overly-used.irritating!

ok so at this time i shld be like either sleeping or doing some tutorials,but i juz cant help it la,once i go online,i cant stop,or rather,i don wanna stop..haha..thats bad..eday,whenver i go online,i was hoping that he will be online..heh..

anw,been quite a roller coaster..i had a super long day on tues.with my mktg presentation,4 hrs of lecture straight,after that went for investment st away..crazyness..my day was from 1030-9pm..not that this is the 1st time,tho back in np was worse than this..but ohwells..hahaha..i kinda don like it laa..haizz..

ok,so some updates..alhamdulillah my mktg presentation went ok,n out tutor was quite impressed by it,tho i don like the fact that some of my tutorial mates shoot qns at us,when we don even think they shld be even asking that qn,or the fact that it is not even a qn..kns..irritating..hahaha!really lor..TSK!thr's juz this girl who juz cant keep her trap shut laa,she juz LOVESS to talk,n she can talk nonstop..it's juz her la,so i cant blame her,but i jz don like it..but she's a nice girl..really..haha!in my opinion,she's juz this competitive girl..outstanding too i can say..but eeyeerrr,y muz i hv her in my class?tsk..stress cann?TSKKKK!theysay.com said that she loves to study n missed studying..hahaha!siao or watt???likes to study?missed studying??ewww!but shes not a nerd i can cfm that..hah!

n ive been shot with many funny questions n remarks like..ure my 1st malay friend or i don hv mnay malay friends n ure the few..n question like so how many of ur cousins actually made it to uni?ok,so thats the thing..tho my cirle of friends have been mostly chinese except for back in sec n pri sch,when i came to poly n mixed ard w chinese,i NVR came across this kinda remarks or qns..coz in one way or anor,they do hv some malay friends..so,in uni,i think most of these ppl DON HV malay friends n they admit,or even if they hv,theyre not close..i was thinking,maybe due to the fact they have been in SEP schs,whereby there is no or few malays..so im like the rare malay friends they hv..haha!that i understand,but i juz cant accept it when ppl asked my how many of my cousins make it to uni?wats ur reason for asking that?is it really that ridiculous i made it to uni?or wat?i donno..but i think thats the reason,coz it's true few malay/muslims made it to uni,wat more a biz course..i always looked ard me to find true blue malay/muslim,but i can safely say it wont even reach 50..but the fact ppl shldnt have this thinking,perception,thot,stereotype that malay/muslim are cant make it type..u know,that kinda idea..to a certain extent it's true,but the fact that u shldnt generalise..ohwells,i donno if ppl do get my point,but i tink the point is thr,juz that not so clear or the way i express it..u know,im all the way out n try to do my best n make my community proud..at the least,graduate with a gd degree n gpa,no need to be top..insya-allah..but overall,ok la..all hv been gd n i like..altho some are irritating..which im gg to talk abt nx..

i HATE my ob grp..not totally hate,but i juz cant gel in with them..they're always talking abt their hall activities,of watver crap n it's oh so irritating..nvr do tutorial,slack,nvr do article arena n talk so much..n all they think of is SMOKE..n i SUPER DUPER HATE the word smoke as it's SUPER OVERLY USED n it's nt a gd word or sthing to be proud of..WTH!TSK!hw bad can u be,when the tutor is gg thru the lecture,explaining things,n thr u are half dead..i don mind if ure half dead coz ure doin tutorial or rushing proj,but the fact that u had SUPPER with ur so called LOVELY hallmates or whoever that irritating person is,n u compromise ur lecture/tutorial???if it's cca or wat,i don mind u know..how effing shit can that be laa???i tell u,i damn SUPER REGRET i nvr chg grp when the tutor gave us a week grace to chg grp..FUCK!k im super damn pissed seriously..i supr nvr see this coming..wat more,for ob,60% of the whole module comes from PROJECTTTT!shit shit!!argghhh!!i hope that in time to come,the situation will be better..worse still,every wk,i hv ppl absent..last wk,TWO ppl absent coz they had pageant fitting..(ewww!they're not even SOOO pretty n SOOO handsome to be pageant..)irritating!but this one bo pian ar,the committee is to be blamed..f shit!then juz now 1 nvr come donno for wat reason..damnit ar!all cock up lorr!fyi,i can choose to do the same laa,but i don want too,coz if i do as such too,the grp die..not say that im like the saviour la,but im more of the more reliable ones around..these ppl are juz TOO engrossed with the hall,or maybe they see ob as crap n shld juz heck care abt it..very well if u wanna heck care,u'll nvr know hw much is it gg to pull down ur gpa..haizz..im tired of it man..im juz staying positive n thrs no use ranting abt it coz it's not gg to chg anything..haizzz..

anw,that aside,i went to canteen A that tues,n i had ayam penyet at 3bucks..yummy yumm yumm!heh..i LOVE gg to north spine despite the fact that i had to climb up n down that super duper long n steep flight of stairs..hahahah!whenever i go to north spine,im always hoping to see him..heh..=p

oh yaa!n u know,whenever i drop at NIE bustop,i will also be reminded of him..hahha!coz thats the stop whre u can see sch of mechanical n aerospace engineering..hahah!omgosh!i sound soo like wat!hahahah!pfftt..

n ive nt been reading my text b4 lecture due to my mktg presentation..shall resume reading soon..im gg to spend my wkend doin so..i hv many things in time to come..n all the things clash on the same day..irritated agn..ohwells..uni life..nvr easy..trust me..unless ure a smarty pants..

n oh yes!i chatted with len teck chong at last..hahahha!oops!he's cute..heh..=)

ok,i tink i stop here..im gg to get my 800 on sat soon but pls don ask me to treat coz it's meant for studying..will be heading down to my sis's house tmr after sch..til then..ciaoz!


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