patience pls..

been bz as usual..with work..proj..some stuff..haizz...my break doesnt seem like a break afterall..n it has always been like this..damn..bt nvm..patience..

other than that..hmm..juz realise that im quite an impatient person when it comes to teaching,esp with little kids..u know,when they cant get that part,after explaining so many times,and that it's been taught in sch,n u juz cant simply get it..it really get into my nerves ar..then,i'll start to raise my voice..like some mad woman..gg crazy when it comes to teaching..haha!serious ar..at work,i had to teach this girl how to do closing..n she still cant get it..arrggghhh!but then,i told her ar,im sorry if i raised my voice or what..as im always like that..i tried to mend my bad tempered-ness...its nvr easy..but,i think gt a bit of progress ar..last time,worse ar!a bit also i'll get super damn pissed n angry!i cant stand LATE-NESS!im very particular abt punctuality..my peeps back in sec sch days will know me..u know who u are..to name one..tiq..forever late..n im forever angry with her..haha!

now..how i teach others...ppl did to me back..haha!now i know how it feels when that someone teaches u,n u still cant get it despite being told many times..i can be very slow sometimes..i felt bad..seriously..until i can juz break down n cry..when ppl scold me..juz like my mum..how she used to teach me ngaji..n i cant get..she juz raised her voice only u know,nvr punish,i cry already..haha!hmm..juz expressing my thots and feelings..i wanna do better..who don wan right?but,somehow,somewhere..i juz cant.. =( nvr mind...work harder..look at the bright side..

ok la...wanna do my damn stupid proj!arrggghhh!til then..3 words..