not some kind of charity work ok?

freak! after logging in to facebook, i think i really wanna say this. ive been wanting to say this, but i kept holding back. but now, i really cant. im not doing some kind of charity work you know? you say it yourself, i nvr say anything, and coz you said that, i hold on to that. damnit! shouldn't have hope too much that i will get. argh! frustrating. HAIZZZ.. i will juz feel this way, until thr's some light to it. bluergh! why such a ppl actually exist? DAMN FREAKING THINK SKIN LIKE WHAT! tsk! i will nvr be that thick skin. seriously.