ramadhan's here..

hmm..today is quite a relaxing day for me as i woke at ard 10+...then laze ard..read the papers,listen to the radio,clean the house..so yup..then slept agn..haha!after that,when to sch for meeting..it's been a long time since i step the sch..haha!miss sch?nope!nt at all!hahah!only miss my friends..soo..had the meeting..very stressful i shld say..i hv soo many dates n date dues to keep in mind...wow!this stressing..wats more,my event..like i said..damn hard!arrgghh!i donno how to handle all these man..seriously..haizz..juz gotta pray and work hard then..hope ething will go smoothly for me..=)..

oh ya..now,i kinda cant get over my results..after giving it much thot,i think it's bad..imagine,from GPA 4 to GPA 3.5...wow!whats more,i don hv a single AD,n instead,i hv a C!ok..so y did i suddenly said that?b4 the meeting starts juz now,i was talking to my president..asking her how's her result..then i told her..mine dropped..n she said that it dropped quite badly..she asked me if it's coz of society..hmm..i don think so ba..i already told myself that society is nt gonna be easy,n that i hv to balance all my work..seriously,i donno whre is my mistake man..mayb,i juz don hv the drive,or im nt interested..nt say nt interested,but maybe im juz plain lazy or sthing..arrggghh!i donno!the more i kept thinking abt it,the more i feel so stressed...wats more,the others in society are doin better than me!aarrgghhh!stresser man!!ok,im gonna give my all man next sem!ok,im contradicting myself..i said that as long as i pass,i'll be happy n contented enough..but lookng at the situation now,i muz work hard man..at least get 3.7,like what i gt for yr1,when i 1st joined poly..n also..be in the director's list..i donno whether im still in the director's list..haizz..damn disappointed man!=((...ok...no use being sad now..it's all over n done already..it's time to move on baby!!

ok..back to meeting..same old thing...will be involve in SC outing..n MSA camp..another meeting on tue..bluergh..sux huh??yup!!looking fwd to MSA camp..but y has it to be on the 27th oct???arrgghh!there goes my collection..zZz..hee~

after meeting,accompanied nurul for dinner...mum's cooking nt my taste..so i joined her..reached hm already,watched SI rpt..ok..fun..hee~im still very in love with jon's piano performance..hee~it's wonderful man..nurul also reminded me sthing..jon's slit eyes..hee~ok..i like guys with slit eyes..haha!i donno y..bt yup..but guys with big eyes also i like la...bt nt very big la..until like belolok or goldfish eyes,u call it..muahahah!bt..no matter wat...i still prefer joakim..he's the man!!yeah man!!woo!haha!kk..i cant get enough of the idols..hee~

ok...for some serious matter.. i read the papers abt this lady complaining that she was always being fine for violating traffic rules..i mean..wats there to complain when it is really ur fault???she exceeded the speed lmt,she crossed the double white lines..it's her fault for gdness sake!!y the hell is she complaining???wth man!then,she bragged abt hw a careful driver she has been,but only recently then she gt fined n demerit pts..she's like trying to say that the TP has gt nthing to do,but keep fining ppl n all..ehh hello???if nt for the TP,u think spore's rd will be safe?thx to all these reckless driver,there are many accidents la!i think ar,TP test shld be stricter..u know ar,during tp test only they follow all rules..but then,once they pass,jgn harap la diorg ikut sume rules..haizz..they wont follow the rules already lor...i wonder hw to make these ppl actually follow rules even after tp..sheesh!ok..enuff of that one issue..

im dead beat now..need to do lotsa things...sheesh!til then..tc..last bt nt least..

SLAMAT BERPUASA..SEMOGA KITA SUME DIBERKATI ALLAH..JGN LUPA UAT BYK AMAL N IBADAH..

ps:im still deciding whethe i wanna go for SI finals tmr...sheesh!im so fickle..=P