take off!

ok...its midweek..tmr thurs,then frid..i wanna enjoy my weekends..i needa break mann..damn tired from ething..damn stress of ething..argh!

society has been gg thru in my mind n i donno who i can talk to abt it..ok,i did talk to aisha abt it,but i needa talk to someone who understands society or gone thru society..seriously,i really feel like a failure..i cant even command respect..haiz..i wonder how to command respect wout being fierce..haiz..damn ar..being shoot by ur own ppl in front of ebody,hw do u feel?hw do u feel when ppl whom u hv trust n hope leave u,1 by 1?i donno laa..im juz soo shagged n i had to handle soo many things that im now nt at my means n desire to do it..argh!f ar!

i donno if ive make a big mistake by joining agn..wonder n wonder..n i donno when all this is gg to be settled..too late to say all this rite?now,the only way is to sit n think of hw to solve the prob..but if only me solving,hw sia?when the prob is among u?hello,wake up laa..u big enough alrdy..haiz..damn ar..i donno!shit ar!argh!don wanna talk abt it ar!

anw...on a happy note,i donno gt happy note or nt..haiz..juz miss my friends..bile ni nk kuar jumpe korg???mcm nani kate,kangen bangat!haha!okok..wanna sleep..u all hols,i still needa come back work tmr..zzz..til then..ciaoz!


indah is soo down despite smiling n laughing n crazy-ing always..