fed up ar!sialan tul!

ok...it seeems like ebody is nt happy on the results of SI..hah!like watever!srious man...da menang da la..da kalah da la..kau bbl byk2 pun bkn leh uat ape2 seh!like duhz man!sial la cinonet2 ni sume kadang2!like wat the **** sia!haizz..ape2 la ehh..media juz sucks sometimes..bluergh to them la!get a life la!juz accept the fact la!leh npk sgt sak sume org tknk die menang.tk ya tgk jauh2 ar...pengadil2 sialan tu sume tk habis2 puji si diktu!fulamak!tk leh angkat sak!ok la,aku bkn nk ape la kan..sape2 klu mcm gitu,aku pun tk puas hati seh!sheesh!arrghh!!**** ar!hah!

ok..that aside..im starting to hate work now..n im missing the other dept..its much nicer there...i cant stand the 2 nyonyas at my current dept..bluergh!sheesh!they r really getting on my nerves.nasib la skrg tgh puasa..klu tk..da melenting aku!sheesh!

ok..i saw roger..hee~now..i wanna go work late..as in..take the 825 bus..haha!sakit hati aku jek dtg siang2..hehe..ok la..im tired..til then..tc..lastly..HAPPY BDAY TIQUS!!hee~3 words..looking fwd to this sat..will be meeting my long lost cousin..hee~=)

SI FINALS RESULTS SHOW LIVE

fuuuuuulaaaaaaaamaaaaaaaaak!!!tk leh angkat lah beb!die menang ar!fuyoo!bkn main happy gile aku!mati hidup mly ar!!woohoo!!haha!

k..i went to indoor stadium juz now la!to watch the SI finals results show!wooohoo!wee~hehe..ok..for the 1st time,i was cheering for hady...n yeah!im contradicting myself.i actually voted over 100 for hady la!hahah!serious man!this is crazy la!ok..so y did i suddenly wanna vote for him??coz i really2 wan him to win..ystd's show really showcased very well who deserves to win.sooo,at the stadium,i was bz voting n shouting n cheering like mad!haha!ok..so to all my cousins,friends,friend's friends..don say i don vote k?if u all vote at least 50,then ok..klu tk,diam2 sudah..haha!ok..u know those blue n white thing,where they hit2..i donno wat the hell is that call...mine inflated soo many times..haha!then,i coped other ppl's..haha!

soo...as usual..the top2 performed...i was juz looking fwd to top10!!!wooohoo!!all of them performed well man!they improved soo tremendously!they sang sooo well!

im soo in luv with jay's no promises!fulamak!gerek sak!
nurul also nice!she always sang my fav song!great nurul!
rahimah also!rox man!bez ar die!
gayle's song a bit sad leh..haha!
mat rox as ever!
emilee...still cheena to me..haha!
norman also nt bad..
fuyyoo!!paul also rox la!haha!i enjoyed very muchie too!thats the real paul man!emo rock!woohoo!say say say!yaphooo!haha!
jasmine..ok la..she's nt really my fav..so ya..
JOAKIM!!!been waiting all nite for him!he's juz the boy im looking for!!!woohoo!i love his stage presence very muchie!!!woohoo!!miss him man!he rox la no matter wat..tho ppl behind me kept saying sux..bt i don give it a damn la!hah!

rahimah rahim's performances with the top10 also damn nice!i like!energy mrepekz ar..electrico also nice...tanya chua..nah..expected better than that..

TAUFIK!fuuyyooo!!!great la!great as ever!bez man!woohoo!his new song was nice too!

thenn..the results...he's out!hady's the SI!!woohoo!power ar!gerek ar!i teared a bit..a bit touched..plus happy..hee~ok..im damn emo like hell..haha!then...i wanna go to the stage area to wave at joakim..by the time i reached there,he went backstage liao..muahaha!but..nvm..instead,i saw his mum!n his mum still rmbs me!!woo!im soo touched!

she thanked me for the watch..hee~the watch was quite big,she had to take off 3 parts..ok,i donno wth u call that thing.haha!my vocab is very ltd..haha!ok..so ya..n she told me joakim was wearing it,jz now at the SI finals..wee~im happy he likes it..then his mum asked me how i know he likes adidas..coz i bought for him an adidas watch..n i was like..i donno he likes adidas..bt,u know..he's the sporty type,so jz bought him adidas one..then,furthermore,that time,when SI extra was showing them doin shopping at heeren,n i saw joakim looking at watches..thats y i decided to buy for him a watch..hee~then his mum told me that he also wanna find a watch..he lost his adidas watch also,then i bought for him..weee~wah!is there some telepathy betw us?haha!oops!soo yup!im gald he likes it..i shared the watch with vincent..hee~then..his mum was like keep on thanking me..nah..it's my pleasure man..like i said,anythng for joakim man!woo!he's the man!oh ya!n his mum showed me she's wearing the hairclip that i gave her..hee~wee~im soo touched la seriously!=))..then,she was like hoping that we can stil keep in touch n meet up some day...hee~i wan too!aunt pia has been very great!i love her!n joakim too!n his friends too!n yeah!i took pic with his mum!hee~she really made my day..thx aunt!sarang hae!!

ok..i almost forgt abt work...i saw ROGER!!!awww....heee~ok la..til here..im happy that hady won..im happy i saw aunt pia..im happy i saw roger..n...JOAKIM is my SI still..=))..til then..tc..gonna miss SI sooo much man!!=)3 words..


me n aunt pia...sarang hae!!!=))

ok..i cant upload this pic..haha!lnext time aite...i tried umpteen times bt to no avail..
me n nurul...memories of SI...she had soo much funn..so luckily hady won..if nt,she wld be crying n wont talk to me..haha!

my current fav song

Chaka Khan~Through The Fire

I look in your eyes and I can see
We've loved so dangerously
You're nvr trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But I believe that we've only just begun
When it's this good, there's no saying no
I want you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you'll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I'm not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, there's no saying no
I need you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS

Through the test of time

CHORUS

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

im in love with this song now..chaka rox man!i love her im every woman too!woo!chaka rox!!!!

SI FINALS

ooooooohhhhhmmmyyyyyyggggooooooooooodddd!!!!!!!!!

haha!woo!juz finished watching the SI finals..hmm..ok la,both did well..but,i think hady's better..omg!his rendition of chaka khan's thru the fire was fantabulous la!omg!to me,that was his best performance man!woohoo!whats more,the song has such beautiful lyrics...hady emotes it soo damn wonderfully la!!no amt of words can describe it man!fuuuulamak!!hah!ok,i admit he went a bit off at some parts of the song,bt wat the hell!wat the heck!i don care man!woohoo!for the 1st time,im singing praises for him..muahaha!the song u give me wings..woohoo!pun gerek la beb!tk leh angkat sak aku!hahah!freedom..nah..i don really like the song..but he did it well too...a fast beat song,he warms up the atmosphere...

as for jon...i like him rite from the start..i like him as him,nt as a singer...only his snow patrol is nice...his other 2 songs..nah..nt nice...but,i donno y the judges like him soo much,esp ja n flo..bluergh..hmm...ok la..oh ya!i like his hair!!omg!!nice!woohooo!haha!shant talk abt him that much...all i can say is may the bez man wins...who i vote for,none..haha!i will only vote for joakim..n altho hady did well,i still like joakim..he's my SI no matter wat..i cant stress this enough man..hee~woo!joakim's the man!he's hot man juz now..all black..wooohoo!!the other 9 idols also looked great!=))

ok...juz now madrasah was funn!my uztaz finally came back!woohoo!hee~i love his teaching soo much la!n yeah!i miss him too la!weee~uztaz rocks my socks!woo!n yeah!thx uztaz for asking me all the qns..wahahaha!like there's no other ppl in class..n thx to tiq too,he had to ask me..all of it..sheesh!haha!bt gd also..i know nuts abt it..n sooo..i hv to start reading it man!n also amalkan..i guess i gotta start thinking abt it n do sthing abt it.. =)

after madrasah,went to my sis's house for a while..she wanna pass me some clothes...wee~so now i don hv to buy clothes for work..hee~juz need to buy some bottoms..coz my sis has big butts..haha!i cant wear her bottom..hee~miss riana n rudy..sooo..took some crazy pics of them n me..hee~


hee~rudy looks like some learned,intelligent boy.haha!he's wearing riana's old specs...hmm...rudy will look gd in specs when he's older..haha!oops!me n specs guy..hee~

ok...my sis juz bought this set of chair n table..so i juz wanna pose with it..haha!

the 3 of us...love them loads!alamk!rudy!ur eyes looked a bit cock la!haha!

hee~me trying to act cute?hahha!love that hairband!

eee!haha!

ok..this is wat i'll call cute..haha!

wassup with that face la riana??haha!

til then...tc...3 words...

ramadhan's here..

hmm..today is quite a relaxing day for me as i woke at ard 10+...then laze ard..read the papers,listen to the radio,clean the house..so yup..then slept agn..haha!after that,when to sch for meeting..it's been a long time since i step the sch..haha!miss sch?nope!nt at all!hahah!only miss my friends..soo..had the meeting..very stressful i shld say..i hv soo many dates n date dues to keep in mind...wow!this stressing..wats more,my event..like i said..damn hard!arrgghh!i donno how to handle all these man..seriously..haizz..juz gotta pray and work hard then..hope ething will go smoothly for me..=)..

oh ya..now,i kinda cant get over my results..after giving it much thot,i think it's bad..imagine,from GPA 4 to GPA 3.5...wow!whats more,i don hv a single AD,n instead,i hv a C!ok..so y did i suddenly said that?b4 the meeting starts juz now,i was talking to my president..asking her how's her result..then i told her..mine dropped..n she said that it dropped quite badly..she asked me if it's coz of society..hmm..i don think so ba..i already told myself that society is nt gonna be easy,n that i hv to balance all my work..seriously,i donno whre is my mistake man..mayb,i juz don hv the drive,or im nt interested..nt say nt interested,but maybe im juz plain lazy or sthing..arrggghh!i donno!the more i kept thinking abt it,the more i feel so stressed...wats more,the others in society are doin better than me!aarrgghhh!stresser man!!ok,im gonna give my all man next sem!ok,im contradicting myself..i said that as long as i pass,i'll be happy n contented enough..but lookng at the situation now,i muz work hard man..at least get 3.7,like what i gt for yr1,when i 1st joined poly..n also..be in the director's list..i donno whether im still in the director's list..haizz..damn disappointed man!=((...ok...no use being sad now..it's all over n done already..it's time to move on baby!!

ok..back to meeting..same old thing...will be involve in SC outing..n MSA camp..another meeting on tue..bluergh..sux huh??yup!!looking fwd to MSA camp..but y has it to be on the 27th oct???arrgghh!there goes my collection..zZz..hee~

after meeting,accompanied nurul for dinner...mum's cooking nt my taste..so i joined her..reached hm already,watched SI rpt..ok..fun..hee~im still very in love with jon's piano performance..hee~it's wonderful man..nurul also reminded me sthing..jon's slit eyes..hee~ok..i like guys with slit eyes..haha!i donno y..bt yup..but guys with big eyes also i like la...bt nt very big la..until like belolok or goldfish eyes,u call it..muahahah!bt..no matter wat...i still prefer joakim..he's the man!!yeah man!!woo!haha!kk..i cant get enough of the idols..hee~

ok...for some serious matter.. i read the papers abt this lady complaining that she was always being fine for violating traffic rules..i mean..wats there to complain when it is really ur fault???she exceeded the speed lmt,she crossed the double white lines..it's her fault for gdness sake!!y the hell is she complaining???wth man!then,she bragged abt hw a careful driver she has been,but only recently then she gt fined n demerit pts..she's like trying to say that the TP has gt nthing to do,but keep fining ppl n all..ehh hello???if nt for the TP,u think spore's rd will be safe?thx to all these reckless driver,there are many accidents la!i think ar,TP test shld be stricter..u know ar,during tp test only they follow all rules..but then,once they pass,jgn harap la diorg ikut sume rules..haizz..they wont follow the rules already lor...i wonder hw to make these ppl actually follow rules even after tp..sheesh!ok..enuff of that one issue..

im dead beat now..need to do lotsa things...sheesh!til then..tc..last bt nt least..

SLAMAT BERPUASA..SEMOGA KITA SUME DIBERKATI ALLAH..JGN LUPA UAT BYK AMAL N IBADAH..

ps:im still deciding whethe i wanna go for SI finals tmr...sheesh!im so fickle..=P

m i lucky or wat? -part2

ok...today was fine day for me..im happy,at the same time im pissed,angry..haizz...i donno ar..when my day is such a wonderful one,somebody or sthing muz upset me.damnit!ass!!arrgghh!but nvm..look at the bright side..so yup..=))

oh no!i missed the 815 transport la!zZz...sooo,no roger!!soo down n out man,the feeling..haha!i was at the area already..then the bus juz left like that..zZz..haha!see la..i took soo long to get ready for work..serious man...there will always be sthing that is amiss man..zZz..haha!ok..so yup..im sad..=(..but...i saw the other handsome guy!hahah!woo!ok,so now i know..he will only be with that dept for 5 wks,after that,i donno where he'll go..hmm..

work time,i did lotsa sorting,photocopying n filing..at least sthing..rather than sitting down doin nthing,makes me soo damn sleepy..so yupp!!then..lunch time,i ate with kathy,kak cetia n lilian..nice lunch..cheap also..hee~kak cetia bought for me kuih sugee..or is it the biscuit?ok..watver..but it's sugee...nice..i was suppose to eat lunch with kelly,but her work was still undone,so i ended up gg lunch with them..ok,another down n out moment...coz i cant see roger!!ystd also nvr see,today also nvr see..zZz...sadz..hmm..haha!ok,y sad?coz today is the last time that i will b gg out for lunch..next wk is already ramadhan..so wont be gg out bah...hmm..haizz..wat a day...wats more,today is friday,end of the wk!!at least if it's still wed or thurs,still gt chance bah..haizz...oh ya!the makcik at the food stall talked to me in english!!haha!she thot im chinese!!hahaha!i juz talked abt it ystd,n juz now it happened agn..hee~

after lunch,continued with my work..more sorting,photocopying n filing...the office is damn cold like hell!im freezing man!wats more,no jacket..damn lazy to bring..i bring small bag mah...sheesh!so yupp...then hor,then hor..guess wat??while i was filing n stuff,guess who came over????ROGER!!!omgdness!!am i lukcy or wat?hahah!!i cant help but smile!!haha!when he came,n i was like.."hi!"..hahaha!so he came with the same lady..i donno who the hell is she,but i think she will be staying on my dept..they already fixed printer,tel n all for her...so,i can no longer use that desk n drawer to keep my stuff..zZz..where are they gg to dump me??hahaha!hmm..oh ya..as u know,every friday,we can wear casually...then..i realise that every fri,roger will wear his specs..woo!i like!!!he wore it today!!like i said,i love men wearing specs...they look learned..hee~ok..im mad man!i think ppl cant be bothered to read my blog...haha!

ok,so from today,i hv exactly 3 more wks to work...which also means that 3 more wks to sch!!aarrgghh!!i hv no rest man!zero man!!zZz..thats what poly life is all abt...the only fun u hv is at work n sch..i hv to be prepared for sch man..its gonna be a damn busy semester for me...i hv the remaining 7 events to handle...(if im nt wrong)..im the projhead for 1 of them,ambassador also..maybe ard 2-3 events..meeting here n there..lectures,tutorials,projs as usual...eday will be a 9-5 pm,or even later than that..my part-time job..wats more,if i really get to transfer to marina square,it'll be worse..omgdness!im gonna be shagged man!but nvm...im up to it..im all ready!juz bring it man!haha!insya-Allah,i can handle ething..

ok la..til here..i think i need rest..oh ya!next wk is mth end..i hope that i cld go back to my 1st dept to help roger..hee~kk..enuff...til then..tc guys..3 words..

*2 days to SI finals..cant wait to see joakim perform agn..hee~i don care abt the 2 finals also..haha!may the bez man wins..who will it be?u vote,u decide..



am i in daze??or lala land?i donno wat is this cutie feeling..=)

m i unlucky or wat?

ok...i hv many things to blog abt..n i think i really need to blog abt it..muahaha!sooo..i haven finish ystd's story...hee~so,i brought my laptop along with me ystd coz of the time table appt...so,i was trying to connect to the co's internet..but cant..so charles from the IT dept help me..i didnt know he recognised me..coz im only a small fry in the company mah..who wld take notice of me rite?haha!but no..i was mistaken!hee~he also couldnt fix my laptop,so he called other guy to help..then,on the phone,he went.."im trying to fix her laptop,u know the 2 girls bla bla bla.."haha!he telling the guy on the other line abt me..haha!so he called us the 2 girls..muahah!later...another IT guy..randy..came also..to help to fix the printer..he also recognised me...n he went.."u r transferred here?last time u were at the admin side rite?"..wah!!im soo honoured la..haha..then i told kelly..n kelly was saying coz we always go to the toilet,then all saw us..haha!randy is cute!he's a phillipines i think..the co. has many handsome ppl..wooo!how cool is that?

i think i hv more stories,but somehow i forgot..haha!nvm..back at hm,the internet connection was giving me probs..ok,thx to my itchy fingers also..haha!so,i called singnet..ok..the guy was very helpful...hee~i like!at 1st,i was scared to even call..but...no!!i was very chirpy,as if i talked to a friend..haha!he's nice..tapi r die karat..haha..anyways..juz wanna say thx to him..he's a great help..=)

today...am i unlucky or wat?i didnt see him the whole day la!not even in the shuttle bus la!sheesh!boring sia!haizz....hope i get to see him tmr..i only hv like 3wks n 1day left..

so,when i reached the office,this lady,joanna,came to me after she made drinks...she asked me this..

jo:u wat nationality?
me:sporean..
jo:really meh?then wat race?
me:malay lor..
jo:oh!u don look like sporean leh.like some foreigner..philippines or wat...

haha!ok...yup..ive been getting such comments from ppl..ppl thot im some indon or philippines..muahaha!so i asked kelly do i look sporean..then she said ya..i asked wat race..she said chinese,but a bit darker..hahaha!ok..so if ppl mistaken me as some filipino,indo or chi nvm u know..some ppl thot im indian??omgdness!!!im not the least indian la!hahhaah!wassup with this ppl sometimes sia!mad or wat?blind?hahaah!ok..watever..was matters is im malay..hahah!u can say chi also bah..i don mind..hee~

work was fine..at last i did something useful..i did some sorting n photocopying..at last..but muz still continue timing..zZz...haha!i dozed off for a while,coz i didnt see roger mah..haha!kk..im mad..

anythng else?hmm..not at the moment..suddenly,i forgot ethng..hahaha!im tired already also..wanna get some sleep..b4 dat,wanna do my excel..oh ya!i gt my timetable already..it sux tho..but i don mind..as long as all of us still remains in the same class...=))

til then..tc..3 words..

m i lucky or wat?

Weee~wat another bright and sunny day it is today..yahoo!im soo happy n in cloud 9 today..y?coz i bumped into roger today..woo!!so,as usual,took the mrt..heng ar im nt late.i always close my eyes when im in the mrt,be it stand or sit.so,juz now after I transfer to another train to somerset,when i reached at dhoby ghaut,I opened my eyes n saw...n saw...n saw...ROGER!!!haha!woo!i was shocked for a moment la seriously.jantung ku degap-degup..muahahaha!no la..mad la if im like that.hmm...am i lucky or wat??hahahah!woo!!

ok..then it was lunch...ok,i cant stress this enough...am i lucky or wat???haha!saw him agn la!!wooo!wats more,from my table,can see him la!!wooo!hahah!weee~ok..now the cuckoo thing is this..i didnt approach n said hi to him la!hw stupid can i be rite??arrgghh!i hate myself for that la seriously..haha!haizz..zZz...i muz really give myself a tite slap sometimes..haizz...ok,nvm..hopefully tmr can see him agn..hee~ok..i got lots more to story..but im tired...wats more...im down with flu...bluergh..im tired of blowing my nose...ok..will continue tmr aite?till then..tc..3 words...=)

june baby

i came across this in the friendster bulletin...n im a june baby..so this is wat it says abt june baby..haha!some r true,some i donno..let ppl judge..if i say the wrong thing,later ppl thot i wat.hahah!

JUNE SHYNESS (me?shy?haha!sometimes..)
Fun to be with. ~wat say u?
Loves to try new things. ~haha!depends!!
Boy/girls LOVE you. ~who??really?
You are very hott. ~hottt?i don think im hot at all..unless u saying im hot as in hot,im not!im always feeling cold!hah!
Secretive. ~yup..very secretive to some things..
Difficult to fathom and to be understood. ~yup..i think soo too..
Quiet unless excited or tensed. ~haha!really?depends...i can be very noisy n very quiet..
Takes pride in oneself. ~hmm..ni part tk fhm sikit..maybe ar..
Has reputation. ~of course..haha!
Easily consoled. ~wat say u??
Honest. ~yup..very..really!!haha!
Concerned about people's feelings. ~depends..
Tactful. ~depends..
Friendly. ~depends also..haha!really..it all depends on he situation..
Approachable. ~i don think so...ppl said i can be sombong..haha!
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. ~yuppp!!very true!!!haha!
Moody and easily hurt. ~moody yes..easily hurt??maybe also..
Witty and sparkly. ~haha!i donno..
spazzy at times. ~spazzy??
Not revengeful. ~sometimes..
Forgiving but never forgets. ~ya..
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. ~ya..sometimes..
Guides others physically and mentally. ~maybe...i donno if im a gd influence..
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. ~ya..
Caring and loving. ~depends..
Treats others equally. ~not really..
Strong sense of sympathy. ~ya...
Wary and sharp. ~when im nt sleepy..
Judges people through observations. ~yup..
Hardworking. ~haha! a bit..
No difficulties in studying. ~a lot of difficulties la!if nt,i can get gpa 4 la!haha!
Loves to be alone. ~sometimes...depends..if im damn tired n down,i'd like to be alone..
Always broods about the past and the old friends. ~ya..
Waits for friends. ~ya..
Never looks for friends. ~i always look..
Not aggressive unless provoked. ~yup..
Loves to be loved. ~who doesnt love to be loved?
Easily hurt but takes long to recover. ~maybe...haha!

the bold ones are really meee!hahaha!=))

btw...today is a bright sunny dayyy!!n i like it very muchie!!enuff of rain...makes me wanna sleep only...no mood to work...hopefully tmr will be bright n sunny too..im soo in love with the sun..hee~til then..tc aite??3 words..=))

another new environment

hmm..my 1st day at work in the new dept...donno whether i wanna say its nice,or bad..ok,the ppl are nice..but my job is boring!like i said,i muz do yet another motion,another timing of ppl doin processes..omgdness!this is killing me man!im sick ar i tell u..

so i reached early as usual,n the person that im suppose to rpt to,who is lye guat,haven reach yet...so i waited there like a fool..haha!n my TODAY paper i passed it to kelly..if i had known it,i didnt pass her the paper la,so that i can read..haha!ok..so yup..when she reached already,still need to wait for her to settle down,make herself a cup of coffee la..n soo on..baru die lyn aku..so she explained to me wat im suppose to do..this study is harder than the last one..n i hv to come out with my own template to record the timing using excel..n u know i sux at excel..arrgghh!!roger!!!can come n save me??haha!at least when i worked for him,he help me do the excel la..haizz..wat a luck man..all my other friends in the same company as me muz rpt to the same person...me,i've been rpting to 3 ppl already la!zZz...

kk...b4 that,wanna tell u..early morning already kasi aku jumpe si pakcik tu..ish!boring jek!spoil my mood sia!but...when i alighted from the bus,i saw roger tho..hee~n guess wat?he came over at ard 10+,n had little discussion with the ppl in the dept...wooo!hehe...so..at least i still get to see him...oh roger,do come over often..muahahahaaha!kk..craps..then..he was sitting with this girl la,i donno watver for...then,at that desk itself,is where my belongings are,n i wanna get my hp..lye guat thot i wan the chair...then...roger help me get a chair..hee~ok..he's really sweet...thats wat i like abt him..n whats more...he's soo cute n damn cool!!!hehe..

n talking abt coolness...i heard this grp of ppl,gossipping abt other staff..haha!n they were talking abt jeslyn..the 1st person that i had to rpt to...n yup..they don like her..haha!me too!she bluergh..donno y ehh..but when i look at her,she looks bitchy..haha!someone that will make ur life difficult..haha!i think i heard correctly la,that they were talking abt her..then,if im nt wrong also,they talked abt roger!!!haha!!they said that roger will not lose his temper...hee~but of course man!he's mr roger cool mah!hahahah!when i heard his name rite,st away my eyes opened wide..i was nt sleepy anymore..muahaha!!kk..im totally mad!hahah!

as usual,eday,i hope that work will be a better day..i still hv a mth or so to go..wish me luck aite??i cant wait for this whole thing to end..it's torturous,seriously..other than meeting roger n my current new colleagues..the rest of it sux,including the job!hahaha!i can become a pro time keeper sia after this whole attachment..muahahaha!oh ya!lye guat is nice..im lucky to get her..hee~hopefully she'll be nice to me til the end..=))

ok..enuff abt work..abt SI..there is recording tonight...haizz...if there's no work,i will definitely be there la..haizzz...looking fwd soo much to the finals...hee~get to see all the top12...love all of them loads..esp joakim,jay,em,mat,rahimah,paul,jas n nurul...all the bez la...all of u r gg to rox once agn..woohoo!!

anything else??hmm..don think so bah..juz wanna say that im starting to miss vince..hahaha!he juz celebrated his bday..so yup..old liao,but still as gorgeous n hot..hee~ok la..till here..i wanna sleep soon..tc aite...3 words..

catching up session

ok...time for long updates...hehe...i needa blog abt it..hee~so,ystd,i went to my grandma's house for kenduri puasa...it's fun..hee~soo..met up with most of my cousins..funn!hehe..

n guess wat?im soo super shocked that my dear zahid has gt a bike!!n it's TZM!!ok,watever that bike is,but my other younger cousins said it's the big bike..woooo!!cool la zahid!!he's a yr younger than me tho..all of us were very close when we younger...now,all of us are grown-ups,each n everyone of us leads our own life..

soo,yup...we did some cathing up here n there..dearest nabilah became chubbier..haha!ebody was teasing her what fatty cheeks she has now..haha!n yup!she's far much heavier than me!!haha!when she's only 15,n im 19..muahahah!wooo!

chatted with kak rau abt my attachment...yup..funn!seems like she's enjoying her working life now..all the bez la gal!!lookin fwd to pizza hut this friday aite??

syah!!wat happen to u???kau da mcm aku tk tau ar..nk kate mina rock,bkn.watver it is,when i saw her,she reminds me of one of paul's fan..muahaha!ok..so i think she's gg into this concept...i donno watver it is called..muahahah!asalkan kau bhg..wat i can say is..u're pretty...serious...i mean it..hee~she' fat last time..muahahah!n i like ur specs!!haha!but kak rau's nicer..muahahah!

to aziemah...juz follow ur heart..u know urself bez aite...support u all the way..way to go gal!!woo!!

ok..so i was not despaired from being disturbed by my cousins n aunties abt me supporting joakim..nah...i don give it a damn tho..hee~wahh!!all of them support hady sia!haha!!they kept saying abt wat a gd voice he has n all...hmm..ok..hee~i think i prefer taufik to him tho..=)

today...as usual,it's time for me to relax n chill at hm b4 i start another 5 days of 8-5..zZz..went for madrasah...ok..my uztaz is still nt back yet..boring...hopefully he'll be back next wk..then..after that,i did some ironing...n it's still nt done coz im lazy to iron my pants..haha!watched some tv..yup..basically that only..

hmm..i came across this article in the malay newspaper abt breaking up...the commenter was saying that when a couple breaks up,accept it...y??coz..maybe there's no destiny between the 2 parties..we Islam believe that jodoh,or destiny lies in the hands of Allah.Allah doesnt create love to make ppl sad..so,the commenter was trying to say that don be soo blinded by love such that it becomes tembok pemisah antara kita dan Yang Maha Pencipta..hmm...if i were to translate it directly,then i wld say don let because of unsuccessful love,u sort of like blame it on the Creator of love..is it??i thnk soo..haha!
behind this sad love,there is sthing better behind it...ade hikmah disebaliknye..Allah has sthing better awaiting u..all of us are given the chance to own happiness..soo,to those who are soo down n out of love,treat it as dugaan..his last words..

pd anda yg pernah kecewa n gagal dlm bercinta,anggaplah ia sbg satu dugaan.org lain tidak mampu memiliki apa yg anda miliki skrg;ia adalah pengalaman..pasrah kpd ketentuan takdir selepas berusaha memberikan kite kekuatan utk menghadapi perjlnan cinta yg seterusnya..
translation:the letdown in love actually makes u stronger in facing future love life..wat u are experiencing now might nt be experienced by others..so,it's gd la..haha!is it??im bad at translating..sorry ar..muahahah!

ok..oh ya...had a chat with my family juz now..we were talking abt pregnancy..haha!when my 3rd bro was in my mum's tummy,my father actually hit a cat n the cat's fur on the head came off..haha!u know,old folks hv this believe that if u do such things to animals,or u watch some not nice stuff,ur child in birth will also be affected.n true enough,on my bro's head,there is a hole there,with no hair!haha!from then on,mu father was very careful..but alhamdulillah,hair grew on that botak batch tho..if nt,i pity my bro la...hahaha!

then..skali,we talked abt my mum's dad,thats my grandpa...ooo...so now i know,my grandpa n great grandpa were pedagang from china...ok,whats pedagang in english?haha!they came to spore..u know,last time there were many immigrants that came to spore to trade n all..so yup..they were one of them..my great grandpa convert to Islam..his chinese name was Ang Xiang is it?sthing like that..his Islamic name is Dollah..my grandpa is Amat..hee~fun ehh listening to old stories...so now i know where are my roots...as for my father's parents,they were from indonesia..org boyan la..haha!hmm..so if u were to see some of my cousins beside my mum,they looked really damn chinese..i wish i looked like one..haha!but 1 distinctive feature that all we cousins hv are..we hv small eyes..haha!some even hv slit eyes...hehe..so yupp..hee~funnn chat session..!!

ok la...till here..i need sleep...tmr,i will be working at another dept,n in this dept,almost all the staff are female...n im working for a female too!!!pray hard ething will go juz fine...im still missing roger..oops!haha!til then..tc...3 words..

some pics. .


im soo attracted to this colourful kuih..muahah!it's been a long time since i ate it..nice!

now u see it..

now u don...muahahah!

me n aziemah..kk..i was trying to see hw i look like wearing syah's specs..haha!nice?

hee~i prefer this specs...it's kak rau's specs...ok...both syah n kak rau's degree very high..haha!=)

i pass...bt nt flying colours..haha!

okie dokie...1st things 1st..my results!!!ALHAMDULILLAH!!i pass...i didnt expect that result man,seriously..coz i was super slack this sem..hahaha!nonetheless,i still pass..wee~my gpa is 3.5...n i gt a C in my results..hahaha!wooo!!amazing huh?hehe..wat matters most now is that i passed all,w/out having to rpt any module...im thankful enough..syukur byk2..here's my results..

ACCOUNTING APPLICATIONS & ANALYSIS- A
ENTERPRISE CREATION & DEVELOPMENT- A
FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT- B+
FINANCIAL MARKETS & SERVICES - A+
INNOVATION & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION- PX (pass..i gt AD..woo!)
INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS & FINANCE- C

haha..C for IEF..woo!im happy man!!!i thot i wld get a D or sthing..haha!ECD A!!wooo!surprisingly surprised!haah!i thot i wld get a C..coz my biz plan sux!muahahah!watevr it is,i passed,n thats that..to all my other classmates...congrats too..u hv done a great job!!!alan n mj..u gt the full perfect 4..congrats!!others...u scored more than me...boo to me!!haha!to ashwin,im glad u pass micro n bstats...anything,come to me...i can lend u my precious notes..haha!muz rtn my bstats n micro k??hee~

ok...results aside..back to work..so,today is my official last day at that dept..boo!!im gonna miss roger cool very much la!but,im happy too,coz i don hv to face some ppl whom i don like..yup..don wan to mention who tho..but,i kinda think that im gonna meet that person agn soon..somewhere...bluergh..sick..but the mailroom ppl will be damn happy that today is my last day,coz i wont bother them anymore..haha!thats wat i think..n i don like 2 guys..bluergh..one minute,they're kind,one min,they sux!haha!

anyways...i still like roger cool no matter wat..hee~when i asked him to sign my attendance,he shook his head,don wan to sign it..u know,like hw a lil kid shakes his head,saying don wan..then the mouth will moncong..hahah!wooo!!then some more he was leaning on the chair...wooo!!weee!kk..enough of roger-ing indah!!hahaha!anyways..yupyup..i bid my last gdbye to roger b4 i left..(mampos!!mcm putus cinta sak!haha!) hopefully,i can go back there at the end of the mth..hee~

wat else ar??hmm..i donno ehh..haha!i cant get enough of roger now..muahahahahahahaha!!!oh ya!!stacie's performance ystd damn rox la!!wooo!i like!hee~ *im not missing u..* (but im missing many ppl!!)

haha!ok la..til here..tmr im gg to nenek's house..looking fwd to it very much..miss my cousins..it's been a long time since we last met..hee~til then..tc...miss my classmates very muchie too...donno they miss me or not..hahahah!oops!!kk...3 words.. =))

my kimchi amour

wokie...im watching the results show now...now they r crapping..haha!juz wanna know who will be the top2..hmm..i juz watched the SI extra...boohoo!!!JOAKIM's trailer is nicer la!but they showed a little of it la..aiyo!!!back at hangout,they were fans that waited for him..back at home,the crowd is bigger also la!haiyo!!y they nvr show???joakim's was super short man,seriously..haizzz...they didnt even show what joakim has gt to say...his mum n dad talked soo much also,only show little bit of it.his father has gt some wise words for the judges,n i liked it la!muz let those judges hear it la!thenn,all of us also cheered for him la!!rmb at the staircase,when he was gg up...we sang for him his father's version of my cherie amour la!damn nice la!also nvr show la!haiyooooo!!!i wanna see that very much on tv la!!!hmm..wonder if there's anyway i can get hold of the video..bluergh..thinking of it makes me sick..

my kimchi amour
u're the little one that we adore
u're the only one our heart beat for
n we know that u'll be fine..

la la la la la la
la la la la la la

nice???of course la!!!hahahaha!!!wooo!!weee!!!

oh ya...did u guys read TODAY?it's abt working women..hmm..here it is..

2 x work, 0 x gratitude
Working wives-cum-homemakers work doubly hard, husbands don’t take this into account

Letter from SHYAMA NANDAKUMAR

I WRITE this after reading a series of letters addressing the plight of working women, especially teachers. My mother is a teacher, and I feel that juggling home and work is no easy task.
Many may not share my viewpoint, but I feel that, more than the “lonely” husbands who “want their wives back”, it is the working wives-cum-homemakers who have all the stress. Men are naturally inclined to be the breadwinners and feel they have the right to go about their jobs, as it is a “professional” thing — as if teaching as a woman isn’t equally professionally demanding. The women who are really passionate about their jobs are somehow misunderstood as undermining the importance of the household and the families — or even worse, taken for granted, doomed to meet the “expectations”. The other doting family members ignore the fact that a working woman has to do double the amount of work as compared to a man or a homemaker. Sure, “her phone rings all the time” and she’s too busy to set aside time for the family, and the holidays are cut short. The men do not think twice before saying these things, but how many of them realise they own cell phones, too? Most people say the women need to “prioritise” and make sure the family isn’t ignored. Of course, nobody would sacrifice their marriage for their jobs, but some just want the women to sacrifice their jobs for their marriages. Is that fair? I hate to admit the fact that even in today’s world, where women are encouraged to go to work, there seems to be little help from within the home, not to mention the absence of encouragement in many cases.
Women who are not supported face the ultimate stress test, with a demanding job they love, a demanding household and a demanding, possessive husband.
How easy it is for men to ask their wives to quit because their jobs are “too time consuming”, not realising the fact that the women have put in their blood, sweat and tears into making it all work. The working woman suffers in silence, toiling ceaselessly, but all the husbands notice is the “fact” that the women are not devoted to the family. This is nothing but mixed-up, confused feeling of insecurity and a bursting male ego. It is selfish.

what say u???i kinda agree here..we try our very bez to u know,be a gd mother,wife n worker...hmm..men sometimes juz don understand us..hmm..not all though..if i were to get married some time later,i don think i wanna work once i hv children..hmm..i donno ehh..somehow or rather,i don wanna put my children on the hands n care of others.i wanna take care of them myself..u know..be a dedicated mom to them..make them as successful as i want them to be..as much as i want to work n reach my goals...i can only choose 1..unless i can really find someone reliable to tc of my children,bring them up the way i want them to be...but,i don think so i can..base on my personality,im very fussy and particular over such things...so yup..haha!am i thinking too far??haha!no leh..i hv set myself 2 choices..

1)if i wish to hv children,then don work..be a homemaker..
2)if i wish to hv a career,n be wat i wanna be,be very successful,then don hv children.juz concentrate on my career..

hmm..it's juz a thot n plan tho..we plan,but Allah will decide..hmm..wat abt u guys??i've talking abt it with some of my friends abt this..hmm..not many think as far as me...hah!can say that im kanjiong??don think so ba...time passes by soo quickly that u didnt realise that time is running up n u hv to make decisions..n the decision made cant be a harsh one...a lot of thot has to be put in..hmm..so yup...b4 i think abt this agn,i'd better start searching for man,to be the man of my life...muahahahahah!like real only sia me!!!hahaha!anyone out there who looks like some hot korean guys,come to me k??haha!no la..juz joking..juz crapping here...*winkz*..

ok..so tmr,my exam results wld be released...im damn scared like hell now!!!aarrgghh!!stresss!!!aarrgghhh!!i don wish that much..i juz hope that i pass ething,n i'll be very happy n contented enuff,seriously..im praying hard now...to all of u out there...gdluck too!!

to my dearest aziemah,gdluck for the Os k???i'll be waiting for the gd news from u girl!!
to all other poly students...gdluck too for ur results..
all else who r taking the exams also,which is ard the corner too,bex of luck!!study hard n smart aite??
to those working,like siti..jgn main2 lagi...nanti nk kawin mcm mane??haha!
to kak linda,im very happy for u...may Allah bless the 2 of u..aku tk sabar ni nk mkn nasi minyak kak linda..muahaha!
to the rest..u guys juz rox..hee~

ok..so..jasmine's out...i didnt cry..hahaha!who will be the next SI??no one...in my eyes..only JOAKIM...hehe..sorry ehh...sape2 yg suruh aku vote utk hady,lupakan jek la..aku tk kuasa..aku support gitu2 jek...jgn marah ehh...unless korg nk byrkan bill aku,nanti aku vote..muahahah!oops!!mampos aku!!ke ne bombard nanti...hehe...

ok la..til here...wanna watch tv...n sleep...tmr will be really100000x my last day with roger at the dept..muz enjoy myself..n for gdness sake,don sleep!!haha!seriously,i slept!ppl had to call me a few times,then only i replied..hahaha!baddie me huh??hee~ok la..i wont sleep tmr..hee~til then..tc...3 words.. =)

wooooooweeeeee

Ok..im back blogging.after today,im kinda quite free..hee~juz wanna update some few things here n there. Ok, so work was fine ystd.. I had fun.. although at the same time, I felt sux..

Work was also fine today..suddenly, e’body was like helpful…hmm..haha!esp the 2 guys that I hated the most..haha!woooo!i like mr roger cool la..haha!he was funny sia juz now.. so, I wanted to ask him for diskette so that I can start my entering all the data… so, I went to his desk. Ok..before that, I had such a hard time looking for him coz he was always nt at his desk..or he is on the phone..thenn..at last..he was there..then I approached him..i called him..then he slowly turned n went.. “u scared me..”..then he laughed..hahaha!cute hor???hee~then I was like “really ar?”…then like comfort him, u know, if u scare someone, then u’ll touch his shoulder…hahaha!woooo!weeee~im so happy..hehe..ok..so ya..haha!thenn..when I was done,I passed him back..i said.”ok,done..”n he replied.."ok..it’s cooked"..hahaha!!okok,a bit lame la..but..still cute la can???hahaha!im soo over him now..donno y…oh ya!i saw him online on messenger for 2x already..hahaha!wonder who he’s chatting with..muahahhaa!!

Ok…juz wanna share my thots..i was watching my lovely samsoon ystd..n I was kinda unhappy with wat the guy actually did to his gf..so here’s hw the story went..he was having a date with his gf n family..then,he received a call saying that his ex-g f was hospitalized..so,he had to go n see her..he didn’t tell samsoon abt it u know??i mean,y was there a need to hide n nt tell the truth when all u meant was juz to help her?im sure samsoon will understand la rite?i mean..coz she knew abt the 2 of them already…so ya..if he meant that he don wan her to think nonsense n start her wild imagination,but by nt telling her the truth,it will be worse rite?if u r that scared that she might think otherwise,then y didn’t u bring her along with u n visit her together?is it coz she is ur ex,u don wanna hurt her either?but heyy…yr ex knew abt the 2 of u already also la!i mean..cmon la guys..wassup in ur brains man??or are all gals like that?despite knowing that there is really nthing betw the 2 of them,but u still get suspicious? i donno ar..i nvr exoperince it before,but I think if I were to be in that kind of situation,I wouldn’t get suspicious.coz afterall,if u choose to be with that guy,u gotta trust him..if nt,when u get married,it’ll be worse rite?the same situation happened for this Chinese drama also..the hubby was so secretive abt meeting his female boss,when he can juz tell the truth to his wife that hey r meeting coz some probs occur…wth r juz men thinking?r they thinking that we r juz way too sensitive,nt understanding,petty,such that they cant juz tell us the truth,wat exactly they r doin???arrgghh!i donno ar…I mean..im nt putting the blame on men,but I juz find it weird y are men acting this way?wat say u??hmm..in short,I juz wanna say that mutual trust is very impt in a r/ship..no trust,that’s it..

Ok la…enuff of that…I wanna sleep…been sleeping late eday n doze off at work..haha!hopefully I wont be sleepy tmr..hee~muz cherish my last 2 days there..hee~..til then..tc…3 words.. =))

coz i had a bad day..bt nt that bad after all

Muahaha!as usual,I wanted to blog ystd,or even Saturday,but I was damn super shagged as usual.omg!working from 8-5 is damn tiring man!it’s definitely worse than sch!bluergh!i hate work la!other than seeing ur colleagues and handsome guys,work juz sux big time!haha!how I wish I can juz marry a rich man who can provide for me n I don hv to work..hahahaha!ok..think too far liao..

Sooo..Saturday..my sis-in-law came..n asked her to accompany to IMM..hee~n I bought myself a blouse and shoe!wooo!ok,the shoe is nt one my list,but I juz grabbed it coz it’s 9.90!!!cheap rite!!!n I love the flower la!hahaha!oh ya…IMM has already been expanded…ok la..wat I like most will be the adidas shop!woo!wee!oh ya!n there’s fish n co too!!wooo!weee~hehe..thennn..at nite..watch my SI rpt..awww…nice nice!!thenn…doze off in no time..hahah!

nice??of course man!!haha!

Sunday…I had madrasah..haha..n u know what?last wk,only 3 turned up!haha!see?who wanna go to such a boring madrasah..seriously,I don like his teaching at all..even the uztazah that I don like also teaches better la!thenn….i had work…ok..work sux..i don wanna talk abt it..coz im simply lazy..n it irritates n make mne angry soo much thinking abt it…I even wanna think of quitting.but I need $$$...maybe juz a transfer will do…to marina?hahaha!we’ll see hw it goes…

Today..wooo!!!my mr roger made my day!hehe..ok,so wat happen?hmm…so,initially,today I am suppose to go back to CSG..so,after I completed my task n had a short meeting with him regarding the study,he called jeslyn n aksed her where im suppose to go..im suppose to rpt to some ms lye guat…w/out calling her,he juz sent me over there…I told him there’s no need to,juz tell me where…then…he was like trying to call the person,then he found it troublesome,n then he said.. “nvm…I juz send u there..”..

So on the way,we talked abt work..which I don wanna elaborate abt it, n I don think u wanna know abt it..haha!then,reached already,he was like.. “ok,she is the intern..”..then

lye guat: “ehh…I thot next wk,18th then she come n help?”..
roger: ah?18th?not today meh?
Lye guat: no la..
Roger: do u need her?
Lye guat: ya..but do u need her?if u still need her, then u take her 1st.
Roger: ya, I need her..but if u need her, then u can take. I don mind. Coz mth end,when u all r bz,I can take her back. U hv anything for her to do already?
Lye guat: ya,but it’s not finalise yet. Some of the team members are gg on leave. But roughly she will be doing some motions.
Roger: oh. Then like that I take her back.

N wat do u think I was feeling then???muahahaha!happy la!!!back there!!with roger!!woooo!hahaha!weee~ok…but if I go back there agn nxt wk,im gg to do more motions!!omg!!motions are all abt being a time keeper…muahaha!omg!for my whole attachement period,all im gg to do is time keeping???hahah!ok…there were some worried n sad moments juz now at work…maybe I was juz thinkng too much..niwaes...hope that tmr will be a better day...whats stressing me also is i don hv clothes to wear to work!!hahaha!boohoo!

anything else??hmm...oh ya!!joakim's interview at class95 damn nice mann!!omg!!!hee~now..i love glenn n fd...nt forgetting the muttons...they hv been very nice to joakim...n im sure they're sincere abt it..i mean..seriously..joakim did nthing wrong..so y do ppl hate him soo much,as to spit at him,scold him n his family n friends...n get soooo personal...haizz..anyways..i tell u..it's nt gonna end here...im sure there's more..im missing him n joakim-ians...woo!cant wait for SI finals..thats the time when im gg to meet him agn..btw..HE CAN SING OK??so u ppl out there..if u think u can sing better than him,then fine..if nt,stop criticising ppl ok???it's nt me who said it,but it's babes condes herself...n she's nt any kind of ppl ok??she's a vocal trainer ok??zZz...all those stupid slammers..GET ALIVE HELL YA!!!??!!wooo!!joakim rox!!!joakim-ians too!!!hee~ok...i can nvr get enuff of joakim..hee~wooo!

ok la...needa do some study..bluergh..hee~til then...tc aite...3 words..


my monkey pouch...woo!hehe..

last day

ok..initially,i wanna update on thurs itself,but i was damn tired...then,i told myself.."ok,friday update.."but i didnt..haha!i really need the sleep and rest..n soooo...today then i update..hahaha!

so,let's start with thurs...went to taka to get some stuff...shld i say what is it?hahaha!nope,i don think so..those who knows,gd for u thenn..im willing to tell ya...those who went with me...hehehe...yup!it was a gd buy...hah!went taka with siti n vincent..weee~after that,we head off to SI..haha!wth am i doin there rite,when joakim is no longer in the comp...nah..juz went for fun,hopefully to see him..bt..don hv..hahaha!it was not nice tho..i sat where all the crazy fans of hady n paul were...i cld hv gone deaf man!i don mind if the shouting was for joakim..hahaha!then,there was this boy,who created trouble la!when SI was showing what happen to joakim last wk,he went like "gd!out!"..i was soo damned pissed la!n i scolded him!hah!n u know what he said?"realx ar!ppl come here wanna enjoy sia!"n in my heart i went... "ehhh hellloooooo???u wanna enjoy?then wassup with all the jeering???is jeering enjoying?damnit la!get alive man!f***off la!!!..haha!i didnt really get wat joakim was saying...coz the studio was damn noisy n all..so,today muz catch the rpt..hehe..as always,i'll nvr miss the rpt..hee~

on that day,paul was outt.....sad??yup,i was sad...he teared!!!n he made me teared too la!!!hahaha!i doonno y...but like i said,all idols who gt ousted out,i will cry..i tried to held back,bt i cant...it juz roll naturally!!seriously man!i wldnt wanna force myself to cry or sthing rite?haha!thats kinda stupid la!so ya...as much as i wanted him to be out,but...that nite,i don wan him out la..seriously..he was nt that bad during the performance..haizzz....altho last wk i wanted him out,maybe that was coz of sadness..haha!so far,all idols who gt ousted,i cried a bit..but...next wk,if that person is out,i don think i'll cry..hahahaha!!

hmm..somehow,many left SI when they performed their bez..emily,joakim n paul,mat..some really deserve to be out coz they r nt popular n nt their bez..nobody voted for them..soo..who will the next SI?only god knows...hah!as for me,joakim is the SI..oops!hee~yup yup..soooo....enuff of SI..all the bez to the other 3...i wanna see guys back to the safety next wk..so...vote for the rite ppl!!

friday...boohooo!!!wekkkkkk!!it was my last day at O&S dept...booohooo!!im sad man..leaving that place...altho the job scope is damn boring like hell!!but..i like it there coz the ppl are nice..n..i like roger!!hahah!yupyup!!some more,on that day,he wore specs!!!hahah!kk,i hv this liking twds guys who wear specs...esp the rectangular ones...hahahha!donno y ehh..to me,they looked learned,respectable,diligent..hahaha!so ya...he's nice too..cute..soft-spoken..ok,he's old la tho..i mean..for a guy his age,it's definitely nice man!oh ya!he also always had his mp3 on him...woo!juz like...dot dot dot..u know who rite??hahaha!wonder if he's married or sthing..hahah!when i looked ar his desk,it looked like some bachelor's desk..hahaha!so ya..on my last day at that dept,somehow..i had soo many things to do!haha!n guess what?my job is still incomplete,so i hv to come back there on monday agn!hahah!wooo!but...for a while only..haizz..but,at least sthing la..hahaha!!i asked roger this.."so,today is my last day here rite?"...then he said ya...i tld him la,that i still haven complete the job..then he replied this.."ok..hmm..y nt like this..monday u juz come here as usual at 8.30,then do watver u hv nt done,then i'll bring u over to AIG.."woooo!!haha!he asked me if i know where i am supposed to go on monday,but i told him i forgot which storey..(i really forgot!haha!)..then,yup..he volunteered to send me over...wooo!haha!kk,im mad..there's no big deal here..haha!but it's a deal to me k??hahaha!can???hahahaha!so...muz spend my monday there wisely..enjoy every moment..hehe..oh ya..he also told me that if i still hv any qns,i can still go there n visit him..ask him qns...hee~woo!i'd wish to go there everyday..better still,stay there till the end of my attachment..hahah!

soo yup...that was what that has been happening for the past 2 days..n i get tired easily..drink coffee also no use..still sleepy..i even drank 2 cups on thurs!still tired..all i need is sleepp..more sleepp..but i cant sleeppp..haizz...zZz...there's juz soo many thing to do..haizz..now,i muz submit one weekly rpt..zZz..i hate that..haha!

today...i wanted to go out la..but..no one can acc me..haizz...sianzz...so,i guess i juz stay at home n do some catching up here n there la...haizz...boring man!!zzz!!!til then..tc peeps..3 words..

ps:at last!!!!my song has been changed to my cherie amour!!omg!!!i luv this song mann!!wooo!hee~hope u'll like it too...beautiful words..=)

rambutans

MR DICK LEE SAID: THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE JOAKIM..

MS JACINTHA SAID: U MAKE ME MISS JOAKIM..

awww..im soo touched by wat they said....i miss joakim too la!!anyways..it's over...so..let's juz put it aside,n think of the future..

work was fine juz now..juz that u know..office politics..i heard stories..hmm..u wanna know abt it,ask me la k?i lazy to story here..hah!n yeah...thx boy for this..

hehe..yup..they gave me rambutans...boohoo..gonna leave them soon..haizz...=((

ok...so i had meeting juz now..boring...plus stress...zZz...bz time ahead..with more meetings and wat not..wats more,it clashes with ramadhan..phew!it's tough!!(hee~thats wat joakim said when he was singing the chinese song for asian pop..hee~)..b4 the meeting,when to taka n bought thus card for him...nice words...i like!!read it ok boy??juz for u..then..wanna buy this watch...but..aiya..donno ehh..nvm..tmr can still decide..hee~here's wat the card says...

Success...

Sometimes it's everyone saying, "Well done!"
When goals have been met or a game has been won,
It's trophies, awards, or an 'A' on a test,
A standing ovation for doing ur best.

More often, it's simply a feeling of pride,
a sense of accomplishment deep down inside,
and better than any award on a shelf,
it's the honest respect u can feel for urself.

YOU can do it, u'll succeed.
there isnt any doubt,
for u've been blessed with all u need
to bring great things about-
CHARACTER, ABILITY, STRENGTH & COURAGE too,
plus many ppl,juz like me,
we all believe in u!!

so yup yup!nice??hee~i spent half an hr there choosing the cards....muahahaha!!ok la..i wanna zZz already man!super damn tired n sleepy..no amt of coffee can make me stay awake sia!i juz need sleep n nthing else!hahah!til then..tc aite...3 words...luv ya all out there!!

read it

b4 i start anything...dear muslims...juz read this...it's very nice...somehow,it reminds us to taubat..

Assalamu’alaikum Wr. Wb. Buat renungan kita bersama…….
Di dalam hidup manusia, yang penting ialah BERKAT.
Bila hidup kita berkat, diri ini akan selamat.
Apabila diri selamat, rumahtangga jadi sepakat.
Apabila rumahtangga jadi sepakat, masyarakat jadi muafakat.
Apabila masyarakat jadi muafakat, negara kita menjadi kuat.
Apabila negara menjadi kuat, negara luar jadi hormat.
Apabila negara luar jadi hormat, permusuhan pun tersekat.
Apabila permusuhan tersekat, pembangunan pun meningkat.
Apabila pembangunan pun meningkat, kemajuan menjadi pesat.
TETAPI AWAS, apabila pembangunan meningkat, kemajuan menjadi pesat, kita lihat bangunan naik bertingkat-tingkat.
Ditengah-tengah itu, tempat maksiat tumbuh macam kulat.
Apabila tempat-tempat maksiat tumbuh macam kulat, KETIKA ITU manusia mula mengubah tabiat.
Apabila manusia telah mengubah tabiat, ada yang jadi lalat ada yang jadi ulat.
Apabila manusia dah jadi ulat, sembahyang makin hari makin liat.
Apabila sembahyang jadi liat, orang baik ada yang bertukar jadi jahat.
Apabila orang baik bertukar jahat, orang miskin pula nak kaya cepat.
Apabila orang miskin nak kaya cepat, orang tua pula nak mati lambat.
Apabila orang tua nak mati lambat, tak dapat minum madu telan jelah minyak gamat.
Yang lelaki, budak budak muda pakai seluar ketat.
Semua nak tunjuk kuat.
Bila berjudi, percaya unsur kurafat.
Tapi hidup pula yang melarat.
Tali kasut dah tak berikat.
Rambut pun jarang sikat.
Yang perempuan, pakai mini sekerat.
Suka pakai baju ketat.
Suka sangat menunjukkan pusat.
Hingga tak pedulikan lagi batasan aurat.
Pakai pulak yang singkat-singkat.
Kadang-kadang ternampak benda 'bulat'.
Bila jadi macam ini, siapa lihat pasti tercegat.
Silap gaya jadi gawat, bohsia bohjan lagi hebat.
Duduk jauh berkirim surat.
Bila berjumpa, tangan berjabat.
Kemudian pakat lawan peluk siapa erat.
Masa tu, nafas naik sampai tersekat-sekat.
Usah peduli agama dan adat.
Usah takut Allah dan malaikat.
Yang penting apa kita nak buat?
Kita 'bukti' lah kita buat.
Akhirnya perut kempis dah jadi bulat.
Apabila perut kempis dah jadi bulat, maka lahirlah pula anak-anak yang tak cukup sifat.
Bila anak-anak tak cukup sifat, jam tu kita tengok bayi dibuang di merata tempat.
MAKNANYA KETIKA ITU, IBLIS MULA MELOMPAT.
Dia kata apa? Habis manusia dah masuk jerat.
Habis manusia telah tersesat.

Inilah dia fenomena masyarakat.
Oleh itu wahai saudaraku dan para sahabat,
Marilah kita pakat mengingat,
Bahawa dunia hari ini makin singkat,
Esok atau lusa mungkin kiamat,
Sampai masa kita semua akan berangkat!
Berangkat menuju ke negeri akhirat.
Di sana kita akan ditanya apa yang kita buat.
Masa tu, sindri mau ingat.
Umur mu banyak mana mu buat ibadat...?
Zaman muda mu, apa yang telah mu buat...?
Harta benda anta, dari mana anta dapat...?
Ilmu anta, adakah anta manafaat...? S
emoga ianya dapat mengingatkan kita supaya segera meninggalkan maksiat dan memperbanyakkan ibadat.

(Petikan ucapan Ustaz Hj. Akil Hayy Rawa. Sebarkanlah ini kepada ahli keluarga, saudara-mara, rakan-rakan dan sahabat handai kita agar masyarakat kita akan menjadi sebuah masyarakat yang bukan sahaja maju dari segi duniawi malah ukhrawi. Insya-Allah...Allahhuakbar! Allahhuakbar! Allahhuakbar!)

so...ya..hopefully,all of us will think abt it n do sthing..insya-Allah..

kk...back at work..zZzz...haha!as usual la kan..aku ni,tk ngantok tk sah kan.ok..so..there's sthing fishy gg on at work..somehow ar rather,i feel that ppl don really like the head there..hmm..i donno ehhh..but..i like roger...full stop..heeee~im gonna miss the operations and sytem dept...i will only be there for another 3days..altho the job is very boring..but the ppl are nice..the mailing ppl are nice..i also hv a friend there...haizz...next wk,i will hv to go back to customer svc grp(csg)..zZz...the reason i don like to be there is coz the person in charge of me is a female..n u know la..female..prangai..ngade2...haha!!i juz don like it there..haizz...juz pray that ething will go well..damnit!i need to endure for another 5 wks..zZz..no attachment for me man next yr!!enuff is enuff!!hee~ok..enuff of work tho..juz wanna say that i enjoyed my time..

now..i juz watched a korean drama..n i wanna ask u girls out there this qn..would u die for a man u cant get??seriously...even if it is an undying love,the guy leaves u,will nvr ever come back to u,wld u kill urself?i mean..i would definitely NOT do that la!when i kill myself,its not as if i can get him.he will love me.like duhz rite???zZz...ok la..maybe diff ppl,diff view..but...haiyo!!i donno la ehh..wat say u??i juz find it plain stupid to kill urself over a guy...im sure there are many other guys out there..n plus..all these are in the hands of fate..rite???ok la..watever la ehh..muahahaha!

hmm..till here..wanna do some bAs stuff...pack bag tmr...tmr gt meeting!!aarrggghh!!i don wanna go la...but...still muz go..there goes my SI show...all the bez guys!!weee~til then...tc...3 words..

orkeh orkeh orkeh!!

ok...so initially wanted to blog long ago...but somehow..i didnt..haha!im super bored now..n can say that im super free??haha!ya...my mondays,weds,thurs n sat are now soo free....kinda feel weird...ystd i didnt go madrasah coz tiq also didnt go..so ya..furthermore,it was not the usual uztaz who teaches us..so ya...juz skipped it..haha!spent the whole afternoon ystd in front of the pc doin my bAs stuff..needa find 50 sponsors..so ya..did that..weee~thennn...chatted with annabel n wani over some serious stuff..hee~only we know what are they..

work was fine juz now...somehow...i juz don wanna leave that dept...then at the same time,i wanna leave,coz i cant stand the boredom..but..i like roger..he's nice...but i hate the old hag..haha!shall not talk much abt it la k??haha!

ok..wat else..hmm..donno ehh..been playing the song my cherie amour in my mp3..hahah!its soo nice...i listened to both the original one n joakim's rendition...woooo~weeee~...nice nice!!

ok...so now...SI is over for me..will only be looking fwd to it on the finals,when all the top12 will reunite...other than that..i'll be busy with work n bAs...til then..tc guys...im missing some ppl already..my sec sch friends...my classmates...haizz...3 words...~

JOAKIM,U'RE MY CHERIE AMOUR

ok..u guys don hv to read this post...juz gonna blog ething abt joakim..

sooo..SI juz started back then..i wasnt giving it much attention,coz of work n sch..seriously,i don even know wat song he sang during the all the auditions..all i can rmb were all the rejected n stupid funny ones..
then,came the piano show..hmm..he was in the 2nd grp of boys.when i 1st saw him,all i can say was he is cute!hee~singing wise,ok la..juz that the ending part went a bit off..but he still got thru..thats when i start to find out who he is...n..omg!he's korean???wahhahaha!started to admire him..nt because his korean..but it all started out when the top12 had their SI blog..i juz find him..very personal..down to earth..sincere..ya..somehow or rather,i can connect with him..

piano show:geek in the pink


then..yeah!!i went for the 1st ever rdshow at jp with the top12!!wah!it was one of the most memorable moment..my 1st ever,n i gt the bag from joakim..he autographed it!he hugged me!i hugged him!i will nvr forget this moment ever..i gave him my 1st ever encouragement letter n a monkey keychain..

now..THE SPECTACULARS!!!!

the 1st specs was the parent's choice..omg!he melted my heart!!with how deep is ur love..he sang it soo beautifully man!!n yeah..he went thru that round!i was practically shouting at home cheering for him...if im nt wrong,i teared...hee~okok...all his performances,i teared..it was soo touching n nice..he's juz simply so sincere..


i went for yet another rdshow...at parkway!!hee~i bought for him the bear msg n kinder bueno!!hehe...n also,this was where i met siti..hahaha!thx siti..u've been great!!luv ya!!

the 2nd specs was no.1 hits!n yeah!he sang lonely no more by rob thomas...the starting was fine..the ending..maybe he was too tired already,n hence yeah..still..he gt thru!!weee~it was fine..seriously,at least he chose a song he likes very much,n that he knows how to relate to it..so yeah!!ething juz came out fine!
for that wk,i didnt go for the rdshow coz it was at j8..furthermore,i don hv accompany..so ya..


22nd july..It’s joakim’s bday!!!weee~~I had fun!!took pic with joakim!!!wooo!!haha!i was soo happy for joakim..i took pic with his mum too!=))i made the super gigantic card for him..haha!with korean words..happy 18th bday boy!!=))oh ya!!!i got the tix to thurs result show!!wee~triple happiness for me that day!!

the following wk,siti n i went to their hangout.hahaha!!funnn!we had all the idols to ourselves!yeah!only the 2 of us there!waited soo long there!!got bitten by mosquitoes.haha!we r the first ever sporean to reach there n meet the idols personally!hahah!wee~funnn!!thx guys!!all o fu r lovely!oh ya!n that's when we got tic to the wed show too!!thx edwyn..for the tix!!love ya!!

the 3rd specs was classics/jazz wk...wooo!!!my 1st ever to specs LIVE at mediacorp studios!!i enjoyed every moment of it..was shouting for him like nobody's biz..he sang u send me..woooo!!he's gt the charisma la!!wah!!n yeah!!he gt thru...thats when i started to vote for him soo many like hell!!n yeah!after the show,i went to radio gate!to see him!!n that's when i gt to know the joakimians..to name a few..melvyn n wani..the results show..i stood at the moshpit with them!got to know daryl..i got to hold the placards..weee~hahaha!daryl was asking me if im a diehard fan...hee~so yeah!!


from then on..i got to know his friends...hee~n gt tix frm them..thx guys!

4th specs..british invasion..he sang better man!!!wahhh!!gd comments by the judges!!!thats the part where he decided to continue caging the monkey..stay grounded..hee~he indeed became the better man..im soo proud of him evry wk..


went to cineleisure!!!for another rdshow!!!bought him card n chocs!!he likes it!!wee~he autographed my photo of me n him..

5th specs..home,family,friends...it was nt nice here...he got bombarded with soo many craps n poos!!however..he still delivered his singing..he was sincere...i can feel for him..he sang it soo sincerely..the songs was gg out to his friends especially..he sang i'll be there for u..n yeah!!joakim!!!i'll always be there for u...like a sis wld do to her lil bro..bring it on man!!he didnt get the best of comments..wats more..abt him being gossiped with rahimah..wth!but...still...he went thru..yeah!!i was soo super duper happy!!ok..i teared of happiness for him.. =))


Another rdshow at parkway!!!i made for him a card n last min bought for him a monkey massager…hee~soo cute!!!joakim was sick that day…he was having sore throat..his eyes was swollen..anyways…he’s still great!!!thx for posing for me n vincent every wk w/out fail..

6th specs..rock!!!things were getting out of hand..arrgghh!i cant stand all those creeps!!arrrgghh!but...joakim was still gg on strong..despite all those criticisms..those biasness...he still made us proud..he sang his way thru..chose a song close to his heart..he's comfortable with..altho many didnt like it..but..what the heck!joakimians are believers...we believe in him...n his in!!!he sang im a believer..if im nt wrong,he was sick..



7th specs..asian pop..woooo!!he had to sing 2 songs..woooo!!he can sing chinese!!wow!!surprised huh?!?hee~he sang xiao wei n calling...a lil bit of the monkey came back!weee~~i like!!ok..watver to the judges..u r the deaf ones..seriously..we joakimians are still gg strong..voting for him all the way!!n yeah!he went thru...i like his performance...he sang it well!i don care wat ppl said to me...u know wat guys?u don hv to remind me who to vote for..im nt any stupid asshole to do such a thing k?u guys jealous is it?get a life la!oh ya!on the results show,i gt to wear the joakim tshirt!!weee~i got to wear letter I..weee!!thx guys!!i love it!!=))



Rdshow at toa payoh was funnn!!!weeee~I didn’t get him anything for him tho..juz wrote for him a note..hee~joakim hugged me!!hee~im soo touched!!thx joa!!u rox la!!luv ya!!

the rnb wk,i went to hangout...wahhh!!he was soo cute laa!!he wore his specs..heee~i like!!n teh next day,i passed them merci n card for them..hee~

8th specs..rnb nite...wahhh!!
JOAKIM!!U REALLY MADE URSELF..UR MUM..UR DAD..UR FRIENDS...UR FANS VERY PROUD OF U!!
MY CHERIE AMORE WAS SUPER DUPER NICE!!i teared a bit when u sang that!it was touching n moving..u improved damn a lot man!!all ur hardwork was paid off!despite harsher critics..comments..the whole spore trying to bring u down..u proved them wrong!!u r soo sincere in delivery..it was sooo heartfelt!!i don't want to know..u like that song..so do i!!i didnt know u can sing rnb!!!wooo!but...ething has end here..sporeans...wat hv u done??but heyy...snap back!there's no need to be sad!i shldnt hv cried!he nvr cry!!ohmy..he's one strong tough guy man!!u left with ur most beautiful performance..we r sooo proud of u..ur last performance...my cherie amore..wah!!i cant help but cry...boohoo!im soo emo la!haha!but anyways...it's jz a beginning of joakim...he still has loads to show...n he proved all that he can sing!he can sing ok???no matter wat,u r still the bez...who's the bez?JOAKIM!!even if the whole world bring u down...u still hv all of us here...yeah..rite here!!!yeah yeah!!
oh ya...after the wed performance nite itself,we went to radio gate..n yeah!!i got to meet joakim..n passed him the shirt!!he hugged me!!he thanked me...hey bro..u don hv to yo!im sincere to do anyting for u man!u deserve nthng but the bez!!yess!!the bez!!thx for taking pic with me..u really look gd in specs..haha!im very happy n contented enough that u rmb me..thats enuff for me..=)))i shd thx u instead rite?hee~u rox!!!like wat annabel said..U ROC MY SOX!



My cherie amour, lovely as a summer day
My cherie amour, distant as the milky way
My cherie amour, pretty little one that i adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How i wish that you were mine

In a cafe or sometimes on a crowded street
I've been near you, but you never noticed me
My cherie amour, won't you tell me how could you ignore
That behind that little smile i wore
How i wish that you were mine

La la la la la la, la la la la la la
La la la la la la, la la la la la la

hmmm.....i will nvr forget this whole journey...it has been fun throughout...super duper big fat thx to joakim...joakim's mum..joakim's family..joakim's friends..joakim's fans n supporters.. w/out all of u..i wont hv the oppurtunity to enjoy myself as much..
to all those who consoled me...thx too..u know who u are...im fine now..joakim's still gg strong...so are joakimians..til then..this is not the end of joakimians..i hope that we can still continue with joakim spirits..weee~

JOAKIM U SEXY U LOOK LIKE WOOOOH!
JOAKIM U HANDSOME U LOOK LIKE WOOOOH!
JOAKIM U STEADY U LOOK LIKE WOOOOOH!!
JOAKIM!!U'RE THE MAN!!!!