PP

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ok..b4 i start anything,juz wanna say a SUPER DUPER BIG THX TO FAT,for accompanying me to go to parkway parade(pp),to meet the idols.despite being tired,hving lotsa sleepless nitez,she still drag herself to acc me..hee~thx ya!lagipun..kau pun leh npk kau nye paul.kan bez..haha!thx la byk2!terima kasih yg tk terhingga kat kau!thx thx!!

ok....so ya!!!im mad!crazy!gile!i went to that super duper far pp!haha!juz to meet the top 11!yeah!or,rather,my JOAKIM!!hahaha!im sooo thick-skinned rite,to call him mine?haha!juz joking ba..anyways..yup..we r really damn early birds.i went out at 8,n reached pp at 940 like dat.damn early rite?haha!shops are also not open.still dark..no lights on..haha!soo,went to BK 1st for breakfast.ok,at the breakfast,gt this lady.she's bitch!omg!i don wanna talk much ar!make my heart pain!ok..so ya...ate..then wait n wait n wait...then...at last!the barricades are open,if im not wrong at ard 11+..but,we decided nt to q 1st,coz it's at the corner.since we r soo "tall",later we cant wee anything,so,we decided nt to q 1st.we wait for the q to be filled up until the 2nd row infront,then only we q.haha!we waited damn long ar!12+ like that only then we q!hahaha!b4 dat,we std ard like some lost soul.haha!damn pathetic ar!hahaha!

then,at last we got to join the q!!haha!nice spot!i like!we were rite in the middle,in front some more!wooo!arent we lucky???hahaha!i like!yeah!haha..then..waited n waited..more n more ppl came n join the q.there were many JOAKIM's fans!yeah!JOAKIM rox!haha!everywhere also i heard ppl calling his name,saying that "i like JOAKIM!!"..haha!that's gd..i hope that they vote for him too..

ok..after much waiting!yeah!they arrived!at last!haha!all of us shouted like mad!i shouted donno like wat,until i wanna vomit sia!haha!my eyes are all teary already n all..haha!the rdshow haven even started,the idols juz came in,i already like dat.haha!so i cooled down 1st,b4 i started to shout n scream again.haha!then,as usual,justin asked 1 by 1,hw r they doin n all..then,when it came to JOAKIM's turn,woooooo!wwwwahhhhhhhhh!hahaha!justin asked him this qn.he asked he sang the slow song,n that the monkey is not thre.so he asked,which one is JOAKIM,the monkey or the i donno wat he said.if im nt wrong sentimental or wat ar.thenn..JOAKIM said la,he's both,half2.then justin said that "huh?both?u donno urself"..n i was like...in my heart..hello???y cant some1 be both?this shows that he is quite versatile lor.he knows how to sing appropriately at the correct times la!apa da justin!hahah!

then...it was the quiz part.omg!they r giving away free tix to the show leh!wa lau!i wan la!damn sia!but i cant get.somehow,i felt bad,coz they r giving it away togther with the bag,n that i already gt the bag.soo,muz give other ppl chance mah.see,im gd n thotful rite?haha!then,furthermore,i cant go coz i hv the meeting.aaaargrgghghghghghgggghhh!stress!super stress!i donno if i can even get to watch in tv.confirm the meeting end late lor.****!sianzzzz!

wah!all those ppl who get,damn lucky ar!i saw hw JOAKIM hugged the girl.i can feel n sense that it was super duper sincere n affectionate ar!like hw it was for me at JP last wk.woooo!he hugged,n closed his eyes.waaahh!JOAKIM is such a gentleman!omg!haha!if only he's as old or older than me..kuang3..hee~so ya..then hor!wa lau!damn pissed ar!gt this 1 girl,she wanted to take the goodies for the sake of taking it,n also coz she wanna go to the live show...then,when it comes to her turn,the goodies were given away by Jay.n i can see that she don like Jay lor!wa lau!stupid sia!**** sia her!when Jay wanted to hug her,can see the reluctance in her face lor!she didnt even hug back leh,when Jay put his arms ard her!wa lau!damn bad ar!u know that the gdies wld be given out by jay,then y u go n take?its obvious coz u juz wanna take the tix.then,when u go up the stage,u actually wanna hug some other idols.i think that is bad lor.u didnt give the chance or oppurtunity to the real Jay fans..**** her ar!maybe i might be wrong,but i think if u were to see it for urself, u will know feel that way too.so ya..then,when it was JOAKIM's turn,the girl also damn cuckoo la!wanna hug paul,then forgot to take the tix from him.wa lau!u like JOAKIM or not??bluergh!

thennn...autograph session!wah!suddenly ebody cut q sia!the barricades r nt as gd as those at jp ar.hopeless sia!then,when i wanted to walk to the empty spaces,gt this grp of boys said this to me.."ehh..walk faster la!"..then,i turned ard n stared at them.haha!i donno y,but im very fierce today.hahaha!woohoo!irritating lor!zZz..while in the q,made friends with this girl..she came with her younger siblings..hee~they like hady soo much..n her lil bro likes jasmine.hee~he's soo cute la!so ya..we xchanged no..hopefully,for future rdshows,we can go together,n i don hv to force ppl to acc me..hahaha!im damn pathetic!so sad none of my friends are as crzy n smangat like me.boo!hahaah!so ya.

thenn...as usual,the camera n video man went ard to shoot video of the idol's fan..haha!if my face gt come out,then gd lor.coz im proud to be JOAKIM's fan!hehehe..so ya...then..it was my turn to sign autograph..hmm..nt so nice ba..coz i wanna take photo with JOAKIM!but i cant!aarrgghhh!i don care ar!if i go to any other rdshow,i wanna take photo!coz i saw this girl gt take also!unfair!i wanna take!then,i passed JOAKIM the bear n kinder bueno..hee~i asked him if he still rmb me,he like anyhow say yes leh..hahah!nvm..hee~so ya...then..rahimah damn cute ar!she went,"terima kasih terima kasih terima kasih!"haha!didnt get to chat with jon,coz he was busy talking to fans at the side.paul,haha!as usual,disturbed him..his sweaty palm.nurul said my top is nice.hee~then i told her that im from ngee ann too,so ngee ann supports ngee ann..hee~mathilda asked me hw am i..haha!i cant hear clearly,i thot she asked me how old am i.hahah!then it was jay..wished him gdluck.ok...im sad coz i didnt get to hug JOAKIM!boohoohoo to me!no sisterly hug for him.boring!nvm..next time..hee~fat hugged all the guys!hahaha!

thenn..wanna take more photos..but somehw,i cant squeeze thru.duhz..boring!i didnt even get the grp photos!arrgghhh!nt nice seh!boring ar!nvm nvm...juz say next time..haha!fat juz sent me the pics.arrgghhh!soo many turned out blur.even the one that he posed for me!aaargghh!thx to all those ppl who cant keep still..hahaha!nvmnvm...juz keep telling myself,i hv to go to all the other rdshows..hahaha!thats my aim now.hahahaah!im soo crazy omg!im scared sia!hahaah!

ok la..till here..im damn tired.still need to study for my madrasa test,my ecd proj,events n bAs..nvrending sia!but nvm!JOAKIM is working very hard for his SI,so i muz also work hard for my sch..hee~til then..tc..3 words..


one of my fav song from jason mraz's album..

clockwatching

Take off, both your, shoes and clothes, I'll follow.
Undo, corkscrew, drink from the top of a broken bottle.
Lately we're running out of time, aren't we?

Smoking, often, and calling out our guilty pleasures,
Let's keep, talking, anything to stop clockwatching.
Lately we're running out of time, aren't we?
Crazy for running all the time, m-m-m-m-maybe.
Let's forget we're running out of time.

I'm off like an airplane,
I'm licking your postage stamp again.I
'm using my right brain and I'm praying that we don't crash.
Who knew I'd cum so fast.
Well so what if a two pump chump can't last.
But I made it to three, and I foreclose a five minute, fantasy.
On a short-lived flight, making love on economy

No jumping, conclusions,I don't think there's no solution,
Let's get, backwards,
And forget our restless destination.
Let's live in this moment just this time, could we?
Just take one moment of our time m-m-m-m-maybe.
Let's forget we running out of time.

I'm off like an airplane,
I'm catching my second wind again.
I'm using my left brain
And I'm righting all my wrongs.
I'm yearning to turn you on.
I've been working on getting you off, so get on board.
Well how can I guess by the subject of the best predicate that's left unsaid when the matter is too delicate.
My loneliness is evident.
And its you,
You're running through my mind and it makes me c-c-crazy cra-cra-crazy.

La la laLa la la la laLa la la (ooooooo, so amazing)
La la la la la laLa la laLaaaa oh oh
Laaaaaa lo oh oh ohLady, dreamer, you might be the soundest sleeper,
Tonight, sleep tight, and build your nest upon my shoulder.