FINALLY sitting for my 1st paper

im finally sitting for my 1st paper after a looong wait. i wish myself all the best. this paper is very painful and challenging. all i ask for is a B+. this is afterall an Elective. if i cant even get a B+, i can just cry. i wouldnt want history to repeat itself just like last semester. only God knows how i felt that time. ive done my best. hopefully i can still rmb all the cases, all the scientific terms, all the nitty gritty details. uwahh! SCARED! i hv some time til ard 2pm later to squeeze everything.

on a side note, more about Arashi. appearing everywhere at the end of the year. they will be appearing in Kouhaku (oh at least i know what this is and have watched b4. haha! proud!), they will still appear in Johnny's countdown. at least thats what i read. that pretty girl who acted with nino in Haikei will appear in the new Arashi's drama. which is gd! at least i know her, and can connect the drama more.

and i will get my xmas gift from Japan JE! wee! no matter what it is, im happy i got it, considering that this is only by special invite, and i just only knew her, and pre-ordered from her only like 3 times.. uwahh! happiness! she's a nicey.. :) so my gift i think will be nino related? LOL! nino's love! tho now im into Sho, i've even created a playlist which consist of only Sho's songs. and even my hp wallpaper is his face. haha! yes! not only my lappy somehow. guilty towards nino.

and and! i watched this LIVE ryusei when the TV aired the last episode. bahh! i wished fans shouted Nino more than Ryo. i replayed, i increase the volume, i don think i hear Nino's name called out. bahh! or i choose to believe im deaf. but nvm. i just wanna rant. heh.

ok, i can go on, but i needa stop. it's 2am. 12hrs to revise e'thing and get some sleep for my FIRST paper at 5pm! (bad timing!) ok ok! ciao!

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