life's simply just TOO short

too many things happen lately..juz too many i cant keep myself focus..

15nov,at ard 4plus in the morning,i rcved a call saying that my grandaunt da takde..she passed away on that morning n i cant help but felt sad over it as it was an unexpected death.nothing was wrong with her,she was all fine and ok,the healthiest among all her siblings..i cant accept the way she passed away juz like that..she is my ah ma's younger sis anw..so tat makes her my ah ma too..omgosh!as im typing this,i juz cant help but cry agn..

juz like my cousin,im much closer to her than my own ah ma..hence thats y i cant help it but cry..if u get wat i mean,she passed away due to buatan org..astaghfirullah..ya,she was cursed by some black magic..n the worse thing is that,i found out from my mum that it was done by OWN FAMILY MEMBER!yes!wtf rite?omgosh!ape la salah nenekku ya org sanggup uat mcm gitu pat die,sampai die mati mcm gitu saje?i tell u,she was struggling..she cldnt speak,she cldnt even mengucap on her death bed..can u imagine how damn evil that person is?my uncles n aunts all didnt wanna tell who that person is..yes they know who is this person..n do u know wat does this person said to my uncle,who lives with my ah ma?he/she said "tinggal kau sorg saje belum"..meaning only left him she hasnt do anything..subhanallah..i was like wth..speechless..but u know,semoga roh nenek dicucuri rahmat n ya,i saw her,n her face was berseri..

my mother cldnt help but cry on her knees the moment we reached my aunt's place to see my ah ma..my mother open the cloth to see her face..but i think my mother has no regrets or watsoever coz she went to see her that nite..ya,my mum was badly affected by it coz like me,she is super much closer to her than her own mother,coz this ah ma of mine was the one who tc of her when she was young,n my mum along with her younger sis,also tc of my ah ma's children..that means their cousins..my mum is so close to her that she calls her kakak (sis) i/o makcik..

n u know,they are like cant be separated..always gg to geylang n jln2 together..always buying the same clothes n shoes..go for facial,share recipes..juz recently they bot a pair of shoes together to wear it to jemputan tgther..subhanallah..i super feel for my mum..many of the things that happen in her life revolves ard my ah ma..

n when we wanna go home n she wanna salam all my aunts n cousins,n my uncle,the one who lives with my ah man n is teh closest cried at the sight of my mum coz it happened that the clothes that my mum wore was the one that they bot togther..n my uncle rmb vividly..n he juz broke down n hugged my mum..n his other sisters all came hugging my mother,n comforting each other that we had to let go of her n not cry over her n that they are by each other's side..i cried at that sight..i super cldnt stand it..i super feel for it..

n juz days ago was her 3rd day death anniversary n they had tahlil but i didnt tag along as i had exams..thats y i say,too many things..i wish i can go for it..

i juz wanna say that life's juz simply TOO short..n ppl had nothing better to do but get jealous of other ppl juz when ppl are leading easy life n blessed with gd life..ppl seriously has got nothing better to do n willing to go to the extent of cursing n killing people and send to their deathbed.commonly,be fucking realistic?even so if u wanna do ppl n curse ppl n send black magic,if that person has done u wrong,then u wanna do,then i understand laa!but that aside,do they even know wtf is SINFUL?wat is DOSA?wat is NERAKA?astaghfirullah..im not talking as if im any kind either laa,but helloooo???can knock some sense into that fucking head of yours or nt?u do this kinda things,damn fucking inhuman can?!?i donno mann...but ya la,all's that over,n the family decided not to pursue the matter n leave it in the hands of Allah..tho my bro in law did tell my uncle to juz confront that person coz it's many vs 1..i donno...all that i ask for now is berdoa n pray that pemergian nenek is selamat n that her family will be safe..there's far much more to it but if i wanan blog,then wont end..

my ah ma aside,now my sis..she also kena..this one is done by her OWN COLLEAGUE!im like totally speechless laa,i super donno wat to say..ni laa org mly,org senang sikit,jumpe bomoh..n i hope my sis will get well soon..n she's facing this with penuh tabah..im praying for her safety..coz of this,we had to cancel our holiday..but im fine with it..all i ask for is for my sis to get well soon..ive nvr seen her so down b4..

now come to think of it,if no malay frens also gd..no im not being racist against my own race but that's the fact of it..kau baik mcm mane pun,klu org da cemburu dgn kesenangan kau,org klu geram,die uat jugak..n this is very POPULAR among org MELAYU ISLAM..astaghfirullah..BERUBAH LAH!

argh!that aside,on a lighter note,CORNER WITH LOVE rox!left with one more epi to go n im gg to watch it later tonight n then go full gear to chiong stats n econs paper..TSK!marketing was ok juz now..ok only but not convince n satisfied..but ohwells..over liao.now focus on these 2 last papers n im FREE!

til then...ciaoz!