watsons hk la dehh!hong kong!

ok...frid!woot!super nice cann??i like!haha!

anw..ystd also work..the office was super quiet..only a fews rows were occupied..the nice thing abt work ystd was that i can cab thru n fro..haha!went to work in mercedez cab..heh..shiok..the only nt nice thing was that the uncle talked too much!i thot i cld sleep in the comfy cab...sianzz..n i reached super early at 8.40..haha!n started clearing the emails n all..oh ya!i don hv the other access card,n hence i cant go in..but luckily i saw anor lady,n she opened the door for me..heng ar..heh..

despite being a public hol,i still left late..at ard 6.30pm..then reached hm,slacked n rest..i dozed off at 10+..haha!super tired ok?

n today..bumped into nicole otw to NEL..had a nice chat w her..we were talking,or rather gossiping abt our traders..haha!i learnt n got info a lot from her..nice..=)heh..now..i wish i can be a trader but at the rate im gg,i doubt i can..haha!i don read papers..much less be interested in the financial news ard us..haha!but to be in the front office,i think i can..haha!like real only!LOL!but thats my aim..if not,middle..=)work hard indah!

ok la..even if im nt a trader,my husband trader can?haha!as long as he's nt someone like my dear lecturer jeffrey wu can alrdy..haha!oops!

hmm..anything else?nah..guess nthing much..the funny thing that happened today was that i wanted to call someone,but ended up calling watsons..n it's nt any watsons u know..it's watsons hk branch leh!haha!damn funny!i was laughing to myself.hahahha!

kk..think i hv things to do...like brainstorm my proj?or see my smap n takuya?hahha!pardon me for my crazyyyness over him..heh..=p

til then..thx for the 2 for tagging my old rusty blog that is not known to many..n i like it..haha!ciaoz!oyasuminasai!

take off!

ok...its midweek..tmr thurs,then frid..i wanna enjoy my weekends..i needa break mann..damn tired from ething..damn stress of ething..argh!

society has been gg thru in my mind n i donno who i can talk to abt it..ok,i did talk to aisha abt it,but i needa talk to someone who understands society or gone thru society..seriously,i really feel like a failure..i cant even command respect..haiz..i wonder how to command respect wout being fierce..haiz..damn ar..being shoot by ur own ppl in front of ebody,hw do u feel?hw do u feel when ppl whom u hv trust n hope leave u,1 by 1?i donno laa..im juz soo shagged n i had to handle soo many things that im now nt at my means n desire to do it..argh!f ar!

i donno if ive make a big mistake by joining agn..wonder n wonder..n i donno when all this is gg to be settled..too late to say all this rite?now,the only way is to sit n think of hw to solve the prob..but if only me solving,hw sia?when the prob is among u?hello,wake up laa..u big enough alrdy..haiz..damn ar..i donno!shit ar!argh!don wanna talk abt it ar!

anw...on a happy note,i donno gt happy note or nt..haiz..juz miss my friends..bile ni nk kuar jumpe korg???mcm nani kate,kangen bangat!haha!okok..wanna sleep..u all hols,i still needa come back work tmr..zzz..til then..ciaoz!


indah is soo down despite smiling n laughing n crazy-ing always..

PM???

ok...sooo long nvr update..heh..i went back sch ystd for meeting..yup..kinda miss sch laa i admit..heh..the funny thing is that i received a call from raihana asking me whether there is PM..n i was like..huh?wats PM?haha!portfolio mgmt laa..she didnt know that i was on attachment..heh.then she went..no wonder didnt see u in sch..haha!apa dah!

ok..i knew wat to blog abt..but now,i forgt ething..tsk..haha!

ok laa...i had funn today relaxing..heh..tmr thur!after that frid!weet!god..but i hv trial run..heh..boo..

*&^%$#@$%*()*&^%$#

arggggghhhhhhh!i need a breather!!!damnit mannn!assholee ar all thesse ppl..i shant say who..u wanna know,ask me..n i'll tell u..damn it!argh!!

been so tired n sick of ething already..im always getting myself into trouble and unnecessary stress..f*** laa!argh!!eeeeeeeee!!!!!bingit nyeeeeeeee!!!!!!c************!!!

anw,on a happy note,i was brave enough to cfm a trade with morgan stanley london juz now..haha!i nvr thot i sld ever do it..mau confident lebih babe..heh..tho sy was nt here for 2 days,i was able to cope with work,tho i didnt dare to pick up his calls..n once i see no outstanding work,i quickly left..haha!bertuah kan aku..heh.

nthing much to share anw..as stated earlier,im juz pissed with some ppl who arent helpful ar all..n call urself that...f off laa i tell u...when im damn angry,i'llget damn vulgar ok??don tink im this n ure that,i don dare to scold n demand u..enough is enough laa b***!pfffffftt!!

jz wanna share some things i received from my work email..=)

a long time ago there was an emperor who told his man that he could ride his horse and cvr as much land area as he likes, then the emperor would give him the land area that he cvred.true enough,the horseman jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as he cld to cvr as much land as possible.

he kept on riding n riding n whipping his horse to ask it to go faster.when he was hungry or tired,he didnt stop coz he wanted to cvr as much land as possible.

then came to a pt when he had cvred a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying,then he asked himself "y did i press myself so hard to cvr much land area?now im dying and i only need a small land area to bury myself.

the above story is very similar to the journey of our eday life. we push very hard eday to make more money,gain more power n recognition.we neglect our health,time with family and to appreciate thr surrounding beauty and hobbies we like to do.

one day,when we look back,we realise that we don really need that much.but then, we cant turn back the time that we've missed.

life is nt abt making money,acquiring power or recognition.LIFE IS DEFINITELY NT ABT WORK!work is only necessary to keep us living n so as to enjoy beauty and pleasures of life.

life is a balance of work,play,personal life & family.u hv to decide hw u wan to balance ur life.define ur priorities,realise wat u are able to compromise,but always let some of ur decision be based on ur instincts.

happiness is the meaning of life,the whole aim of human existence.so,take it easy.do wat u wan to do and appreciate nature.life's precious,life's short.don take for granted.live a balance lifestlye n enjoy life.

watch ur thots,they become words
watch ur words,they become actions
watch ur actions,they become habits
watch ur habits,they become characters
watch ur characters,they become destiny!

i know its easier said than done,esp living in spore..but maybe we shld try..n see,even if there is lil improvement,at least we still try..=)

aku sungguh la bosan!

i donno wat to update..all i know is im sick of work n i wan to get done n over with attachment..it sucks!bluek!

still raya moood

before i start...juz show some pics...he is my husband,takuya kimura!!wooot!!aiseteru!!!






ok...work & work & work & more work!!v stress!b gd too..time passes v fast!the thing i hate abt work is that when there are soo many things to do,there are sooo many!and when there is lil,theres sooo lil i wanna sleep!dengz..

anyways..ystd n today was hell yeah!pfft..went hm only 7+..reached hm at 8+..tired..n i dozed off super early ystd..haven even finish 1epi of my hubby's show,i slept alrdy..lucky thing mel called me,if not i will jz sleep with my lappy still on n my sofabed still in the sofa form..haha!buruk kan aku!ish!!

anyways,im still in raya mood..but no chance to raya..work n work..fri-sun will be msa camp..bile mau ray beb?kentut tul..tapi pe nk uat..terpakselah sacrifice kann..haizz..nasib badan..

n for now,i juz wanna tell u that i cant get enough of takuya!!pay is nx wk..guess i wanna spend on takuya..heh..so muz save on eating..sanggup beb!haha!gile2...pe nk uat..

slamt ari raya!

assalamualaikum sume!!

ok,1st of all,b4 i start,indah disini nk ucapkan slamat hari raya maaf zahir batin..klu de terkasar n tersilap kate,mintak amoun byk2..halalkan mkn minum ehh..semoga berbhg disamping keluarga slalu..=)

ok..raya was definitely fun!!tho u know..i don wanna elaborate here..to pte sometimes..but nonetheless,happy time muz be happy rite?heh..

oh ya!frid,eve of raya,i dpt blk siang..alhamdulillah..heh..thx colleagues!reached hm,tk abis2 kemas smp tido..haha!tlg mak sikit2..nk masak tk tau,jadi tlg laa ape2 yg patut..n i watched my hubby at night..heh...

ok,lets start with 1st day raya..surprisingly,my dearest 3rd bro was early!bab slalu die lbt dtg umah..heh..yg lbt this time was my sis..LOL!3rd bro peng jek..i pun!haha!soo late!kite spm umah nenek lbt seh!org sume da tinggalkan kite..haha!oh kakakku..apa dah!haha..n i loved to take pics!haha!at the last house,posing jek!haha!muka da minyak2,br nk posing..heh..nanti i da get from my sis i will post ok?heh..1st day was v penat..almost sume umah makan,minum air gas..ish!heh..smp umah lepak!tapi,tetap sambung dgn watching my hubby's drama..heh..woot!

n 2nd day raya,which was ystd,tk kuar..tapi org dtg amai!aduh!smp tk terlayan!umah aku da la kecik,then org sume dtg serentak..kecoh dok!waduh!tk leh angkat ehhh..i ni da la pemalu..mane nk lyn org nk solat,nk tumpang toilet..lemao jek..but can say that my mom yg paling penat..tk abis2 masak jek..aku ni tk tau msk..lol!jadi tlg kemas2 jek..heh..oops!mcm ne nk kawin ni?lol!

cik seri came only at 11..LOL!lbt tu..smp nk tertido2 tunggu..haha!n i sempat sambung drama hubby i..heh..smp da abis pun tgk..haha!melalak2 ar tgk..haha!beh,sedih gile..tk leh carry..y muz he die in the end??yyyyy!!!!

anyways...ill be gg to sch later..zzz...my day off..ended up gg to sch..bt shld be for a while..tired..ok la..think ive done wat im suppose to do..society laa then..wat else..yeap..til then..ill update agn..n i donno when that'll be..LOL!slamat ari raya once agn!=)

TAKUYA KIMURA!!!AISETERU!!

he is ohh so talented!

he can sing
he can dance
he can rap
he can act
he can host

most beautifully n naturally..=)

wat more can i ask?my husband..TAKUYA KIMURA!!!aiseteru ne!!

seputeh qaseh ramadan

somehow,im v tired n wanna sleep,bt at the same time,i don wanna sleep coz the radio is playing all the raya songs..haha!i wanna listen!heh..today was a long day for me..

in the morning,da p geylang dgn mak cari kuih utk jiran cine kite..then jln2 kat half the bazaar nk cari accesories n i managed to get the 3 for $5 earrings..lol!after that,went hm to put all the heavy kuih n headed to my sis's house next..bab nk amek baju kak ipar yg die tempah..then also i kirim my sis mask from face shop.haha!at 1st tknk buka umah die,bt she told me causeway pt de accessories,so decided to go there n buka at her house.haha!

n yeap!i managed to get necklace for one of my baj kurung,n anting2 lagi..plus hair clip.hhaahaha..woot!tinggal nk raya jek.haha!i need to get eye lash curler coz i cant seem to locate the current one.haha!n also get the foot petal.yeap2!

watched soo lazat..joakim..heh..cute..supporting him as always..=)i thot they are gg to cook some eurasian or korean food..skali portugese..hmm..

then rushed hm to catch seputeh qaseh ramadan.damn shiok cann?tak leh dok!!melalak tgk..damn sedih like wat laa...mak pun nangis ar..dgr die tersedu sedan..haha!i tell u,im in love with fahrin..haha!i like the part where he said this..somewhre along that line..

sudikah awak jadi kekasih saya
walaupun soalan saya ni bodoh
saya tau hati awak da tertutup krn dlm hati awak cume ade satu lelaki
tu sebab saya mintak kebenaran awak utk saya mencintai awak
supaya awak sentiasa dlm hati/hidup saya..

awwwwww!then he touched her hand...awwww!omg!argh!i like!haha!seriously,damn touching like hell!

n when he talked to her husband,qaseh adalah kekasih saya,saya sanggup gadai nyawa saya den donno wat else he said..omg laaa!im lost for words mann dgr die ckp gitu..the love he had for qaseh is juz soo deep!somehw,he has this affinity with her.even her own husband tak feel like that for her..awww!!wil i ever get that type of man,who will loveme with all his heart?aww!haha!

the best mly drama ive ever watched mann..its been a long time since i melalak watching a malay drama..n this drama is so short n sweet n like!bez!wooot!heh..

ok la..i tink i wanna zzz alrdy..tho i jz saw him online now,don thnk i wanna chat.eh..klu chat,nnt aku tk igt tido,then sok eje tertido2 nnt,mati dok aku!heh..had a nice chat w him ystd like after soo long..happy!=)

kk...sleep indah!haha!mlm raya nnt leh dgr lagu raya..haha!okokokokok...til then..i love u all loads!=)

finally..updating..heh..=p

ok..im back updating my berhabuk blog..hahaha!im damn shagged n tired laa..so kinda lazy to update sometimes..but nw i kinda hv the mood..heh..so i'll update..

ok..lets see..last wk was wuite ok..work was ok..over the weekends,i got a haircut..heh..i donno if i shld say it's nice or not..n im telling myself once n for all that im nt gonna cut at that bloody place..argh!when i was abt to give him the 2nd chance to let him cut my hair nicely n do a proper rebonding..damnit!dats it mann!i don hv any more trust in u!ni laa org mly klu uat bisnes..kadang2 tk betul.mcm manenk maju.i complained to my sis n my abg ipar seh.haha!glad abg rizal was on my side..haha!he rox!my bro in law!hahaha!haizz..dats it..no more!argh!mls nk cite pjg2..nk tau story nanti indah citekan..heh..

after getting the haircut with my sis,we went town to jln2 cari baju raya rudy..after that buka ayam penyet..yummy!heh..u know,my abg ipar is sometimes very contradicting..coz he was talking abt gg geylang the following day,then my sis said tk ya bw budak2 ni sume,leceh..but my bro in law said klu tkde diorg mcm boring.haha!then indah ckp ar,beh klu bw diorg,dirog degil nanti abg rizal gak yg geram..haha!die ckp mmg tul,tapi takde diorg boring..hahaha!LOLOLOL!contradicting mann..anyways..he still rox..haha..then,he sent me home..haha!takkan laa aku nk blk sorg2..sheesh!haha..anyways..nice night out with them..if only i don hv work on the monday,i da tido umah diorg n slack on sunday kat uman diorg..dearest rudy kept asking me on that day where i was heading to after the shopping trip..haha!awww...im soo touched..my sis was like saying,despite me always scolding him,he still likes me..haha!my rudy!woot!i love u too lil kid!=)

sunday,i was sick..that sat da seme2 sikit,then sunday makin teruk..batuk2 sume!byk phlegm..smp laa nari..i didnt help mum with uat kuih pun..nasib my sis in law de..i spent one whole day sleepin so that i can get well for work the next day..heh..indah damn pemalas dat day..seriously..haha!

n ystd was the 1st day of the wk of anor routine of work..dead..haha!soo many things to doo laa!argh!tired!stres!argh!but in a way it's nice..time passes by more quickly..i like!heh..but i hate it when i had to make calls n email traders..argh!all these ppl really get on my nerves..y muz there be broker n trader?seriously..argh!

oh ya..did i tell u that mr lee came to our workplace n had lunch tgther last frid?heh..he was super damn funny..haha!i cant eat tho..but he said he will treat me the next time..make sure ar..hahha!then we were talking abt our investments results..i think most or all of them on the table gtan A,except me,a B..then he saw saying that im nt the academically-inclined person,bt more of an all-rounded person..hmm..i donno laa ehh..if i wanna be proud of being as such,or wat..org kate ape,keliru??hahaha!haizz..but seriously ar,my gpa did dropped by a lot..but i only gt myself to blame..heh..anyways..da lepas pun..so lupekan jek laa..hahaha!

on the last note,i received an unexpected email from my aunt!!hahaha!awww!so damn touched cann?this is wat she emailed me..

Hi ..how ur u? how is ur studies ... hope ur doing fine.
I heard from ur mum sekarang u banyak project eh .... and also dah boleh drive seh ..congrats .... :)

ah tau takpe..maybe my presence from all the kenduris n family gathering explains that..im soo busy with society n work..wat can u expect...i hv to make sacrifices.thx soo much laa cik idah!waiting for a reply from u..thx soo much for asking!muacks!

ok la..til then..i wanna ciaoz liao..bayangkan ni blm mandi..haha!busuk!!ish!nk mandi n tido!!woot!heheh..til then..lagi seminggu lebih nk raya..heh..kk..bye!!

ps:siti,ive updated..hahaha!

ps2:eh eh..de org tag..sape tuuu?hahha!

my 1st pay..woot!

ok...so long nvr update..heh..as usual,im tired n lazyy to come online..heh..

hmm..work has been better i think..getting used to it..more daring to email the traders n make call to brokers..but still not daring enough to make calls to counterparties..haha!

sy also ok..i like cann..heh..woot!haha!n i was juz told by my colleague that im quiet..haha!ya laa!wat to talk rite??we r nt in the same frequency..sy also quiet..both my left n rite also quiet..who can i talk to rite??tsk..n claire was saying i can compete with sy to see who is keeping quiet most of the time..haha!funny ar..lolol!!so,if i meet u,pardon me if im noisy..deprived of making noise at work ar..haha!jgn mcm fhm!heh..

oh ya..n i received my 1st pay alrdy..happy!!heh..wanna save some,spend some..wanna give mom some too..wanna shop for working clothes,shoes n bags..for raya also..pay my bills..waduh!!1k enggak ckp sih!haha!

ok la..til then..im happy to keep in touch with ah qiqi..heh..til then..wanna rest liao..heh..tmr gt appt with gcw..tired sia..okok..3words all!muacks!=))

ramen ten..thx!

wowowowowowoweeeeeeeeee!heh..i juz love frid laa..looking fwd to end of work..heh..n somehow,i ended quite early i shld say..sy was like shooing me away..heh..maybe coz it's frid,n i had been staying back lately due to large volumes of verification to do,n him gg away for training..heh..n jz now,really nt much work..then i tink i know y..he did some of the verifications..hahaha!thx mann..in a way,i like it when he smiles or laughs..heh..changhong said that his looks nt bad..of course!!haha!to me n him tho..heh..like i said,n i cant emphasise this enough,i love him in specs!!his specs is esprit some more!woot!i like!lolol!heh..k im madd..don bother mee..

niwaes..juz now changhong treated to ramen ten..woot!yup!ramen ten juz opened at harbour front..coolios..but jz now,my tummy was nt at the bez condition,n i cant finish my food..so wasted..lucky changhong helped me finished it up..if nt,wasted sia..still got the handroll..i tapau hm..n still haven eat..heh..maybe later..cant waste..ex u know..2.50 siaa..heh..

then..i think somehow,i gt the hang of my job..everyday,stare at the 2 bloody PCs,with all the papers with soo many currencies n numbers n counterparties n brokers n banks from all over..haha!omg!thank god i enjoyed it..at least enjoy a bit tho..haha!imagine if i dread my work..im so gg to die!heh..i'd rather study..heh..

bt somehow,i still haven really clique well with my dept..donno y leh..maybe still early?or maybe the environment?i donno..sume cinonet..walaupun da biase kat sch,tapi bile kat keje,mcm lain ar..ntah laa ehh..i hope i can clique with them..or at least sy..haha!sial arr!mentel nyee aku!heh..nah..but im fine..i jz go there to work,gain the experience n graduate..heh..

tmr i hv society..sunday i will be buke-ing at my nenek's house..looking fwd to it..soo long nvr see my cousins..miss them as much..

soo many things to do yet so lil time..really..aiyayaya...let me list a few to keep in mind..

-constantly keep in touch with society
-buke with my 5gals
-buke with the ains n gang
-shopping!
-do my hair
-uat kuih raya
-kemas umah
-shopping for my room's stuff

sheesh!ok laa..think i end here leh..wanna do my rpt siaa..zzz..haizz...heh..til then..im missing soo many ppl badly..maybe coz im too quiet at work i need to rant n talk..hahaha!kk..ciaoz!bye!nitez!3words my beloved!!whoever u are..hahaha!=)

aching all over!n i wan sleep!

tired,shagged,stress,bored,sick..thats wat im feeling rite now..the high volumes are making me madd n crazyy..either my eyes are gg to pop out soon,or close soon..lolol!!

booo!im missing soo many ppl!!=)

got my raya shoes!!weee~

weet!finally,i gt my raya shoe from charles&keith..weet!happyness!thx aisha for the company..n i also bought mascara from faceshop..woot!my lashes will be damn long n curly..i like!woot!haha!

ystd was meeting in sch plus running with christina..heh..shiokness!i took 16.10min for 2.4km..aiming to run for 14min..heh..mcm leh gitu..insya-allah leh..heh..if i wanna take napha,i make sure i can do my standng broad jump seh..tsk..thx christina for the company n sending me hm too after acc me for the run..=)

tmr is work agn..zzzz...n after that meeting agn in sch w mr lee..long day mann tmr..sheesh!penat..tahan jek laa..

got soo many plans..but donno when will i b able to do it..i wanna buke with the 5girls..with ain..bile nii aku nk gii?heh..n i also need to kemas my room too..heh..hmm..tgk laa ehh mcm mane..stress aku dibuatnye..

ive yet to start in my periodic rpt..mendak dok..zzz..oh mann!nature's calling mee...haha!gtg then..til then..ciaoz.tc all!=)3words!

results out!

TGIF!!haha!frid,the day that i always look fwd to..away from work..wow!shiokness mann!haha!n today was the day i gt my results..i thot that im gg to do damn badly..my hand was shaking when i wanna type in my student no n password..but alhamdulillah,i passed..tho nt flying clrs..heh..only one A..n the rest Bs and B+..but bloody hell i gt C+ plus for stupid IS..damnit..tsk..IS is really waste time laaa!argh!anyways..over liao..so juz forget it..wat matters most is that i can graduate next sem..yahoo!haha!

bt wat chang hong said was truee..it's nt abt whether u clever or not..it's a matter of whther u put in effort when studying..how hard u study..how smart too..even if u r clver,but nvr put in effort,u will be the same like those who nvr study..but u know wat?i think ive done my best n im happy with it..heh..

anyways..was reading this article in TODAY paper ystd,abt live the simple life..thats juz wat i wan,maybe nt now,but soon..when im settling down with a family..haha!juz wanna share..can the money we earn replace the intangibles that we have missed out on in our materialistic pursuit?

..thru the long hours n a lot of hardwork..had many of the trappings in the modern lifestyle,but we didnt hv the time,n sometimes nt even the energy to enjoy them..n even worse,we had lil or practically no time for ourselves..

it's nt surprising that divorce rate is increasing..ppl sacrifice their r/ships rather than work,which eats in to their personal time..

tiem to think n ponder everyone..=)

til then..ciaoz!3words all!=)

ngantok babe!

omg laa!damn sleepy sia at work juz now..tak leh carry dok!no many trades came in..i was so damn bored..some more puasa..so i juz stayed in..heh..

swee yong damn funny laa..ade ke die tanye am i ok without lunch..haha!wat a qn..pas tu tanye i gt go out n walk walk or nt..muke aku jln sorg2 kat vivo?haha!kekek pee..tk dpt ar..malu sih..lain laa klu dgn ehem ke..sape2 ke..haha!

like at last,tmr is frid!im soo happy!work is stressing n boring at times..unless u hv the rite ppl by ur side..heh..aku ni sume cinonet..tk laa shiok sgt..takde kaki mly nk bbl mly..sheesh!no common topic u see..

my eyes wanna close alrdy also..nanti nk bangun sahur..blm gosok baju..tido pun cantik..heh..til then..aku nk tido!!zzzz...3words all..

randomly

oookkk..nt much to update..all day work..juz some random things to share..

u know..sometimes on the way hm in the bus,i wa thinking of my future hubby,whoever he is..haha!sometimes,i thot that if my hubby works in the same line as me..u know,in the banking and finance sector,how cool is that!haha!n he dresses damn smartly..u know..with cufflinks..wowowow!kk..u shld know who im talking abt here..haha!guys who dresses smartly,wears specs..wowow!haha!but,on the other end,if he is like my bro in law,in the engineering sector,also nt bad..haha!if u know who im talking abt too..haha!wat matters most is that he muz hv a stable job n doesnt depend on me..n of course!i wotn depend on him..both my sis and bro-in-law said that we shldnt depend on men..mz be able to stand on our own feet..heh!yes mdm n sir!heh..

talking abt work..i donno if i wan to work in the banking line..u know ar,i knock off at near 7 u know,when im suppose to go hm at 6..ok,im nt complaining..im juz thinking if this is wat i wan in future..u wanna work in the bank,this is wat u'll expect..late working hours..wow!i donno if this is wat i wan..aku nk kawin n ade anak sehh..haha!hmm..entah ehhh..

anyways..cite cine kul 7 is shiok!but too bad i cant catch it..i only managed the last 5mins of it..lolol!

oh ya..puasa is tmr..i wanna try to lose some wt..haha!aisha n i had a bet..those who nvr lose wt will have blanje mkn..hahaha!ok ar girl!set ar!talking abt puasa,suspect hari2 aku buke dlm bus siol!haha!

oh ya..back to work..my dear mentor is gg for a 4days training next wk..n im gg to cvr some of his duties..argh!im nt that prepares mann!ohh noo!praying hard that all goes well for mee..i made some mistakes here n there n after that,phobia!!n i hate hongkies!fullstop!bluek!

last bt nt least..juz wanna share some quote..

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder..=)

til then..tc yaa!3words all!slamat berpuasa too!

m hotel

wooot!soo long nvr update..haha!tired ar..plus lazy too..ok..so let me start on tues..

tues was the 1st day of induction..one word..shiok shiok!!food was also shiok!haha!altho i nvr eat the buffet spread..desserts were shiok enough..woot!heh..the whole day was shiok laa..though the biz presentation was dead sleepy..some wwas funnn tho..made new friends..ok laa..at least at work,when we see each other,we smiled..heh..kevin chay rox k!woot!gonna miss him..i like the way he calls my name..haha!good stuff n excellent are his fav words..LOLOL!damn funny n shiok!

wed was the 2nd day of induction..as equal funn!bentley william rocks like helll too mann!nicola tooo!omg!hahaha!im soo lazy to elaborate here tho..haha!but the 2days of induction was shiok n it was a gd break from ething..some funn n slackong b4 work starts..

so work started for me officially ystd..heh..i love my mentor cann?hw i wish he can be more outspoken..=)..guess he's jz too quiet..heh..i rmbred him asking me y i move or sit so far away when he came to my table to teach me sthing..haha..it's nt that laa bro..im juz making way for u..haha..i wanna sit close to uuuu tooo!i like ur scent!haha..i sounded sick rite..haahah!he always asked me if im ok,the load ok or nt..or if i hv any probs..such a caring mentor..definitely v diff from my last attachment..swee yong rox ok??heh..=p

n today work as per normal too..i think im too tired to blog more..haha..all i can say is in working life,this is wat u will always wan to look out for..one is lunch..2 is knockoff time..3 is weekends..hahaha!

tmr will be anor long day for me..boo..im soo dead noww..haizz..til then..ciaoz..3words all..

millions of dollars!

wooot!!alhamdulillah 1st day wat work went ok..i took bus there n i reached super early at 8.10..LOL!coz i was super scared of traffic jam,so i went out early,to experiment the timing..heh..

sharon n swee yong are friendly and helpful..glad to have them as my manager n mentor respectively..the experience here in merrill is definitely diff and far much better than back at AHA..

anyways..im in charge of back office operations..juz wat i like to do..it may sound mundane n bored,but that's wat i like..heh..but im nt a boring person okkkk??=p..

didnt do much today coz much wasnt ready..boo!i was soo bored to death,i closed my eyes at some pt of time..hahaha!really sia!i cant juz sit down n do nothing laa..boo!

they asked along 4 lunch..which is cool..=)we ate at thai express..ok laa..not that special n nice..mcm kedai kopi nye mknan..haha!tapi takpe..esther blanje..save duit aku..heh..thx esther!oh oh!!i think i kinda hv a fetish over swee yong..wahaha!when i saw him for the 1st time that frid,i didnt really find him that gd-looking..but juz now..omgg laa!hahaha!handsomee!maybe coz the way he dresses..i love guys in formal wear u see..haha!tk sume org sajak kai gitu.wats more,he wears specs!!i love guys in specsss!hahaha!reminds me of roger sia..heh..ohoh!!n he is soo softspoken..a bit shy2 also..haha!he talks super soft laa!i muz be soo near him to hear him speak..haha!i deaf laa cann?tsk..heh..lucky he has nice scent..woot!heh..sial laa!pe mentel akuu!wahaha!so,all i hope is that the next days will be better..i will be stuck there for 5mths plus,so i hope i do learn sthing form there..=)..praying hard..

oh..n he's from ngee ann too..major in accountancy..hmm..so maybe that explains his quiet-ness..maybe..hahaa!but wonder y he goes into banking n finance..hmm..*pondering*..

anyways..tmr n wed will be induction day..sort of introduction to MLGS..at M hotel some more sia..woot!heh..soo..relax n chill 1st b4 real work starts..i'll deal with millions!haha!slamatt dok!

ok laa..til then..tmr wanna sing k!woot!heh..wanna hv a gd sleep..most probably,i will be taking train there..heh..coz i wanna wake up later..heh..pemalas sakk!k la k la..3words all!

scholarship? beyond my reach..

ok...half a day wasted in sch..hmm.not really a waste laa..haha..coz i attended the scholarship training,whereby i got to know more abt scholarships that are offered to poly students,n hw u go abt preparing urself for scholarship..so much for attending n spent half a day there,chances of me getting the scholarship??i think zero lorr..hahaha!really!considering after gg thru this sem,scholarship is beyond my reach..unless a miracle happens or sthing..i donno..heh..

after that..thot that i wanna accompany siti..but ended up,i was soo super lazyy laa..sorry ar kak..jauh ar..plus malas n penat n no mood..heh..in the end,i went running with nurul at clementi stadium..shiok shiok!!heh..seriously,it's soo nice to run with ipod..heh..=)

after that,reached hm,relax time..n i watched 13 gg on 30..one of my all time fav movie..shiok mann!the movie is oh so damn sweeet cann?heh..seriously,love soo strong..hw i admire that..i teared when both of them expressed their love for each other..for more than 20 over yrs,since elementary sch,matt has nvr not in love with jenna..how deep..how strong..awwwww!i love mark ruffalo laa!in a way,he was somewhat hot in that show..hahaha!tho hairy..wahahha!who cares?hahaha!this movie really rox!!some snapshots below..awwww!i wanna be in someone's arm too!haha!

jenna:i love u..
matt :ive always loved u...









nownow..im soo damn lazy to do my resume..boo!n i donno wats the plan for tmr,or rather,later..boo!i soo much wanna see that..but somehow,my heart mcm heavy to see..i donno y..has the feeling fade away or sthing?i donno..=(..