*&^%$#@$%*()*&^%$#

arggggghhhhhhh!i need a breather!!!damnit mannn!assholee ar all thesse ppl..i shant say who..u wanna know,ask me..n i'll tell u..damn it!argh!!

been so tired n sick of ething already..im always getting myself into trouble and unnecessary stress..f*** laa!argh!!eeeeeeeee!!!!!bingit nyeeeeeeee!!!!!!c************!!!

anw,on a happy note,i was brave enough to cfm a trade with morgan stanley london juz now..haha!i nvr thot i sld ever do it..mau confident lebih babe..heh..tho sy was nt here for 2 days,i was able to cope with work,tho i didnt dare to pick up his calls..n once i see no outstanding work,i quickly left..haha!bertuah kan aku..heh.

nthing much to share anw..as stated earlier,im juz pissed with some ppl who arent helpful ar all..n call urself that...f off laa i tell u...when im damn angry,i'llget damn vulgar ok??don tink im this n ure that,i don dare to scold n demand u..enough is enough laa b***!pfffffftt!!

jz wanna share some things i received from my work email..=)

a long time ago there was an emperor who told his man that he could ride his horse and cvr as much land area as he likes, then the emperor would give him the land area that he cvred.true enough,the horseman jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as he cld to cvr as much land as possible.

he kept on riding n riding n whipping his horse to ask it to go faster.when he was hungry or tired,he didnt stop coz he wanted to cvr as much land as possible.

then came to a pt when he had cvred a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying,then he asked himself "y did i press myself so hard to cvr much land area?now im dying and i only need a small land area to bury myself.

the above story is very similar to the journey of our eday life. we push very hard eday to make more money,gain more power n recognition.we neglect our health,time with family and to appreciate thr surrounding beauty and hobbies we like to do.

one day,when we look back,we realise that we don really need that much.but then, we cant turn back the time that we've missed.

life is nt abt making money,acquiring power or recognition.LIFE IS DEFINITELY NT ABT WORK!work is only necessary to keep us living n so as to enjoy beauty and pleasures of life.

life is a balance of work,play,personal life & family.u hv to decide hw u wan to balance ur life.define ur priorities,realise wat u are able to compromise,but always let some of ur decision be based on ur instincts.

happiness is the meaning of life,the whole aim of human existence.so,take it easy.do wat u wan to do and appreciate nature.life's precious,life's short.don take for granted.live a balance lifestlye n enjoy life.

watch ur thots,they become words
watch ur words,they become actions
watch ur actions,they become habits
watch ur habits,they become characters
watch ur characters,they become destiny!

i know its easier said than done,esp living in spore..but maybe we shld try..n see,even if there is lil improvement,at least we still try..=)