1 more to go..EC..zZz..

weee!another paper down..n now im left with EC..seriously no mood to study ar..dont even know what to study..heh..as usual,i haate sthing related to computer..bluergh..

anyways..juz wanna blogg wat im feeling rite now.u know,at madrasah the other time,uztaz was saying that we shld get a man who knows agama n all..same goes to the guys..then tiq passed me this note.."ehh,klu kau kawin dgn cine,kau yg kene ajar.."haha..n i went,thats not wat i wantt..i want someone to guide me instead..some1 clever,religious,gd-looking n all..hehe..

but,i always hv this liking twds chinese,i donno y ar,maybe coz i've yet to find malay guys who r my type,or maybe coz of the environment that im in since pri sch,surrounded by many chinese,n i don mix ard with other malay peeps from other classes..so,ya..maybe that explains it..n also,nt forgetting i hv some chinese blood in me..n nt surprisingly,i hv some cousins marrying chinese..my uncle married one too..

anyways,my pt in talking abt this is that suddenly,i feel that i need someone to give me kind of a sense of security,love maybe?i donno wat im feeling now..wanna say im lonely..i donno ehh..ppl are always bz with their own affairs..i cant possibly always disturb them..or maybe im thinking too much?a few of my friends are happily attached..me?nt yet..y ar?hahaha!name jek da masuk poly,1 laki pun aku tk jumpe..muahahaha!but,i've always believe that when the time comes,then it's time..jodoh tu tk ke mane kan?=)i think i'll juz continue to dream with my many boyfriends from all ard the world,tu paling bez ar..muahahah!

im bored like hell now anyways...sheesh!no mood to study in the afternoon..guess i'll watch my vcds..hehe..i miss lee dong gun!!so i think i watch him now la..hehe..til then..tc...3words..=)

things to keep in mind:
~friday, ba wk meeting
~friday,pay for jersey..(man!no $$$)
~sat- mc & combine meeting at 9 & 11 respectively
~sat-NPCC bbq..i wanna gooo!
~sat-memorise for sunday's madrasah..(man..i juz finish my common test,now madrasah..susah tau..nvm..i can do it!)
~sun-go to sis house =)