happy?yes. sad?yes. pissed?yes.

kk...let's see..as usual,i was so damn lazy to wake up this morning for I&E presentation n 1-to-1 session..but,still dragged myself...hehe..ething went smoothly..i simply love it!BIG THX TO RAYNER,JOEL N NT FORGETTING OUR HOT MAMA,MS ZARINA..if nt for u guys,the event will nt be a success..hee~i don deny that i actually hv doubts in u guys in the 1st place,coz u all seemed playful n nt serious,n also our grp is so small,3 oni..n i thot that was impossible..but heyy!i underestimated u guys...u guys r great la!u can be playful,but..when it comes to proj,u guys r serious..n i like that!gd job guys..im sooo proud of u..=)))

after that,i went hm..to get ready to go...BUGIS!!hehe..wat else rite,if nt to shop..hahaha!funn!at last,i gt myself a small bag n black belt..its so hard to find la!wats more,i muz find gd bargain one..hehe..yayness!im happy!the nike bag only costed me 43.actual px was 61+..then,my black crown bling bling belt is only 10bucks!!weee~gd bargain!!hehe..kk..no more spending..i think i'll spend only when the next sem comes..coz sch term is abt to end,so i don need any clothes yet..juz make do with watver i hv...heh..so yeah!!my money is well-spent..wee~juz left to pay my bills..

now..this is the climax of my dayy!hahaha!i went for the results show!!weee~u bet i had funn mann!hehe...ANOTHER BIG THX TO JOAKIM-IANS...w/out u guys,this is impossible..hee~

ok..the starting didnt go well..this is wat happen..pauline called me n ask if i wanna go down to mediacorp..so..yeah!i wan!i asked her for the mosh pit tix.coz i wanna stand..then,by the time i reached there,they actually put all the ppl with the mosh pit tix tgther with the unumbered tix.n that was like soo super duper damn unfair la!wa lau!i mean,those with mosh pit(mp) tix shld hv more priority wat!i was soo damn pissed la!waited soo long there,b4 we can get seated la!zzz!then gerald n melvyn went down,n they were like talking sthng to the crews...then i signalled him la,y r we still here,despite getting the mosh pit tix..then he replied relax,they will bring us up..ok..hw can i be relaxed,when siti told me that the mosh pit area da pack,n they sealed already??arrgghhh..i was super stress n tensed man seriously!haizz..

then..at ard 745 like dat,at last!they brought us inside!ok..i seriously wanted to stand la!i was like begging like hell man!i was like pulling his shirt n all..haha!they still don let man!wa lau!then..when i reached at joakim's side,they were asking me wat happen..then i explained la..mel n ger was like telling the crew la,oni 1 person go down,wat diff does it make rite?true wat..wa lau!then i saw 3 ppl juz went down like that..then,i pulled this lady crew n told her,y they can, y i cant?she said thats nt her biz..i was like..ok,wth..then..the masking tape was torn..it was no longer sealed!haha!n guess wat i did?i juz rushed down like that!hahaha!all of them also told me juz to run down like that..haha!i was small n fast enuff that nobody saw me doin that!hahaha!weee~then...i was juz on time..when i reached there,all the idols came out to shake hands with ebody!hahaha!n i get to shake hands with JOAKIM.hahaha!super happy la!nt forgetting all the other idols!hahaha!nurul n siti was shocked hw come i suddenly came down..they were like.."ehh..hw come suddenly gt 1 xtra person suddenly shook hands?"hahaha!ok..u can say i was super crazy n making a fool of myself..but heyy..im juz trying to fight for my rites that i deserve..there's nthing wrong with that man,seriously..i hope that u guys don find me irritating or wat..sorry if i hv been misbehaving myself..i will behave the nxt time.

lesson learnt:DON TAKE THE STANDING TIX!IT SUX!hahaha!

so..ya..the tensed part..hmm..ebody was so stressed..donno who's in,n who's out..surprisingly,JAY was out!omg!damnit!y him???haizz...nthing can describe how im feeling rite now..i may nt be his fan,but...ya..he left me crying..i was soo emo!!he also cried..boohoo!he ended the show by singing solitaire..wa lau!damn sad la!some more the song so sad..wah!i teared a lot la!i donno y ar,but this SI made me cry soo much!boohoo..u know rite who i wan to be out soo much..i don wanna say..hopefully that person it out next wk man..doesnt deserve to be in la!my JOAKIM definitely deserves it!ok,talking abt JOAKIM,i hate ken's comment la!he said that JOAKIM can only make it as an actor or host..then i was like..if u said that,y did u make make him into the top 28???rite??wa lau!the judges really damn sux sometimes..arrggghh!hopeless..zZz..watever la ehh..

hmm..enuff of SI..i think u ppl who read my blog become sianz already coz i always talk abt SI..haha!now..muz practise my presentation already..wish me luck aite guys for tmr presentation..til then,tc..i seriously needa get cracking..3 words..

oh ya!forgot to tell u..primero was there juz now!wanted to take pic with him,but was too emo juz now that i forgot..haha!primero is sooo hot in person..haha!but JOAKIM is hotter..hee~