where where??

pffffftttt...i hate weekends laaa..not many shows on the tv..boringgg!i ended up on-ing n off-ing my tv..then sleep..then awake,then sleep..omg laaa!n this continued til 6+..i juz cant studyyy mann!damnit!n now,here i am blogging aimlessly..tsk tsk tsk..

i think i really wanna try studying the whole night tonight,n finish up TR..haizz..tmr studying in sch with aisha..maybe start on IV..hope can cvr a few chp..im soo gg to die..at the back of my mind,i always say that since this is my last exam,i shld do my bez n put in my fullest effort..but..see laa.tsk..maybe coz the paper is not nearing yet..heh..im sure ppl ard me hv alrdy start studying..haiz..where is the enthu indah???where is the indah who study 24/7 when exam's nearing?haizz..i seriously donno whats happening to me..sheesh!!i seriously need to buck uppp mannn!someone pls!!shoot meee!!=p..

i really cant wait for the next 2wks to pass,n get it done and over with..looking fwd to a better time..=)

til then..gotta mugggggg!!!!

boo..missed it yet agn..another opportunity gone..

love at first sight

coup de foudre~love at first sight..

cinta terakhir-ari lasso
sedalam samudra t’lah aku selami
setinggi langit di angkasa t’lah aq arungi
sepanjang kehidupanku aku mencari
sebentuk kelembutan hati cinta sejati

kini….usai sudah segala penantian panjangku
setelah temukan dirimu duhai kekasihku
hanya…di hatimu ‘kan kulabuhkan hidupku
karena kau..lah..cinta terakhirku

Berjuta kejora terangi gelap malamku
tetap tak seindah cahaya mata hatimu

n i like this soong super muchh!

n i neeeed to studyyyyyyyyy!!!!

at last..got to chat..tho for a while..=)..

i popeye the sailorman..

woohoo!!indah is super duper happy todayyy!super!heh..to make up for the boredom i had ystd..i had super duper funn thx to christina,aisha,fat n mar!!yeahh!!heh..

tho i felt bad coz mum had to do painting by herself,i will make up tmr by doin the laundry n cleaning the house..=)

anyways..met christina at far east n headed to heeren..to get havainas!!(if that's how u spell it..)shiok shiok!!this sandal i bought is to make up for the slipper that git licked by the dog..damnit..heh..n im buying one more!heh..wait til i hv the money..n the funny thing is that the guy didnt believe that im 20..for gdness sake,he said that i looked 14!wahahah!r u trying to be funny??LOLOL!at least if he said that im 16 or 17,still ok laa..14???wah!then,back then when i was 14,i looked like 12?wahahaha!funny mann..so yaa..my 49.90 flew away juz like that..heh..when attachment starts,i muz save,save n save!!100$ each mth at least..=)..i try ok?heh..

after that,donno where to go,settled at far east n ate at ramen ten..at last...woohoo!!i got to eat at ramen ten..n i hd super spicy ramen..shiok shiok!=)then ordered fried squid..shiok shiok!!ate it with mayo!!wowowow!after that,had turkish ice cream at anatolia..i didnt know far east has that..heh..shiok shiok!!heh..after that,went to borders to look at crumplers..ok..so i think i wanna get crumplers too..wahahah!soo many sia i wanna gett!tsk..so many,yet no money..boo!=(

thenn,off to the airport to meet mar,aisha n fat..ok..aku de laa kelam kabut kann,tapi diorg2 ni sume lbt..so jln2,pusing nye pusing seh kat popular..hahaha!then pas tu tgk2 kat cd rama..pas tu baru blah..lek2 aisha n mar smp dulu..wahaha!

then serempak dgn busu..anjat girl girl..wahahah!then chatted with her til the mrt came..then continued waiting for fat..waduh!!tunggu die,smp popeye nk memanggil kite!wahahah!the die smp,br kite gi mkn airport..

wowowow!sdp banget dong!haha!n stupid aisha kept on disturbing me with amri..thx ehh..smp terbahak2!hahaha!night with u guys are super funn..thx girls!n all the candid shots..=)

then headed hm..saw siew peng n alice on the way home..wah seh,like fuhua reunion..LOL!n now here i am blogging..n im dead bored once agn..i don hv mood to study..let mee play with my lappy for the last time,b4 it's left untouched for the next 2 weeks..

wish me all the best for the final exams..the last exam im taking b4 i graduate..juz gotta give my best...not putting soo much hope with the rate im going..heh..tawakal jekk laa ehh..=)

anyways..suke tul si siti tu dpt tgk ungu..=)heh..

oh..a lot of ppl have been asking me abt my blog..seriously,i need a space of my own..there are some things that i wanna blog,but i don wan soo many ppl to know,other than my super duper closest friend whom im free to share with..n like i said b4,i will still share with u ppl if it's meant to be shared..u know,things like my crush,alamak..paise kann nk share dgn ramai2 org..wahaha!i hope that no one will ever know this blog.absolutely no one..or maybe i shld change the add again..smp org tk tau.hahaha!tapi add die mesti kene ade indah n sun..ni 2 tk leh miss.klu tk this blog is not mee mann..i hope ppl understand my concern here n stop asking me..penat aku nk lyn..

aku da nk exam ni,knp ehhh die jarang online skrg??booo..=(

ohoh!!im in love with indon bands now!haha!sal ehhh?u know,i know..heh..=p

boring national day

okkk...today was a boring national day..how i wish somebody ask me out..ok laa,i only wan 1 person to ask me out..but jgn harap laa..prasan jekk laa aku ni..sheesh!heh..initially,today wanna go out with the other 5 girls to watch fireworks,or juz go out..sume tk free jek..konon2 tu family day..haha!

then in the end,i juz ended up doing some ironing which lasted 2hrs plus..hahah!then clean the house..touch up paint in my room..then relax..heh..n slept til 6+..then watched ndp..ate..btw..mum n dad went to batam today with obek..didnt wanna go along coz they went with my father's side..tk rapat..n tkde geng ar..jadi tk syok klu ikut..heh..

then..live the dreams damn rocks!oh mann..i like!better than idol!heh..i hv 2 favourites so far..the thai lady n the philippines guy..=)..i donno the gal's name tho..the guy is robert i think..heh..shiok2!!then ade nenek tua ni pun join..ish..takmo laa ehh ckp byk2..tk elok..asalkan die bhg..

exam's in a weeks' time..n i haven start revision..im soo gg to die..always nvr do tutorials..omg!i donno y laa ehh i don hv sense of urgency..sheesh!!

now im rotting in front of my pc blogging..heh..donno wat to do..im soo like bored like shit..accompanied by ria n fan only..mak n bapak br smp..byk makanan!shiok shiok!im getting fatter sia like that!LOL!

wat else?tmr maybe gg out with christina n after that to the expo to watch ungu..bab tgh ade asia fair ke ape ntah..hmm..siti yg ajak..then i ask aisha along..heh..then she's asking the other 4 along..we'll see how it goes.lum confirm..still in planning..heh..

til then..i hope tmr will be a better day for mee..heh..i really wanna enjoy myself b4 i start mugging..lucks to the rest who will be taking their exams..=)..ciaoz..3words..

so baby i will wait for you..

gym-ing

aiseh...super duper funn today but there will always be some idiot who will nvr fail to spoil my day..**** u laa!wa lau weh!super duper damn irritatin..thx ar!bloody hell!

i donno when the hell im gg to start studying..boo!no motivation sia!

n!i really wanna know more abt u!!

it's over!finally!

finally..float is over..but i still have loads on my mind...argh!it's killing me softly laa sia!!

but u know what?i will always have this at the back of my mind that watver im facing is not the worst..coz there are always ppl who are having more probs n more serious one..n like wat christina said,nothing is too difficult to solve..=)

after float,when out with aisha to IMM..heh..fun fun!!ate at bagus..i had yong tau foo..shiok shiok!n i rant at her agn..LOL!thx for being my listening ear girl..then we went from shop to shop..hahah..n had a gd damn laugh laa!wa lauu!hahaha!n we bought the best friends necklace and bracelet from diva..hahaha!cute lehh!the bracelet had crown..n the necklace has fairy..wowowow!!i likee!

heh..n we will be hitting the gym tmr!shiok shiok!looking fwd to it..coz i hv nvr been to the gym before..im gg to enjoy myself this one whole wk b4 i go for exams..heh..woohoo!til then..ciaoz..3words my dearest..

i saw ehem..happy..=)

faster gooo!

at last ive changed my blog add..it's time i move on..i feel better this way,with nobody i know reading my blog,n i can blog freely..i need a space..a private space..

but,tho this blog has gone pte,at least pte to those ppl who knows my blog,but don think that im a loner or wat..i juz wanna have a space for myself..n that when i hv probs,n i cant hold it any longer and wanna let it out,i hope there are ppl who are willing to listen to my rants..heh..

special thx to aisha n siti,the 2 ppl in my life whom i rant to time n agn..thx soo much gals..=)

tues has finally come,so pls faster goo n give me a peaceful mind,away from ething an anything stressful..ive had enough ar,seriously..im tired..im shagged..super..i hv soo many things to juggle and look at..ive nvr been so stressful b4..

til then..so much to say,but juz lazy to type it down..=)

u make me smile..=)

alnost accurate

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

at a point

if at some pt of time,when u visit the blog,n the pg displayed that the blog cant be found,then this blog has been deleted or moved..

ALONE!

wowowow!!today was super shiok laa!!i was up early today for wisp,but in the end,i was still late coz i took so long to get ready..hahaha!suddenly,i decided to bring my lappy..heh..

anyways..only 9 attended wisp juz now..wahaha!n we watched voices of iraq..it's nice..tho i slept after 3/4 of the show..haha!sleepy laaa..heh..then,went to society to do a bit of float..thx mori for ur help..=)

ohoh!n today is officially my last day in sch for tutorials n lectures!no more!!yahoo!=))

then booth duty..then saw ayu..didnt get to talk to her that much..mann..i think we shld really go out and do some catching up mann!!really..miss ya!!=)

then..off to townnnnn!!!with dear aisha!!shiok shiok!we went to watch alone at cathay..haha!n we get senior citizens rate..hahaha!coz she worked there n know the ppl there..then gave us cheaper rates..thx sha for the treat!shiol gile babe!!more movies ok?!hairspray next!

then,while waiting for the movie to start,went to PS to eat 1st..after that,i bumped into christina n daisy!hahaha!n they wanted my student card..hahaha!ok,long story here,n im lazy to elaborate..anyways..it's gd that i bumped into them..then can pass christina her bday present from the lovely 4..heh..hope u like it!!=))..

then off to ALONE!!omg!i tell u!the show damn shiok ar!damn scary!n as usual,i closed my eyes for almost all the scary parts..hahaha!n the ppl who seemed to be screaming were only me n sha..waahhaah!imagine if i watched the whole movie,i will do nthing but scream..hahaha!

after movies,met fat n off to borders coz dear aisha wants to get harry potter..LOL!bile mase yg kau smangat nk bace buku die pun aku tk tau.hahaha!jgn nanti buku tu collect habuk sua..heh..=p

on the way home was super kecoh..hahaha!

bengawan solo..
riwayat mu kini..
sejak dari dulu lagii...

LOL!nanti kite jumpe aku nyanyi utk korg k??heh..

there's still soo much things i wanna do,but i juz don hv the time to spare..or if not that,my friends are not free...i very much wanna gym!i wanna play badminton too!n aisha!bile nk gi dptkan tu factory buat taik????LOL!!im waitinggg!

anyways..im gonna miss NP soo much..really..soo much that i cant bear to leave..my poly life passed by super fast..i feel..don get me wrong,i miss NP,not the tutorials,lectures and projects..LOL!heh..n i think im gonna miss U!yes U!i still think that i hv more things to do that i feel i wanna fulfil..but it's all too late now..if only i could turn back time..

anyways..tmr i will dedicate my whole day for float..hope can get it done..worried sia!

________

how i wish u can understand me..

mfs sux!real sucky!

oh mann!mfs paper was damn sucky like shit!omg laa!see the qns,n i went..DIE!!tsk..really die..anyways..no pt thinking abt it..over liao..

anyways..today was sunny..finally..indah is out..wahahah!get wat i mean?the sun..yess..meee..LOL!ok..watver..zZz..heh..=p

after that,was booth duty..as usual..then went for the cca awards and appreciation..wowowow!damn grand!n kudos to all the awards recipients..u are the real winner mann!to me,cca is very impt!they are the ones who will stand out from others who are only gd at studies,but no cca..im not trying to say that ppl gd in studies but no cca are bad,but if u look ard,those ppl who won awards,top student,are those ppl who excel both in studies and cca..they are the ones that i looked up to..they can juggle very well between studies and cca..ive always believe that if u really love your interest very well, and at the same time wanna do well in ur studies,u will go all the way out n juggle both studies n cca/interest.u will not sacrifice either one.u will always try to work things out..nothing can be done w/out hardwork,stress n sweat..though it may stressing,but it will benefit u,and that at the end of the day,u will be proud of urself..it's juz a matter of whether u wanna do it,whther u wanna work it out..if u nvr try,u will nvr know..even if at 1st u cant do it,then it's time to learn and work it out..this type of thing will take some time..
sooo..congrats ppl for winning the awards!i salute u ppl!=))

the awards started out with baracudas and NRA..omg!!NRA damn rox laa!they can dance to songs like evanessence..however u spell it..heh..yupyup..ohoh!n they dance to because of u by neyo!!wowowowow!superb!!i like!!=p

after that,eating time..wowowow!yummylicious..i like!=)

tho proj n test are finally over,i still hv society to follow upp..hang onn!juz a while moreee..

looking fwd to thurs..=)..hope all goes well..really..=)

til then..back to work..

still thinking of u..

finally..it's over!

yoohoo!!happy indah!!!went out with the guardian peeps was super fun n shiok!i like!we went to causeway pt!heh..janji kul 11,kul 12 baru satu budak tu nk smp..ni laa kann janji mly..heh..


then we went to eat at banquet 1st..yummy!n i was super icy cold as it was raining quite heavily..my lips went total blue black..LOL!poison ivy..heh..thats sthing weird abt me..when it's super cold,i will went poison ivy..heh..


after that,we went to take neoprint..LOL!it's been yonks eversince i take neoprint..heh..kecoh sakk amek neoprint!the machine is in japanese,n non of us understand..ok laa,tho im a jap,but i donno a word they say..wahahaha!ok,watver ehh indah..heh..



i like!!nurul n i were toot toot laa!wahaha!

after that,we juz walked ard causeway..heh..i very much want to get this particular adidas slipper,but the smallest size is super bigg!goodness!tskk..=)


after that,donno where to go,we headed to bugis..agn..hahha!now im kinda sick of it..hahaha!then donno where to go agn,went to suntec..hahaha!n i got my slippers from ripples..heh..

after that went home..n omg!on the way,i juz rmb that my mum went to grandma's house n i don hv key with me!!arghh!luckily nurul was gg to tiq's house,so i tagged along..heh..ended up,i reached hm only at 9+..tired..

n juz now was my cfas presentation...it was no gd..lecturer said i looked at the ppt slides too many times..hahahaha!boo!anyways..i don care..wat matters now is that IT'S OVER!project's over!!yahoo!i like!shiok!i wanna hv a gd rest b4 i start my revision for exams..

for now,juz endure for mfs fianl test tmr..jia yousss mann!!

last but not least..happy bday harjeetjeet..=))

still thinking..still..yaa..howw?

lovestoned

after 5days of sch..finally..im outta sch..i seriously cant take anymore of the news that smacked juz across my face..it's pressurising..despite all that,im thankful that i hv ppl who are by my side n always listening to me..n understand mee..thx ppl..

cfas is finally done..im left with the ppt to complete n syafi will edit the video..monday's the presentation n noo more proj!come faster monday!!thx my grp mates for all the hard work n effort..=)

tuesday will be my mfs final test..mug mug!!sianzz!juz endure mann!!

n juz now after videoing my proj,finally aisha can acc me to town!!yeah-ness!u rocks laa girl!kau sorg jek laa yg leh layan aku..heh..owe u 1 womann!after that,headed to bugis n we juz bought watver we saw..LOL!aisha bought 3tops n a pair of jeans..i bought 3 tops too n a pair of shoes..=))HAPPY INDAH!

then,i headed back to cine to complete my mission..big thx to ah qi qi for the long company n u had to abandon ur RJT for a while..i owe u one too..=)..

reached hm only at 8+,n im dead beat now...dead!tmr im gg out with cik mas,nurul,aisyah n ida still..meeting them at 11 at causewaypt..wowow!heh..

a big fat thx to aisha n wan qi once agn..love u loads laa..really..=))

anyways..tmr 3pm at jwss..how how??indecisive..

lovestoned

suddenly

i'm having a lil crush..how lil,how big,i donno myself..=p

anyways...suddenly,i donno y,im missing my sec sch kaki..the 6 of us..very much missed mann..

in my whole 3yrs in poly,i don hv any malay friends..other than syafi n raihana..sometimes,i wish i hv more than that..like in sec sch..i donno hw to say it..but yaa..thats wat im feeling now..

like all of sudden,i feel lonely..

anyways..new hit on 987..damn shiok!i like mario soo much!the song is how do i breathe by mario..

brown eyes

she talk like malay..=)



Say OK

by Vanessa Hudgens



You are fine

You are sweet

But I'm still a bit naive with my heart

When you're close I don't breathe

I can't find the words to speak

I feel sparks

But I don't wanna be into you

If you are not looking for true love, oh oh

No I don't wanna start seeing you

If I can't be your only one



So tell me when it's not alright

When it's not OK

Will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright? (say alright)

Will you say OK? (Say OK)

Will you stick with me through whatever?

Or run away(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

Say OK.



When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time

I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy

But I don't wanna be into you

If you don't treat me the right way

See I can only start seeing you

If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)



When it's not alright

When it's not OK

Will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright? (say alright)

Will you say OK? (Say OK)

Will you stick with me through whatever?

Or run away(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK

Don't run away, don't run away)



Let me know if it's gonna be you

Boy, you've got some things to prove

Let me know that you'll keep me safeI don't want you to run away so

Let me know that you'll call on timeLet me know that you'll help me shine

Will you wipe my tears away

Will you hold me closer



When it's not alright

When it's not OK

Will you try to make me feel better

Will you say alright? (say alright)

Will you say OK? (Say OK)

Will you stick with me through whatever?

Or run away(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

Say OK(Don't run away, don't run away)

(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away)

Will you say OK(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

donno wat to put

last wk had been a hectic one..n i needa adjust my sleeping time..nowadays,at 12+ or 1, i damn sleepy alrdy..omg laa..tsk..

i hv one more board game to do..n one final test b4 i can relax a bit n start mugging for exams..oh ya..day in day out,im filled with more n more society..tmr is our 1st event..hope that all goes well..thx ebody for all ur help in the preparation..

anyways..on the other note,anugerah has come to an end n aliff won!!omgomgomg!!damn happy laa!he was the most stunning n outstanding that night..i will support him mann!=)

last but not least,happy bday joakim..=)

hang on

im hanging on there very tightly n go thru this ordeal with much courage and strength..

2 more reports,1 more exhibit,2 more presentations..n im done..hang on indah!

july is the busiest mth for mee.. =(

Daun Gallery

hmm..woke up early to go madrasah,in the end,no madrasah.oh mann...uztaz said that most probably next wk then start..aiyayaya..

after that..headed down to ikea at tampines!heh..i like!went togther with mum n sis n cik dib..the same old ppl..but same great funn!heh..n mum bought purple curtain!!n white spread for my sofa bed!!woohoo!cant wait to paint my room for raya..heheh..all purplish..sthing diff..woohoo!!

after that,we went to my uncle's new shop..wowowowow!!it's a muxt visit mann!esp to those ppl who like balinese concept for their house..it's called daun gallery..he started this biz all from scratch,ething by himself n his partner,keith..woohoo!!this coming wed will be a soft launch..i wish him all the best mann!!proud of him!!if u all r interested,or may nt u,but ur mom,dad,aunt,sis,etc..visit the shop mann!!best rate for pure balinese stuff...

Daun Gallery
84 Neil Rd
bus:61,166,167 (stop opp it)
nearest mrt:outram park,tg pagar

anyways..tmr is gonna be quite a long day for mee..n im scared..donno y..til then..im off smap-ping..=)

SMAP craze =p

woohoo!!i donno y..but suddenly i went to youtube n start searching SMAP!!wahaha!mann!!they juz rox laa seriously.they've been in the industry,n still very well much supported back in their country..i wonder y they r nt that popular here,other than takuya..n the ppl here like him coz of his acting..

anyways..its no doubt that they can be in the industry for long..i think they r still as dedicated as ever,n their fans supported them like woww!u can see it from their concert..be it young,old,baby..all also like!!i also like!!man!!now,since i hv their 4 latest album n 2 of their concerts,i wanna collect their 2 latest concerts..i've alrdy plan..once i start my attachment,the 1st thing i wanna buy is their concert dvd/vcd..woohoo!!looking fwd to it soo much!i don mind spending a bomb on smap coz seriously,it's damn worth it!!woohoo!!SMAP ROCKS MY SOCKS!!

and below are all the videos that i dl from youtube..woohoo!!lets smap!!



when smap juz formed..takuya was only 16 then..soo cute!omg!



takuya's 19th bday..awww..i love u tooo!!



rmb akazukin chacha??heh...the song was sang by none other than smap!!



back in 2000 i think..takuya announced his wedding at the concert..guess who he was married to??mee laa thennn??LOL!!!n we r blessed with 2 beautiful daughters..wahhaha!fat hope sia indahh!!



lion heart..wah!damn nice ar!i can sing the whole song u know!!really!!=p


some old time fav..from smap vest..=)damn nice..


a song for ur love..from MIJ..i like!!



takuya sang solo for SMAP 015 DRINK SMAP..




SMAP 016 MIJ..touch me..kiss me..yess!!i wanna touch n kiss u!!omg!i sound so sick!!LOL!



another one from MIJ, summer gate..shiok shiok!!



fine peace from SMAP 017 SAMPLE BANG..i love it loads!my hp ring tone..takuya's voice wowowowowow mann!!



another one from sample bang..soo pirate-ish..i like!!but i cant find this song in the album..hmm..0_O



latest album SMAP 018 POP UP! SMAP!!this is the concert..wowowow!!juz see the crowd laa!



one of the song from the album..dear woman..

wowowow!the list cann go on n on n on..

i cant stress this enough..SMAP ROX!!!