other ppl alighted 1st..heh..then i was like telling kelly.."ehh,we no need to alight liao.."haha!then kelly was saying "ya la!block the way!"haha!when it was my turn to alight,i turn to roger to said bye..heh!then he also talk abt the block thingy..haha!awww...im soo in ..... with him la!haha!we also took the same train la!heh..but juz that he was in the mid cabin..


ok...i love this white peacock!!!i got it from the email..=))

ok...the weather's bad now..the haze is very thick man!!!omg!i was in the office the whole day,then when i went hm,wah!fuyoo!tk leh carry seh!heh..

ok la..nthing more to say..im bored!!tho i hv soo many things to do..zZz..but i don hv the mood to do..ok..at last tmr is fri!weee~n im left with 1 more wk to go til the end of the attachment!woo!but boo also coz im gonna miss roger..hee~muz get ready wat to give to all those ppl whom i work with..=))til then..tv guys..weather's baddd..don stay out soo much..=)))3 words..

ps:my music has been changed to my fav thru the fire!!woohoo!!wee!!this song rocks my socks!woohoo!!but...my cherie amour is still the bez...still waiting for someone to upload it..=))

dick ur ears

ok....hmm..i juz realised i haven been updating for days..haha!coz there's not much to blog abt.but,1 thing for sure,i know that im really very tired n stressed..arrghh!been sleeping very early..work was tiring..bt friday was a nice day to end my working wk coz i saw roger!heh..im sure u know rite,nthing can make my day at work except when i get to see him.hee~yup!i boarded the same train as him!woo!then,in the bus,when i wanna alight,then only i realised that he sat beside me!the other row of seats!woo!haha!then,to my surprise,i said hi to him!hah!heh..wee~from then on,i cant help but smile from ear to ear..haha!=))

sat,i went geylang to look for baju raya..arrghh!but to no avail!sheesh!it's hard to find la!wats more,im so fussy,lazy n fickle..haha!haizz..

after buka ystd,watched SI finals rpt..hehe..watched at kak linda's house..funn!im really100000000000000000000000000000000000000000x infatuated with hady's thru the fire still..wooo!nthing can be better than that man!to me,i love that performance of his the most.wooooooo!i can juz listen to the song over n over agn non-stop man!haha!n oh ya!did u hear wat song my blog is playing?hah!yeah!hady's u give me wings.hee~i wanted thru the fire,but don hv..no joakim's song also.no one uploaded it yet...so,for the time being,it will be this song..ok..altho i like hady,it's his singing i like..im still supporting joakim jude gomez k?u all wanna say or kutuk,say for all i care.hha!da biase da...br aku kene colour smlm..haha!watever!woo!

oh oh..another thing,as u know rite,SI rpt always has this chat session n u send sms-es..n did u know wat kak linda n i sent?haha!u gotta check it out man!
I DON THINK HADY SANG THRU THE FIRE OFF PITCH!DICK,U GOTTA "DICK" UR EARS!HADY'S THE KING!
haha!ok..the last sentence was by my cousin..nt me..hehe..but the chat didnt show it tho.i know they wont show,but nvm.juz send..hopefully the moderator will pass the msg.haha!hmm..can see that dick was trying soo hard to make jon the star,the SI..but sorry ar babe..hady's the SI.try harder ok?u really gotta listen to urself 1st,b4 u say ppl.i don think u r a great singer also.wats more,all ur songs crap n sux!bluergh!mrepek!hah!it's a fact k??blah sua!n i will nvr frget watevr u said to joakim too..memandai jek!

ok la..til here...in 1 hrs time,it will be buka time..slamt berbuka sume..=))

fed up ar!sialan tul!

ok...it seeems like ebody is nt happy on the results of SI..hah!like watever!srious man...da menang da la..da kalah da la..kau bbl byk2 pun bkn leh uat ape2 seh!like duhz man!sial la cinonet2 ni sume kadang2!like wat the **** sia!haizz..ape2 la ehh..media juz sucks sometimes..bluergh to them la!get a life la!juz accept the fact la!leh npk sgt sak sume org tknk die menang.tk ya tgk jauh2 ar...pengadil2 sialan tu sume tk habis2 puji si diktu!fulamak!tk leh angkat sak!ok la,aku bkn nk ape la kan..sape2 klu mcm gitu,aku pun tk puas hati seh!sheesh!arrghh!!**** ar!hah!

ok..that aside..im starting to hate work now..n im missing the other dept..its much nicer there...i cant stand the 2 nyonyas at my current dept..bluergh!sheesh!they r really getting on my nerves.nasib la skrg tgh puasa..klu tk..da melenting aku!sheesh!

ok..i saw roger..hee~now..i wanna go work late..as in..take the 825 bus..haha!sakit hati aku jek dtg siang2..hehe..ok la..im tired..til then..tc..lastly..HAPPY BDAY TIQUS!!hee~3 words..looking fwd to this sat..will be meeting my long lost cousin..hee~=)

SI FINALS RESULTS SHOW LIVE

fuuuuuulaaaaaaaamaaaaaaaaak!!!tk leh angkat lah beb!die menang ar!fuyoo!bkn main happy gile aku!mati hidup mly ar!!woohoo!!haha!

k..i went to indoor stadium juz now la!to watch the SI finals results show!wooohoo!wee~hehe..ok..for the 1st time,i was cheering for hady...n yeah!im contradicting myself.i actually voted over 100 for hady la!hahah!serious man!this is crazy la!ok..so y did i suddenly wanna vote for him??coz i really2 wan him to win..ystd's show really showcased very well who deserves to win.sooo,at the stadium,i was bz voting n shouting n cheering like mad!haha!ok..so to all my cousins,friends,friend's friends..don say i don vote k?if u all vote at least 50,then ok..klu tk,diam2 sudah..haha!ok..u know those blue n white thing,where they hit2..i donno wat the hell is that call...mine inflated soo many times..haha!then,i coped other ppl's..haha!

soo...as usual..the top2 performed...i was juz looking fwd to top10!!!wooohoo!!all of them performed well man!they improved soo tremendously!they sang sooo well!

im soo in luv with jay's no promises!fulamak!gerek sak!
nurul also nice!she always sang my fav song!great nurul!
rahimah also!rox man!bez ar die!
gayle's song a bit sad leh..haha!
mat rox as ever!
emilee...still cheena to me..haha!
norman also nt bad..
fuyyoo!!paul also rox la!haha!i enjoyed very muchie too!thats the real paul man!emo rock!woohoo!say say say!yaphooo!haha!
jasmine..ok la..she's nt really my fav..so ya..
JOAKIM!!!been waiting all nite for him!he's juz the boy im looking for!!!woohoo!i love his stage presence very muchie!!!woohoo!!miss him man!he rox la no matter wat..tho ppl behind me kept saying sux..bt i don give it a damn la!hah!

rahimah rahim's performances with the top10 also damn nice!i like!energy mrepekz ar..electrico also nice...tanya chua..nah..expected better than that..

TAUFIK!fuuyyooo!!!great la!great as ever!bez man!woohoo!his new song was nice too!

thenn..the results...he's out!hady's the SI!!woohoo!power ar!gerek ar!i teared a bit..a bit touched..plus happy..hee~ok..im damn emo like hell..haha!then...i wanna go to the stage area to wave at joakim..by the time i reached there,he went backstage liao..muahaha!but..nvm..instead,i saw his mum!n his mum still rmbs me!!woo!im soo touched!

she thanked me for the watch..hee~the watch was quite big,she had to take off 3 parts..ok,i donno wth u call that thing.haha!my vocab is very ltd..haha!ok..so ya..n she told me joakim was wearing it,jz now at the SI finals..wee~im happy he likes it..then his mum asked me how i know he likes adidas..coz i bought for him an adidas watch..n i was like..i donno he likes adidas..bt,u know..he's the sporty type,so jz bought him adidas one..then,furthermore,that time,when SI extra was showing them doin shopping at heeren,n i saw joakim looking at watches..thats y i decided to buy for him a watch..hee~then his mum told me that he also wanna find a watch..he lost his adidas watch also,then i bought for him..weee~wah!is there some telepathy betw us?haha!oops!soo yup!im gald he likes it..i shared the watch with vincent..hee~then..his mum was like keep on thanking me..nah..it's my pleasure man..like i said,anythng for joakim man!woo!he's the man!oh ya!n his mum showed me she's wearing the hairclip that i gave her..hee~wee~im soo touched la seriously!=))..then,she was like hoping that we can stil keep in touch n meet up some day...hee~i wan too!aunt pia has been very great!i love her!n joakim too!n his friends too!n yeah!i took pic with his mum!hee~she really made my day..thx aunt!sarang hae!!

ok..i almost forgt abt work...i saw ROGER!!!awww....heee~ok la..til here..im happy that hady won..im happy i saw aunt pia..im happy i saw roger..n...JOAKIM is my SI still..=))..til then..tc..gonna miss SI sooo much man!!=)3 words..


me n aunt pia...sarang hae!!!=))

ok..i cant upload this pic..haha!lnext time aite...i tried umpteen times bt to no avail..
me n nurul...memories of SI...she had soo much funn..so luckily hady won..if nt,she wld be crying n wont talk to me..haha!

my current fav song

Chaka Khan~Through The Fire

I look in your eyes and I can see
We've loved so dangerously
You're nvr trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But I believe that we've only just begun
When it's this good, there's no saying no
I want you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you'll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I'm not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, there's no saying no
I need you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS

Through the test of time

CHORUS

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

im in love with this song now..chaka rox man!i love her im every woman too!woo!chaka rox!!!!

SI FINALS

ooooooohhhhhmmmyyyyyyggggooooooooooodddd!!!!!!!!!

haha!woo!juz finished watching the SI finals..hmm..ok la,both did well..but,i think hady's better..omg!his rendition of chaka khan's thru the fire was fantabulous la!omg!to me,that was his best performance man!woohoo!whats more,the song has such beautiful lyrics...hady emotes it soo damn wonderfully la!!no amt of words can describe it man!fuuuulamak!!hah!ok,i admit he went a bit off at some parts of the song,bt wat the hell!wat the heck!i don care man!woohoo!for the 1st time,im singing praises for him..muahaha!the song u give me wings..woohoo!pun gerek la beb!tk leh angkat sak aku!hahah!freedom..nah..i don really like the song..but he did it well too...a fast beat song,he warms up the atmosphere...

as for jon...i like him rite from the start..i like him as him,nt as a singer...only his snow patrol is nice...his other 2 songs..nah..nt nice...but,i donno y the judges like him soo much,esp ja n flo..bluergh..hmm...ok la..oh ya!i like his hair!!omg!!nice!woohooo!haha!shant talk abt him that much...all i can say is may the bez man wins...who i vote for,none..haha!i will only vote for joakim..n altho hady did well,i still like joakim..he's my SI no matter wat..i cant stress this enough man..hee~woo!joakim's the man!he's hot man juz now..all black..wooohoo!!the other 9 idols also looked great!=))

ok...juz now madrasah was funn!my uztaz finally came back!woohoo!hee~i love his teaching soo much la!n yeah!i miss him too la!weee~uztaz rocks my socks!woo!n yeah!thx uztaz for asking me all the qns..wahahaha!like there's no other ppl in class..n thx to tiq too,he had to ask me..all of it..sheesh!haha!bt gd also..i know nuts abt it..n sooo..i hv to start reading it man!n also amalkan..i guess i gotta start thinking abt it n do sthing abt it.. =)

after madrasah,went to my sis's house for a while..she wanna pass me some clothes...wee~so now i don hv to buy clothes for work..hee~juz need to buy some bottoms..coz my sis has big butts..haha!i cant wear her bottom..hee~miss riana n rudy..sooo..took some crazy pics of them n me..hee~


hee~rudy looks like some learned,intelligent boy.haha!he's wearing riana's old specs...hmm...rudy will look gd in specs when he's older..haha!oops!me n specs guy..hee~

ok...my sis juz bought this set of chair n table..so i juz wanna pose with it..haha!

the 3 of us...love them loads!alamk!rudy!ur eyes looked a bit cock la!haha!

hee~me trying to act cute?hahha!love that hairband!

eee!haha!

ok..this is wat i'll call cute..haha!

wassup with that face la riana??haha!

til then...tc...3 words...

ramadhan's here..

hmm..today is quite a relaxing day for me as i woke at ard 10+...then laze ard..read the papers,listen to the radio,clean the house..so yup..then slept agn..haha!after that,when to sch for meeting..it's been a long time since i step the sch..haha!miss sch?nope!nt at all!hahah!only miss my friends..soo..had the meeting..very stressful i shld say..i hv soo many dates n date dues to keep in mind...wow!this stressing..wats more,my event..like i said..damn hard!arrgghh!i donno how to handle all these man..seriously..haizz..juz gotta pray and work hard then..hope ething will go smoothly for me..=)..

oh ya..now,i kinda cant get over my results..after giving it much thot,i think it's bad..imagine,from GPA 4 to GPA 3.5...wow!whats more,i don hv a single AD,n instead,i hv a C!ok..so y did i suddenly said that?b4 the meeting starts juz now,i was talking to my president..asking her how's her result..then i told her..mine dropped..n she said that it dropped quite badly..she asked me if it's coz of society..hmm..i don think so ba..i already told myself that society is nt gonna be easy,n that i hv to balance all my work..seriously,i donno whre is my mistake man..mayb,i juz don hv the drive,or im nt interested..nt say nt interested,but maybe im juz plain lazy or sthing..arrggghh!i donno!the more i kept thinking abt it,the more i feel so stressed...wats more,the others in society are doin better than me!aarrgghhh!stresser man!!ok,im gonna give my all man next sem!ok,im contradicting myself..i said that as long as i pass,i'll be happy n contented enough..but lookng at the situation now,i muz work hard man..at least get 3.7,like what i gt for yr1,when i 1st joined poly..n also..be in the director's list..i donno whether im still in the director's list..haizz..damn disappointed man!=((...ok...no use being sad now..it's all over n done already..it's time to move on baby!!

ok..back to meeting..same old thing...will be involve in SC outing..n MSA camp..another meeting on tue..bluergh..sux huh??yup!!looking fwd to MSA camp..but y has it to be on the 27th oct???arrgghh!there goes my collection..zZz..hee~

after meeting,accompanied nurul for dinner...mum's cooking nt my taste..so i joined her..reached hm already,watched SI rpt..ok..fun..hee~im still very in love with jon's piano performance..hee~it's wonderful man..nurul also reminded me sthing..jon's slit eyes..hee~ok..i like guys with slit eyes..haha!i donno y..bt yup..but guys with big eyes also i like la...bt nt very big la..until like belolok or goldfish eyes,u call it..muahahah!bt..no matter wat...i still prefer joakim..he's the man!!yeah man!!woo!haha!kk..i cant get enough of the idols..hee~

ok...for some serious matter.. i read the papers abt this lady complaining that she was always being fine for violating traffic rules..i mean..wats there to complain when it is really ur fault???she exceeded the speed lmt,she crossed the double white lines..it's her fault for gdness sake!!y the hell is she complaining???wth man!then,she bragged abt hw a careful driver she has been,but only recently then she gt fined n demerit pts..she's like trying to say that the TP has gt nthing to do,but keep fining ppl n all..ehh hello???if nt for the TP,u think spore's rd will be safe?thx to all these reckless driver,there are many accidents la!i think ar,TP test shld be stricter..u know ar,during tp test only they follow all rules..but then,once they pass,jgn harap la diorg ikut sume rules..haizz..they wont follow the rules already lor...i wonder hw to make these ppl actually follow rules even after tp..sheesh!ok..enuff of that one issue..

im dead beat now..need to do lotsa things...sheesh!til then..tc..last bt nt least..

SLAMAT BERPUASA..SEMOGA KITA SUME DIBERKATI ALLAH..JGN LUPA UAT BYK AMAL N IBADAH..

ps:im still deciding whethe i wanna go for SI finals tmr...sheesh!im so fickle..=P

m i lucky or wat? -part2

ok...today was fine day for me..im happy,at the same time im pissed,angry..haizz...i donno ar..when my day is such a wonderful one,somebody or sthing muz upset me.damnit!ass!!arrgghh!but nvm..look at the bright side..so yup..=))

oh no!i missed the 815 transport la!zZz...sooo,no roger!!soo down n out man,the feeling..haha!i was at the area already..then the bus juz left like that..zZz..haha!see la..i took soo long to get ready for work..serious man...there will always be sthing that is amiss man..zZz..haha!ok..so yup..im sad..=(..but...i saw the other handsome guy!hahah!woo!ok,so now i know..he will only be with that dept for 5 wks,after that,i donno where he'll go..hmm..

work time,i did lotsa sorting,photocopying n filing..at least sthing..rather than sitting down doin nthing,makes me soo damn sleepy..so yupp!!then..lunch time,i ate with kathy,kak cetia n lilian..nice lunch..cheap also..hee~kak cetia bought for me kuih sugee..or is it the biscuit?ok..watver..but it's sugee...nice..i was suppose to eat lunch with kelly,but her work was still undone,so i ended up gg lunch with them..ok,another down n out moment...coz i cant see roger!!ystd also nvr see,today also nvr see..zZz...sadz..hmm..haha!ok,y sad?coz today is the last time that i will b gg out for lunch..next wk is already ramadhan..so wont be gg out bah...hmm..haizz..wat a day...wats more,today is friday,end of the wk!!at least if it's still wed or thurs,still gt chance bah..haizz...oh ya!the makcik at the food stall talked to me in english!!haha!she thot im chinese!!hahaha!i juz talked abt it ystd,n juz now it happened agn..hee~

after lunch,continued with my work..more sorting,photocopying n filing...the office is damn cold like hell!im freezing man!wats more,no jacket..damn lazy to bring..i bring small bag mah...sheesh!so yupp...then hor,then hor..guess wat??while i was filing n stuff,guess who came over????ROGER!!!omgdness!!am i lukcy or wat?hahah!!i cant help but smile!!haha!when he came,n i was like.."hi!"..hahaha!so he came with the same lady..i donno who the hell is she,but i think she will be staying on my dept..they already fixed printer,tel n all for her...so,i can no longer use that desk n drawer to keep my stuff..zZz..where are they gg to dump me??hahaha!hmm..oh ya..as u know,every friday,we can wear casually...then..i realise that every fri,roger will wear his specs..woo!i like!!!he wore it today!!like i said,i love men wearing specs...they look learned..hee~ok..im mad man!i think ppl cant be bothered to read my blog...haha!

ok,so from today,i hv exactly 3 more wks to work...which also means that 3 more wks to sch!!aarrgghh!!i hv no rest man!zero man!!zZz..thats what poly life is all abt...the only fun u hv is at work n sch..i hv to be prepared for sch man..its gonna be a damn busy semester for me...i hv the remaining 7 events to handle...(if im nt wrong)..im the projhead for 1 of them,ambassador also..maybe ard 2-3 events..meeting here n there..lectures,tutorials,projs as usual...eday will be a 9-5 pm,or even later than that..my part-time job..wats more,if i really get to transfer to marina square,it'll be worse..omgdness!im gonna be shagged man!but nvm...im up to it..im all ready!juz bring it man!haha!insya-Allah,i can handle ething..

ok la..til here..i think i need rest..oh ya!next wk is mth end..i hope that i cld go back to my 1st dept to help roger..hee~kk..enuff...til then..tc guys..3 words..

*2 days to SI finals..cant wait to see joakim perform agn..hee~i don care abt the 2 finals also..haha!may the bez man wins..who will it be?u vote,u decide..



am i in daze??or lala land?i donno wat is this cutie feeling..=)

m i unlucky or wat?

ok...i hv many things to blog abt..n i think i really need to blog abt it..muahaha!sooo..i haven finish ystd's story...hee~so,i brought my laptop along with me ystd coz of the time table appt...so,i was trying to connect to the co's internet..but cant..so charles from the IT dept help me..i didnt know he recognised me..coz im only a small fry in the company mah..who wld take notice of me rite?haha!but no..i was mistaken!hee~he also couldnt fix my laptop,so he called other guy to help..then,on the phone,he went.."im trying to fix her laptop,u know the 2 girls bla bla bla.."haha!he telling the guy on the other line abt me..haha!so he called us the 2 girls..muahah!later...another IT guy..randy..came also..to help to fix the printer..he also recognised me...n he went.."u r transferred here?last time u were at the admin side rite?"..wah!!im soo honoured la..haha..then i told kelly..n kelly was saying coz we always go to the toilet,then all saw us..haha!randy is cute!he's a phillipines i think..the co. has many handsome ppl..wooo!how cool is that?

i think i hv more stories,but somehow i forgot..haha!nvm..back at hm,the internet connection was giving me probs..ok,thx to my itchy fingers also..haha!so,i called singnet..ok..the guy was very helpful...hee~i like!at 1st,i was scared to even call..but...no!!i was very chirpy,as if i talked to a friend..haha!he's nice..tapi r die karat..haha..anyways..juz wanna say thx to him..he's a great help..=)

today...am i unlucky or wat?i didnt see him the whole day la!not even in the shuttle bus la!sheesh!boring sia!haizz....hope i get to see him tmr..i only hv like 3wks n 1day left..

so,when i reached the office,this lady,joanna,came to me after she made drinks...she asked me this..

jo:u wat nationality?
me:sporean..
jo:really meh?then wat race?
me:malay lor..
jo:oh!u don look like sporean leh.like some foreigner..philippines or wat...

haha!ok...yup..ive been getting such comments from ppl..ppl thot im some indon or philippines..muahaha!so i asked kelly do i look sporean..then she said ya..i asked wat race..she said chinese,but a bit darker..hahaha!ok..so if ppl mistaken me as some filipino,indo or chi nvm u know..some ppl thot im indian??omgdness!!!im not the least indian la!hahhaah!wassup with this ppl sometimes sia!mad or wat?blind?hahaah!ok..watever..was matters is im malay..hahah!u can say chi also bah..i don mind..hee~

work was fine..at last i did something useful..i did some sorting n photocopying..at last..but muz still continue timing..zZz...haha!i dozed off for a while,coz i didnt see roger mah..haha!kk..im mad..

anythng else?hmm..not at the moment..suddenly,i forgot ethng..hahaha!im tired already also..wanna get some sleep..b4 dat,wanna do my excel..oh ya!i gt my timetable already..it sux tho..but i don mind..as long as all of us still remains in the same class...=))

til then..tc..3 words..

m i lucky or wat?

Weee~wat another bright and sunny day it is today..yahoo!im soo happy n in cloud 9 today..y?coz i bumped into roger today..woo!!so,as usual,took the mrt..heng ar im nt late.i always close my eyes when im in the mrt,be it stand or sit.so,juz now after I transfer to another train to somerset,when i reached at dhoby ghaut,I opened my eyes n saw...n saw...n saw...ROGER!!!haha!woo!i was shocked for a moment la seriously.jantung ku degap-degup..muahahaha!no la..mad la if im like that.hmm...am i lucky or wat??hahahah!woo!!

ok..then it was lunch...ok,i cant stress this enough...am i lucky or wat???haha!saw him agn la!!wooo!wats more,from my table,can see him la!!wooo!hahah!weee~ok..now the cuckoo thing is this..i didnt approach n said hi to him la!hw stupid can i be rite??arrgghh!i hate myself for that la seriously..haha!haizz..zZz...i muz really give myself a tite slap sometimes..haizz...ok,nvm..hopefully tmr can see him agn..hee~ok..i got lots more to story..but im tired...wats more...im down with flu...bluergh..im tired of blowing my nose...ok..will continue tmr aite?till then..tc..3 words...=)

june baby

i came across this in the friendster bulletin...n im a june baby..so this is wat it says abt june baby..haha!some r true,some i donno..let ppl judge..if i say the wrong thing,later ppl thot i wat.hahah!

JUNE SHYNESS (me?shy?haha!sometimes..)
Fun to be with. ~wat say u?
Loves to try new things. ~haha!depends!!
Boy/girls LOVE you. ~who??really?
You are very hott. ~hottt?i don think im hot at all..unless u saying im hot as in hot,im not!im always feeling cold!hah!
Secretive. ~yup..very secretive to some things..
Difficult to fathom and to be understood. ~yup..i think soo too..
Quiet unless excited or tensed. ~haha!really?depends...i can be very noisy n very quiet..
Takes pride in oneself. ~hmm..ni part tk fhm sikit..maybe ar..
Has reputation. ~of course..haha!
Easily consoled. ~wat say u??
Honest. ~yup..very..really!!haha!
Concerned about people's feelings. ~depends..
Tactful. ~depends..
Friendly. ~depends also..haha!really..it all depends on he situation..
Approachable. ~i don think so...ppl said i can be sombong..haha!
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. ~yuppp!!very true!!!haha!
Moody and easily hurt. ~moody yes..easily hurt??maybe also..
Witty and sparkly. ~haha!i donno..
spazzy at times. ~spazzy??
Not revengeful. ~sometimes..
Forgiving but never forgets. ~ya..
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. ~ya..sometimes..
Guides others physically and mentally. ~maybe...i donno if im a gd influence..
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. ~ya..
Caring and loving. ~depends..
Treats others equally. ~not really..
Strong sense of sympathy. ~ya...
Wary and sharp. ~when im nt sleepy..
Judges people through observations. ~yup..
Hardworking. ~haha! a bit..
No difficulties in studying. ~a lot of difficulties la!if nt,i can get gpa 4 la!haha!
Loves to be alone. ~sometimes...depends..if im damn tired n down,i'd like to be alone..
Always broods about the past and the old friends. ~ya..
Waits for friends. ~ya..
Never looks for friends. ~i always look..
Not aggressive unless provoked. ~yup..
Loves to be loved. ~who doesnt love to be loved?
Easily hurt but takes long to recover. ~maybe...haha!

the bold ones are really meee!hahaha!=))

btw...today is a bright sunny dayyy!!n i like it very muchie!!enuff of rain...makes me wanna sleep only...no mood to work...hopefully tmr will be bright n sunny too..im soo in love with the sun..hee~til then..tc aite??3 words..=))

another new environment

hmm..my 1st day at work in the new dept...donno whether i wanna say its nice,or bad..ok,the ppl are nice..but my job is boring!like i said,i muz do yet another motion,another timing of ppl doin processes..omgdness!this is killing me man!im sick ar i tell u..

so i reached early as usual,n the person that im suppose to rpt to,who is lye guat,haven reach yet...so i waited there like a fool..haha!n my TODAY paper i passed it to kelly..if i had known it,i didnt pass her the paper la,so that i can read..haha!ok..so yup..when she reached already,still need to wait for her to settle down,make herself a cup of coffee la..n soo on..baru die lyn aku..so she explained to me wat im suppose to do..this study is harder than the last one..n i hv to come out with my own template to record the timing using excel..n u know i sux at excel..arrgghh!!roger!!!can come n save me??haha!at least when i worked for him,he help me do the excel la..haizz..wat a luck man..all my other friends in the same company as me muz rpt to the same person...me,i've been rpting to 3 ppl already la!zZz...

kk...b4 that,wanna tell u..early morning already kasi aku jumpe si pakcik tu..ish!boring jek!spoil my mood sia!but...when i alighted from the bus,i saw roger tho..hee~n guess wat?he came over at ard 10+,n had little discussion with the ppl in the dept...wooo!hehe...so..at least i still get to see him...oh roger,do come over often..muahahahaaha!kk..craps..then..he was sitting with this girl la,i donno watver for...then,at that desk itself,is where my belongings are,n i wanna get my hp..lye guat thot i wan the chair...then...roger help me get a chair..hee~ok..he's really sweet...thats wat i like abt him..n whats more...he's soo cute n damn cool!!!hehe..

n talking abt coolness...i heard this grp of ppl,gossipping abt other staff..haha!n they were talking abt jeslyn..the 1st person that i had to rpt to...n yup..they don like her..haha!me too!she bluergh..donno y ehh..but when i look at her,she looks bitchy..haha!someone that will make ur life difficult..haha!i think i heard correctly la,that they were talking abt her..then,if im nt wrong also,they talked abt roger!!!haha!!they said that roger will not lose his temper...hee~but of course man!he's mr roger cool mah!hahahah!when i heard his name rite,st away my eyes opened wide..i was nt sleepy anymore..muahaha!!kk..im totally mad!hahah!

as usual,eday,i hope that work will be a better day..i still hv a mth or so to go..wish me luck aite??i cant wait for this whole thing to end..it's torturous,seriously..other than meeting roger n my current new colleagues..the rest of it sux,including the job!hahaha!i can become a pro time keeper sia after this whole attachment..muahahaha!oh ya!lye guat is nice..im lucky to get her..hee~hopefully she'll be nice to me til the end..=))

ok..enuff abt work..abt SI..there is recording tonight...haizz...if there's no work,i will definitely be there la..haizzz...looking fwd soo much to the finals...hee~get to see all the top12...love all of them loads..esp joakim,jay,em,mat,rahimah,paul,jas n nurul...all the bez la...all of u r gg to rox once agn..woohoo!!

anything else??hmm..don think so bah..juz wanna say that im starting to miss vince..hahaha!he juz celebrated his bday..so yup..old liao,but still as gorgeous n hot..hee~ok la..till here..i wanna sleep soon..tc aite...3 words..

catching up session

ok...time for long updates...hehe...i needa blog abt it..hee~so,ystd,i went to my grandma's house for kenduri puasa...it's fun..hee~soo..met up with most of my cousins..funn!hehe..

n guess wat?im soo super shocked that my dear zahid has gt a bike!!n it's TZM!!ok,watever that bike is,but my other younger cousins said it's the big bike..woooo!!cool la zahid!!he's a yr younger than me tho..all of us were very close when we younger...now,all of us are grown-ups,each n everyone of us leads our own life..

soo,yup...we did some cathing up here n there..dearest nabilah became chubbier..haha!ebody was teasing her what fatty cheeks she has now..haha!n yup!she's far much heavier than me!!haha!when she's only 15,n im 19..muahahah!wooo!

chatted with kak rau abt my attachment...yup..funn!seems like she's enjoying her working life now..all the bez la gal!!lookin fwd to pizza hut this friday aite??

syah!!wat happen to u???kau da mcm aku tk tau ar..nk kate mina rock,bkn.watver it is,when i saw her,she reminds me of one of paul's fan..muahaha!ok..so i think she's gg into this concept...i donno watver it is called..muahahah!asalkan kau bhg..wat i can say is..u're pretty...serious...i mean it..hee~she' fat last time..muahahah!n i like ur specs!!haha!but kak rau's nicer..muahahah!

to aziemah...juz follow ur heart..u know urself bez aite...support u all the way..way to go gal!!woo!!

ok..so i was not despaired from being disturbed by my cousins n aunties abt me supporting joakim..nah...i don give it a damn tho..hee~wahh!!all of them support hady sia!haha!!they kept saying abt wat a gd voice he has n all...hmm..ok..hee~i think i prefer taufik to him tho..=)

today...as usual,it's time for me to relax n chill at hm b4 i start another 5 days of 8-5..zZz..went for madrasah...ok..my uztaz is still nt back yet..boring...hopefully he'll be back next wk..then..after that,i did some ironing...n it's still nt done coz im lazy to iron my pants..haha!watched some tv..yup..basically that only..

hmm..i came across this article in the malay newspaper abt breaking up...the commenter was saying that when a couple breaks up,accept it...y??coz..maybe there's no destiny between the 2 parties..we Islam believe that jodoh,or destiny lies in the hands of Allah.Allah doesnt create love to make ppl sad..so,the commenter was trying to say that don be soo blinded by love such that it becomes tembok pemisah antara kita dan Yang Maha Pencipta..hmm...if i were to translate it directly,then i wld say don let because of unsuccessful love,u sort of like blame it on the Creator of love..is it??i thnk soo..haha!
behind this sad love,there is sthing better behind it...ade hikmah disebaliknye..Allah has sthing better awaiting u..all of us are given the chance to own happiness..soo,to those who are soo down n out of love,treat it as dugaan..his last words..

pd anda yg pernah kecewa n gagal dlm bercinta,anggaplah ia sbg satu dugaan.org lain tidak mampu memiliki apa yg anda miliki skrg;ia adalah pengalaman..pasrah kpd ketentuan takdir selepas berusaha memberikan kite kekuatan utk menghadapi perjlnan cinta yg seterusnya..
translation:the letdown in love actually makes u stronger in facing future love life..wat u are experiencing now might nt be experienced by others..so,it's gd la..haha!is it??im bad at translating..sorry ar..muahahah!

ok..oh ya...had a chat with my family juz now..we were talking abt pregnancy..haha!when my 3rd bro was in my mum's tummy,my father actually hit a cat n the cat's fur on the head came off..haha!u know,old folks hv this believe that if u do such things to animals,or u watch some not nice stuff,ur child in birth will also be affected.n true enough,on my bro's head,there is a hole there,with no hair!haha!from then on,mu father was very careful..but alhamdulillah,hair grew on that botak batch tho..if nt,i pity my bro la...hahaha!

then..skali,we talked abt my mum's dad,thats my grandpa...ooo...so now i know,my grandpa n great grandpa were pedagang from china...ok,whats pedagang in english?haha!they came to spore..u know,last time there were many immigrants that came to spore to trade n all..so yup..they were one of them..my great grandpa convert to Islam..his chinese name was Ang Xiang is it?sthing like that..his Islamic name is Dollah..my grandpa is Amat..hee~fun ehh listening to old stories...so now i know where are my roots...as for my father's parents,they were from indonesia..org boyan la..haha!hmm..so if u were to see some of my cousins beside my mum,they looked really damn chinese..i wish i looked like one..haha!but 1 distinctive feature that all we cousins hv are..we hv small eyes..haha!some even hv slit eyes...hehe..so yupp..hee~funnn chat session..!!

ok la...till here..i need sleep...tmr,i will be working at another dept,n in this dept,almost all the staff are female...n im working for a female too!!!pray hard ething will go juz fine...im still missing roger..oops!haha!til then..tc...3 words..

some pics. .


im soo attracted to this colourful kuih..muahah!it's been a long time since i ate it..nice!

now u see it..

now u don...muahahah!

me n aziemah..kk..i was trying to see hw i look like wearing syah's specs..haha!nice?

hee~i prefer this specs...it's kak rau's specs...ok...both syah n kak rau's degree very high..haha!=)

i pass...bt nt flying colours..haha!

okie dokie...1st things 1st..my results!!!ALHAMDULILLAH!!i pass...i didnt expect that result man,seriously..coz i was super slack this sem..hahaha!nonetheless,i still pass..wee~my gpa is 3.5...n i gt a C in my results..hahaha!wooo!!amazing huh?hehe..wat matters most now is that i passed all,w/out having to rpt any module...im thankful enough..syukur byk2..here's my results..

ACCOUNTING APPLICATIONS & ANALYSIS- A
ENTERPRISE CREATION & DEVELOPMENT- A
FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT- B+
FINANCIAL MARKETS & SERVICES - A+
INNOVATION & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION- PX (pass..i gt AD..woo!)
INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS & FINANCE- C

haha..C for IEF..woo!im happy man!!!i thot i wld get a D or sthing..haha!ECD A!!wooo!surprisingly surprised!haah!i thot i wld get a C..coz my biz plan sux!muahahah!watevr it is,i passed,n thats that..to all my other classmates...congrats too..u hv done a great job!!!alan n mj..u gt the full perfect 4..congrats!!others...u scored more than me...boo to me!!haha!to ashwin,im glad u pass micro n bstats...anything,come to me...i can lend u my precious notes..haha!muz rtn my bstats n micro k??hee~

ok...results aside..back to work..so,today is my official last day at that dept..boo!!im gonna miss roger cool very much la!but,im happy too,coz i don hv to face some ppl whom i don like..yup..don wan to mention who tho..but,i kinda think that im gonna meet that person agn soon..somewhere...bluergh..sick..but the mailroom ppl will be damn happy that today is my last day,coz i wont bother them anymore..haha!thats wat i think..n i don like 2 guys..bluergh..one minute,they're kind,one min,they sux!haha!

anyways...i still like roger cool no matter wat..hee~when i asked him to sign my attendance,he shook his head,don wan to sign it..u know,like hw a lil kid shakes his head,saying don wan..then the mouth will moncong..hahah!wooo!!then some more he was leaning on the chair...wooo!!weee!kk..enough of roger-ing indah!!hahaha!anyways..yupyup..i bid my last gdbye to roger b4 i left..(mampos!!mcm putus cinta sak!haha!) hopefully,i can go back there at the end of the mth..hee~

wat else ar??hmm..i donno ehh..haha!i cant get enough of roger now..muahahahahahahaha!!!oh ya!!stacie's performance ystd damn rox la!!wooo!i like!hee~ *im not missing u..* (but im missing many ppl!!)

haha!ok la..til here..tmr im gg to nenek's house..looking fwd to it very much..miss my cousins..it's been a long time since we last met..hee~til then..tc...miss my classmates very muchie too...donno they miss me or not..hahahah!oops!!kk...3 words.. =))