fierceness is me?

heellloooo...hmm..i gt some stories to share,but suddenly,i forgot ething..LOL!anyways..juz some qn to ponder abt..am i fierce?i donno seriously..but if last time,yes i was fierce..very fierce..a slight lil thing can enrage me..LOL!i will start to throw tantrums n throw things in my room..really!particularly when im very frustrated,then ppl still annoys me..wah!i cant stand that!my friends even tell straight to my face..like lets say they make a mistake,then they will slowly try to break the news and say "indah,u don b angry ar.."..LOL!ah hah!thats hw fierce i can be..

but slowly,as i grow up,my temper gets better..i get angry lesser..hahaha..to think back,last time,maybe i was still immature,so rather than using the word angry,i'd say i was unreasonable to get angry over small lil things..hahaha!so,due to my "fierceness"..no guys dared to get near me..LOL!tho there were some who tried to woo me,bt i rejected them..wahahaha!ok,let's nt get to there..

being in poly for almost 3yrs,i began to analyse things before i get angry..tho i get angry even b4 analysing,but after the anger subside,i will start to think..esp being in society,i changed really a lot..at times i get frustrated,at the back of my mind,i will always try to think that there is always a reason y things happen that way n nt the other..ppl in society also taught me a lot..

esp now,being a leader in the society,i will hv to try to control my temper..sometimes,the way i talk or behave,ppl might think that im angry..but actually im not..hahaha..maybe from the way i talk or qn ppl,i sounded angry,but actually no..depends on the situation,i sounded that way coz im kanjiong n stress,hence that tone..because of this,i made someone cried,n that person cried nt coz i was angry with that person,but that person cried coz that person was feeling sad for another person,coz that person thot that i was angry with that person..u understand?haha..like soo many that person rite??nvm..LOL!ya..so ppl,don get me wrong..if at one pt of time i juz kept quiet,juz don bother me..after 5mins,i will be ok!!hahaha!

anyways,while blogging,i was watching the chinese drama at chan8,that has fann wong n jeanette aw in it..wah!!the show damn irritating ar!!idiot!!argghh!!n i love julian hee n shawn!!heh..anyways..the yr3s are back!!ok..only daisy n christina..my other 3 will reach only tmr n they dropped be a msg!!thx mori,mel n winson!!i miss u all too!!really!!n ive gt soo much to update u all!!be prepared yaa!!

looking fwd to tmr soo much!!money juz fell from the sky..wahahah!after that,i'll be a bankrupt agn!!LOL!soo..must shen shen shen agn!!

oh ya..common test results are out..i shld say with the amt of effort i put in for the tests,i deserve the marks..i got all B for the tests..except for 1, i gt an A..heh..at least gt an A..wahaha!to my other classmates,u all did super great!congrats!

now now..wanna start on my treasury proj..thx rong de for ur tips..heh..

til then..busy wk next week with 2 presentations,1 proj submission n meetings!!n bloody MOB!!help!!!!!