i don't know already. saddest ever!

im going to cry, seriously. i see this coming actually, but.. i don't know. it's painful. it's miserable. on a side note, i really don't want to do with that person. but i don't mind doing with the other person. because you can cross over, i very much wanna do with that other other person. but of course, that person would wanna do with that person's own specs people.

ahhh.. painful. i really wanna cry i tell you. actually, a bit of tears already started to stream. im taking too hard? no.. FYP, is a BIGG thing. everyone wanna group with the best people, grab the best profs to help them in the FYP. why must we have that? haizz.. why can't they make it non-FYP just like Accountancy? haizzzz..

i'm so down and out. i don't feel like going to school and see that person. the other person. from now, til forever, i think, i'm going to be by myself. as in, not so shou anymore. seriously, it pierced right through my heart. i know, and realise, part of it is my fault. i know. though i hate to accept it. haizz.

not unless i already finalise this group, i just can't help but brood over it.

Ya Allah, i hope everything will go through smoothly. i just wanna graduate. that's all i ask for. nvm if school is miserable. anyway, i've never liked school. haizz.. what a life i have. i mean, school life. haizz..

okok, look forward! don't look back! insya-Allah, everything will go smoothly.