lovely konyaku jelly from angel mori!!thx womann!i like!!u even wrapped it soo nicely..=)
pressies from dixon from goldcoast..until now,i still haven eat the biscuit..heh..thx yaa!i like!!=)
from angel mori agnn!we will go to central..no probs mann!then can go to pit stop too!lolz!=)
from sab sab!!she went vietnam n get all of us pouch!!i like!!(in the vietnamese's accent..lolz!)
n from winston!!wooo!!i love the SMAP sooo much laaa!n the gold choker tooo!damn nice ar!!winton has gt gd taste huh?lolz!thx mann!i like it too!!bt the bicuit break!!n i cant bear to eat itt..!lolz!
ok...finally,bAoc is finally over..im happy n sad at the same time..
happy coz finally all our hard work is paid off n ething went very smoothly..no one expected it to succeed so successfully..(ok,thats a very wrong english..lolz!)...all the budget,the meetings with soo many ppl..the liasoning with diff types of ppl..the misunderstandings,the tears,the happiness,the stresses n all..all are worth it..
im sad coz i will miss the whole preparation process..i will miss 03-12..i will miss society ppl..the mc,the subcomms,the scos n ascos..the advisors,esp ms lindsay,ms rosa koh n ms ang..
time passes by soo fast n that ba soc 06/07 is over..1 yr juz passed like this w/out me realising it..i will miss it mann,really..seriously..
on the last day of bAoc,when we had debrief,it was the most emo moment we had..one by one,we expressed how we feel now that bAoc is over...or to be more precise,ba soc is over..one by one,all of us teared..tears of happiness..i cant help but cry too..that juz goes to show how attached am i to society although when i joined society,i was not as attached..
at first,when i 1st joined society,i don really like it coz i was not close with anyone..gg for meetings was juz meetings to me..n to get the work done asap..thats all..i don hv a sense of belonging there..but slowly,event after event,then when bAoc prep started,i start to feel attached n i love the feeling of it..i got closer n understand each n everyone of them..all of u r really loveable ppl in ur own way..thru the process of the prep,i learnt a lot..n thx to each n everyone of u,i become a better person..an understanding person..more patient,less childish..more relaxed n less kanjiong..become a stronger person n not cry..
after gg thru that,the next qn is:should i join society agn?i donno..i know at first i said that i don wanna join..but now,i feel like joining..i feel that i wanna make up for the loss..i also feel that i hv more to give n contribute to society..wat i hv done now is nt enough..but,at the same time,i don wanna join coz im scared that i cant commit..wats more,i feel that im already in my last yr of poly,i wanna enjoy myself n be stress free,concentrate on my studies n give my best shot..(hope to get gpa 4 for the last time maybe,if i cnat afford it..lolz!)..i donno..i still cant decide..sheesh!!
anyways..during bAoc,i was happy to see the yr 3s coming back n helping uss..really..it made me feel closer to them..im really gonna miss them laa..the feeling is gg to be diff now that they hv graduated.i wont be seeing them agn in sch anymore..the feeling's gonna be awkward..
soo yaa..in short,im gonna miss bAoc soo much n it will be one of the most memorable moments of my life in NP..
til then..i sleepy alrdy..many things nt yet done..zZz..lolz!im gonna hv rest now..i think i really need sleep..til i post up pics from bAoc..tc peeps..get ready for sch on monday yaa!=)3words all..
ps:im enjoying pop-up smap!!!=p
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