走れ走れ　夢に手を伸ばすのさ: this time,my heart is REALLY frozen..

as u know,a leopard will nvr chg its spots which is true..unless thr's some scientific technology,miracle or watver u call that,then u can chg,but then agn,most of the time,it will not,and even if thr is,it's only a handful..n yes im referring to human beings..

i've LONG ignored that fact and that i've lost hope,it's beyond hope,thr's no way,like super hopeless liao,i don give it a damn..when i was young,still ok,but now,im older,mature,i can think,my heart is v cold n frozen..nothing will chg my heart unless i can really see the change..but i doubt so..aku rase smp mati pun mcm gitu..

n the fact that im not the only who is feeling that way..im happy that others are feeling that way too,coz seriously,mei you yong de..no use alrdy,seriously..juz stop wasting energy n time..DAME!useless!they shld've ignored long ago seriously..haizz..but i know how they feel..

how i wish i can freely say wat i wanna,but i better hold back n juz talk to myself n rant to my room..all the badwords will juz come out n i will hurl it out like nobody's biz, seriously..that's how far i can go..n i can go any further n scold straight to that f-ing face..seriously..but im holding back..sabar itu separuh drpd iman..but juz wanna say i don give it a f-ing damn who u r or watsoever,wrong means wrong..fullstop..FUCK OFF MAN!

ahh f it..!!that aside..ive watched yellow tears n omg!!damn kawaii cann!!haha!i love ARASHI!!like seriously..it's like they're the coolest thing on earth laa!!omg!!nino,ohno,sakurai,aiba n jun..damn cutee!!i love it!!im soo touched!i had a gd laugh too!!

ive nvr seen nino smoked n he smoked in that show..haha!cutee lehh!!then ive nvr seen him in a kissing scene b4 n in this movie he did!hahaa!cutteee!!omg!!n not anyhow kiss ehh!!he sorta grabbed his ex,then pushed her to the wall,then kissed!!ahhh!!omg!!hahha!!!im like ahhh!!hyperventilating laa!hahahaha!faint ehh!!i gotta love him seriously!!i love him!i love his hair!i love ething abt him!!n im gg crazy n sick!hahaha!

then now im watching operation love..acted by yamapi n masami..actually i wanted to watch jun's acting..but the dramas all like so boring..haha!n i DON WANNA WATCH hana yori dango..eww..im nvr a fan of meteor garden..no matter wat version it is..hhaha!so juz operation love lorr..

watched 3/4 episode liao,then i v sleepy,then slept..haha..then i went to jog!like finally!hahaha!n yess!!aku sungguh la tak guna..i only jog for 10min!haha!actually here's the story..

confidently,i went to the normal park,n when i reached,i was like,ehh..how come like got construction work?i donno if it affects the track,so nvm..juz jogged..then really affected ehh!!the track closed down!haha!wahlao!so i only ran like only 1/4 of the track..mak aii!!damn paiseh cann?then wanna cover up my paiseh-ness,i juz ctinued jogging then exited the park n jog along the rd..i felt like i jog super long ehh..then when i reached my block,ehh!!10.58 min only laa!hahaha!n i was like ranting n cramp liao..hahaha!omg!im like so super useless!gdness me!hahaha!

i coooled down,then at home,did some stretches n crunches n sit ups..lol!!but nvm!that will nvr potong my semangat to run..slowly,i believe i can run like how i used to last time..seriously..i wont run on wkends..tmr gg out..so i shall start nx mon!!jia youu!lolol!!maybe nx wk chio aisha play badminton also..heh..

n now here i am blogging away..haven bathe..so busuk..hahahha!bathe liao,then maybe ctinue watching my operation proposal..

im really enjoying life now..do nothing but helped mak w housework,then watched drama for the rest of the day n night..lol!tmr gg out with IT grpmatess..wootz!eat to my heart's content..heh..

n yess!!ive heard the full version of crazy moon n omg it's nice neh!!gosh!got the jap de gan jue..wo xi huan!!gdness!loves!arashi is loved!nino is loved!oh no is loved!sakurai is loved!aiba is loved!jun is loved!i said this b4 but i wanna say agn..nino's high notes are damn nice to hear!cute!hahaha!love love!

n ystd i was soo busy saving pics from asianfanatics..i think the person print screen AAA concert.then got super a lot of nino's!omg!i saved all 1 by 1..haha!damn busy..n i shall post 1 each post..haha..i wan my blog to be flooded with his cute n handsome face..sooo kawaii!